I Lost My Memory and Had Too Many S-Class Girlfriends

203 – Past Edelin (2)

But contrary to Edelin’s thoughts, the reality was disastrous.

day.

Ten days.

One month.

Han Seo-jun and Lee Ji-hyun shared a rougher and more intense love.

Sometimes in a dungeon, sometimes in a tent, sometimes in a motel.

The two people always had s*x without anyone knowing.

As time passed, Han Seo-jun and Lee Ji-hyun’s love burned more intensely and they were busy confirming each other’s feelings.

It was the innocent love between a man and a woman in the prime of their lives, but not for Edeline.

The whispers of love between the two of you were like a cruel hammer to me.

stop.

Stop it.

Please stop.

The two of them tried to hide it, but they couldn’t hide it completely.

She tried not to moan, but the slight groans and creaking of the bed hinges reached Edeline’s ears.

The two people’s voices were so clear beyond the thin wall.

His gentle and warm voice was struggling with passion and pleasure.

“… … .”

Edeline just listened to the sound dumbly.

Even though I covered my ears, their voices lingered in my ears.

The more I thought about not wanting to hear it, the clearer and more distinct it became.

I just stared at the wall with blank eyes and listened to the two people’s voices.

Continuing today, all the way.

“……ah.”

What on earth does this feel like?

I feel like something in my heart is becoming more and more distorted.

Something that was once soft and warm is now being torn, ripped, and trampled.

That something was gradually losing its shape and crumbling, like trash rolling around on the ground.

Edelin couldn’t define what it was.

I just couldn’t stand the reality that the thing I had cherished since long ago was gradually being destroyed.

“……no.”

Before she knew it, Edeline began to shed tears.

“… … I hate it. … … I really hate it.”

Tears flowed down my chin, dripping down my cheeks, and began to wet the blanket.

The tears kept flowing and flowing, soaking into my clothes and blankets.

“… … I don’t like it. I don’t like it. I really don’t like this. Please stop.”

The man I love is having s*x with another woman in the next room.

They are having s*x while screaming and moaning loudly.

But there is nothing Edelin can do.

Because she’s a coward who can’t even confess her feelings.

A fool who was heartbroken and sad alone.

That was Edeline.

What she, a mere coward, could do had already been decided.

All I did was go to Han Seo-jun the next day with an embarrassed face and awkwardly tell him.

Just like this.

“I… Seojun?”

“huh?”

“That’s… … Seojun’s voice was so loud last night. What should I say, … … That’s.”

“Oh, sorry.”

Edelin awkwardly smiled with an embarrassed expression like an idiot and gave Han Seo-jun a warning, and Han Seo-jun scratched his cheek with a bitter smile. Lee Ji-hyun, who was next to him, blushed slightly and looked away, and Ryu Ye-rin clicked her tongue as if she didn’t like it.

okay.

This is what our party usually looks like.

Han Seo-jun and Lee Ji-hyun’s daily lives after they officially became lovers.

“I know you two are in the middle of something, but when I hear that voice… … I feel embarrassed and other people feel embarrassed too… … .”

“Uh, um. I’ll be careful.”

It’s pathetic that I have to make excuses for other people when it’s just something I can’t stand.

I don’t even have the courage to confess my feelings to Seojun.

It’s so pathetic.

“I envy you two. I wish I had a great lover too.”

“Is there anyone who’s interested? I might be able to help.”

I have someone I like, but this love will never come true.

Edelin shook her head with a bitter smile at Han Seojun’s heartbreaking consideration, and our tower raid continued.

How long will this adventure continue?

I couldn’t figure it out.

But now it was something I couldn’t just stop doing.

Because you can’t just quit a party because you’re feeling bad.

So, I just have to endure it for a little while.

I don’t want to harm other clan members.

Even so, I have quite a large stake in this party.

I shouldn’t cause trouble because of my foolish affection and jealousy.

So it’s okay.

Only I, only I have to endure it.

… … Just me.

***

“Ah… … Here?”

How much time has passed?

While exploring dungeons located all over the country, we ended up staying in a certain city.

We arrived at a restaurant near the motel and ordered food for dinner, and the clan members gathered around to enjoy drinks and food.

I was having a great time eating and drinking delicious food, but then I left the restaurant to get some fresh air… … I think I got lost because it was my first time.

“… … Where on earth is it?”

If I had known this would happen, I would have just stayed in the restaurant.

I came out half-drunk and ended up leaving my bag and cell phone behind.

It was getting increasingly night-time.

It was so dark around here that I couldn’t see very well.

I stood in the middle of an unfamiliar alley and stared blankly into space.

It was an alleyway brightly lit only by the dim moonlight. How did she end up here? Edelin let out a deep sigh. Alcohol made it hard for her to think straight.

“You don’t usually do this.”

It’s pathetic to get lost like an idiot.

I’ve never had anything like this in my life.

Is it because I have a lot to think about these days and am unknowingly suffering mentally?

Anyway, I have to go back to the restaurant.

I don’t like the feel of this alley.

I looked around and saw that the inside of the alley was very dirty.

A torn XXL condom, a half-burned cigarette butt, food scraps, etc.

The alleyway, covered in dark rock salt, had a gloomy atmosphere, and my mind was filled with thoughts of wanting to quickly return to the restaurant.

It was a perfect opportunity for crime to occur because there was not even a crosswalk.

Was it at that moment when I was moving my steps so hurriedly?

“Wow~☆ I found a pretty girl! Super lucky♪”

“Kumchuk kumchuk. I learned some hypnosis magic a while ago. Will it work?”

“What’s up man~?! What the pretty girl! Oh sh*t?!”

I could see three strange men standing in the middle of the alley.

Edelin looked at the three people cautiously.

One of them had short blond hair, slit-eyed eyes, a piercing lining, and a muscular, tanned body. The strange Korean he spoke made him seem even more sinister.

And the person next to him was a bespectacled young man with a chubby face, a protruding belly, and a lot of acne. He was looking at Edeline and muttering strange things to himself, like something about hypnosis.

The last one was a large black man, much larger than Edelin. He was a sight to behold, smirking and glancing around, talking in English.

‘Hey, what on earth are those people?’

Three men who looked obviously bad guys smiled ominously at Edelin. Edelin frowned with a hardened face.

I felt instinctively repulsed.

My body was shaking slightly.

“… … What do you need?”

When I swallow my saliva and ask the question, Geum Taeyang smiles.

“Awesome! What a voice~! Today’s pretty girl GET again~!”

“Hehehe. Hypnosis magic. Hypnosis magic.”

“Ouch, fucking fucking!”

They seem like weird people, it’s scary.

It’s scarier than the hyenas you sometimes see in towers or dungeons.

It was a physiological aversion, you might say. Edelin bit her lip slightly. Those people are getting closer. They definitely don’t mean well.

“Don’t come any closer.”

Edelin has sharpened her skills.

Despite this, Edelin is a powerful ability user.

There’s no way I’d be taken advantage of by a thug like that… Huh?

‘Why… … ? Strength… … ?’

Strength, strength is not well managed.

I tried to use my abilities, but it was all in vain.

The concentrated power and magic soon dissipated.

Looking back, I think I drank too much.

There was no way she could use her powers normally after drinking so much that she lost her way. Of course, if Edelin was a skilled user like Lee Ji-hyun, she could have broken down the alcohol, but unfortunately, the current Edelin was unable to do so.

“Oh, don’t come!”

His face turned pale.

I took a step back in fear.

My body trembled as I realized that I could not properly resist.

I need to stay calm, but my body isn’t listening to me.

“Hey hey hey! For a pretty girl, isn’t her appearance too attractive~?”

“Kumchuk, kumchuk!”

“Oh~ Shae-ha-ha!”

The three punks walk slowly forward, giggling.

If they were normal people, they might have been able to do it, but judging from the hypnosis magic they were using, they seemed like they had powers.

Edelin quickly turned around, calming her bewildered mind.

I had to run away from them.

But I ended up tripping on a rock.

Because it was a dark alley, I couldn’t see my feet.

“Hey hey hey! I’ll make you feel good~!”

Before we knew it, the golden sun had arrived, smiling brightly.

The other two people just laughed and giggled.

Edelin trembled in fear. She tried desperately to use her powers again, but it was no different from flapping her wings in vain.

“Hey, don’t do that. It’s not right to do that.”

“Huh? You know what I’m trying to do, don’t you?”

“Kumchuk, kumchuk. That’s right, that’s right. My brothers are just trying to help.”

“Ob-calls! Hey girl? Are you lost~?”

Geum Tae-yang loosened his waist with a distorted smile.

Soon he took out his ugly and dirty penis.

The water was gushing out to its fullest.

It looked dirty and filthy as if it hadn’t been washed for a long time. A feeling of disgust came over her. A strong nausea came up without her knowing it. Edeline bit her lower lip.

“Ugh… … !”

The glasses guy and the black guy also took out their groins.

I wanted to run away immediately from the dirty and disgusting sight.

But I was caught by them and couldn’t escape.

Suddenly, old memories came to mind.

The early days when I was excited like an idiot.

There was an incident where I was threatened by strange men.

It was a similar situation to now.

It was really dangerous because of the weird guys.

But at the right moment, Seojun came to my rescue.

Even when I was locked up in the Sungcheon Church, and even when I was threatened by a strange man.

Mr. Seojun has always protected me… … .

But now it’s different.

There’s no way Seojun will save me.

That would be the case, since he’s probably having a nice time with Jihyun. He might not even know that I’m gone. Or maybe he doesn’t care, thinking I’ll come back on my own.

… … Suddenly, I felt miserable.

She is supposedly a saint of the Seongcheon Church, but she is helplessly put in danger of being attacked by a strange man.

I’m lost like an idiot.

It’s really pathetic.

It’s so pathetic I can’t even speak.

“… Mr. Seojun.”

I absentmindedly repeated his name.

Why are you suddenly calling Seojun?

Do you think that if I call now, Seojun will show up and show up? Do you think that if I call desperately, he will come looking for me? That’s ridiculous.

It’s not even funny.

It’s all my fault for ending up like this in the first place.

It was such a foolish and clumsy mistake that I couldn’t even call myself a member of Seojun’s party.

Maybe I’m just a burden to his party?

Wouldn’t it be better to just leave the clan?

Wouldn’t it be better for Seojun to abandon someone like me and climb the tower with his strong clan members?

“Hehehe. Who is Seojun? Is he your boyfriend? Don’t worry, we’ll make you even more crazy than your boyfriend.”

Mr. Seojun.

“Even so, we are career workers~?”

Mr. Seojun.

“Just send me to heaven… … Keuuu, keuuu?!”

Seojun, sir… … ?

“Charlotte!”

That alley.

Seojun was running towards me, out of breath.

Geum Tae-yang was hit by a rock thrown by Seo-jun and rolled around on the ground.

Dust rose and Geum Tae-yang rolled his eyes wide open, repeatedly spitting out blood and dog foam.

All he could do was groan repeatedly, his legs shaking and convulsing.

… … Huh? That guy. Hey, is he okay?

The man with glasses and the black man looked at Seojun and me alternately with their hardened faces, shocked.

“Haa, haa… … .”

Seojun, unlike usual, was gasping for breath and clutching my shoulders tightly, expressing his worry.

I felt a variety of emotions when I saw Seojun looking at me with worried eyes, sweating profusely.

… … Mr. Seojun, Mr. Seojun.

“Whew, are you okay?”

“Ah… … Yes… … .”

Han Seo-jun lowered his head, sighing in relief.

How urgent must you have been to find me for me to be in such a difficult time?

This shouldn’t be happening, this really shouldn’t be happening, but I’m really happy that Seojun was this worried about me.

I’m so happy… … I’m really so happy that I… … .