I Lost My Memory and Had Too Many S-Class Girlfriends

202 – Past Edelin (1)

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Inside the clan house.

Edelin looked out the window with a blank expression.

The sight of the night sky covered with a thick curtain came into view.

As the shooting star smiled shyly and the moon scattered its soft light, Edeline muttered quietly to herself.

“Mr. Seojun… … .”

A considerable amount of time has passed since I escaped from the Sungcheon Church with Han Seo-jun’s help.

At first, this whole scene felt strange and awkward, but just having Han Seo-jun by my side made me feel at peace.

The feeling of grabbing it when he reached out is still vivid.

Old room.

Cold restraints.

A lonely and desolate prison.

When I thought of Han Seo-jun’s hand that freed me from all that, my heart started to flutter for some reason.

For Edelin, Han Seo-jun was an irreplaceable benefactor.

It was only natural that she had feelings for Han Seo-jun.

“… … Now that I think about it, it seems like you’ve been hanging out with Jihyun a lot lately.”

Suddenly, Lee Ji-hyun’s face floated above the water.

Lee Ji-hyun, an S-rank hunter who was the ace of the former Sephiroth Clan.

She is one of the best hunters in South Korea, and has now left the Sephiroth Clan to work with us.

It’s obvious why someone like Lee Ji-hyun is working with us.

It’s all Seojun’s fault.

“… … .”

Edeline suddenly bit her lip.

He looks a little gloomy.

The atmosphere between Lee Ji-hyun and Han Seo-jun has been unusual lately.

Although Lee Ji-hyun reacted indifferently, saying that she was just a childhood friend and that she had no choice but to ask for help, she knew how she was looking at Han Seo-jun.

That’s why Edelin can’t shake off her feeling of excitement.

“To be honest, you two… … do look good together… … .”

Aren’t they both handsome?

We are also childhood friends who have hung out together since we were young.

His abilities are also outstanding and he has no shortcomings whatsoever.

… … On the other hand, what about Edeline?

Edeline absentmindedly looked at the mirror in the room.

His own image in the mirror was blurry.

I saw a blonde beauty with a slightly sad face.

Although she was a beautiful woman, her face in the mirror felt miserable.

“I am…….”

What does Edelin do better than Lee Ji-hyun?

Compared to Lee Ji-hyun, he lacks fame, power, and wealth.

Edelin, who ran away from the Sungcheon Church, is penniless, but Lee Ji-hyun holds everything in her hands.

How could I possibly intrude on the relationship between those two people on such a topic?

In the end, I was in a position where I had no choice but to watch his back.

But it’s okay, Seojun.

It’s nice to just see Seojun happy.

Also, Jihyun is not a bad person.

Although he tends to be a bit blunt and rough on the outside, you can tell that he really cares about Han Seo-jun.

Every time Seojun got hurt, many people watched him secretly fidget and worry.

She would definitely be able to make Seojun happy.

So it’s okay.

Yeah, yeah.

Yeah, if Seojun is happy, I’m happy too.

So it’s really okay.

It’ll be okay.

“… … I can’t sleep.”

Is it because I kept thinking about Han Seo-jun and Lee Ji-hyun?

I woke up with a start.

Edelin quietly got out of bed and went out of the room wearing her coat.

My chest felt heavy for no reason, so I walked towards the rooftop to get some night air.

“Ha… … ! Sleep, over there… … !”

“huh?”

While walking towards the rooftop.

‘What did you just say?’

A familiar voice echoed softly.

I turned my head towards the source of the voice that was faintly ringing in my ears.

I’m sure I heard it from over there?

Suddenly, I became curious about what was going on.

Edelin turned around absentmindedly.

I walked towards the hallway instead of the rooftop.

It was curiosity.

Yeah, just simple curiosity.

The clan house is quiet in the middle of the night.

Is that why?

Even the smallest sound was heard sensitively by my ears.

Only the sound of Edeline’s footsteps and breathing echoed.

A voice that was very small but whispered in her ear kept irritating Edelin.

It can’t be helped.

Because the voices of these men and women were so familiar.

“ah.”

That dark hallway in the distance.

Seojun’s private room caught my eye.

A slightly open door to Seojun’s visit.

A faint light flows out between them.

Unknown breathing sounds and male and female voices.

“sighe?”

In the middle of a dark and silent hallway, the light and voice streaming through the crack in Seojun’s door were so clear and distinct to Edelin.

Edelin swallowed hard as if possessed by something and walked very slowly toward Seojun’s room.

“… … ! … … ! … … !”

A noise that sways at a constant rate.

“… … ! … … ! … … !”

An unfamiliar breathing sound heard intermittently.

Edeline instinctively clutched her chest.

I quickened my slow steps and walked forward.

I knew I shouldn’t go, but my body was moving on its own.

Edelin’s body was slowly, very slowly, moving towards Han Seo-jun’s room.

“… Mr. Seojun?”

no.

You can’t go.

Please don’t go.

But, contrary to Edeline’s wishes, her footsteps did not stop.

To be honest, I wanted to run away and go back to my room right away, but I couldn’t stand it until I confirmed that.

Why on earth?

Why is that?

As I walked towards Seojun’s room, my eyes started spinning.

My chest felt stuffy and my stomach felt nauseous, and I felt like throwing up everything inside me right away.

My legs were shaking so much that I almost collapsed, but I somehow held on.

What am I doing now?

Why are you walking to Seojun’s room with your steps hidden?

It would be wise to return to the room immediately.

Let’s quickly cover ourselves with a blanket, cover our ears, and go to bed.

And the next morning, just say hello to Seojun and the clan members as usual and attack the tower together.

Okay, that’ll work.

There’s no need to check that method, right?

Just out of simple curiosity?

Are you worried that something might happen?

Are you feeling anxious and can’t sleep?

These are all just ridiculous excuses.

You shouldn’t do something as shameless as sneaking a peek into Seo-Jun’s room for such a simple reason.

So please, let’s go back to my room.

Because it’s not too late now.

please.

‘… … Okay. Let’s do that.’

Suddenly Edelin nodded.

There’s no need to wonder what Seojun is doing in his room.

It’s an extremely personal and private matter. You shouldn’t delve into it without permission.

That’s understandable, because Edelin is a member of Han Seo-jun’s clan.

As a member of the clan, I just need to do my part.

So let’s go back to the room quickly.

I have to wake up early tomorrow morning and get ready.

If you don’t go to bed now, you’ll definitely be late.

Edeline took a step forward, clearing her mind.

It’s clear that this is the right choice.

Whatever the reason, it is a crime to spy on someone’s private life.

I don’t want to worry about Seojun’s room anymore.

I hurried my steps.

I turned around to go back into the room.

As I was trying to move my gaze past Seojun’s door… … .

That moment.

I ended up seeing a very small space between Seojun’s doorstep.

I saw the scene beyond the door clearly with my own two eyes, even if it was only for a split second.

It was a brief moment, barely a blink of an eye, but the two eyes clearly saw through the situation in Seojun’s room.

“eww?”

Man and woman.

hug each other

s*x

S

Whisper that you love me

And

Passion and

sweat

rough

zenith

“… … !”

Edelin hurriedly left the place.

I held my heart that was pounding like crazy, worried that Seojun might catch me because of the sound of my footsteps, and I bit my lower lip and walked very quickly.

I walked back through the dark hallway to Edelin’s room.

My body was shaking and my head was spinning.

My legs were shaking and my stomach was pounding so hard I couldn’t come to my senses.

I bit my lower lip hard and tried not to think about what had just happened.

But the more I thought about it, the more the scene I had just seen became engraved in my head and wouldn’t go away.

“Haa, haa, haa, haa.”

I knew the truth.

Until now, Seojun and Jihyun have been secretly in love with each other without their clan members knowing.

We’re not dating, but we’re living like half-lovers.

As a clan member, I should pretend not to know and just congratulate him.

Edelin knew all about it.

But knowing it in your head and seeing it with your own eyes are two different things.

It’s so, so different.

It’s so different!

“Haa, ha, uh. Ugh.”

Before I knew it, my breathing had become suffocating.

My head was throbbing and my vision was dark.

I exhaled roughly, but I couldn’t breathe at all.

The world spun around like a drunkard.

Edeline eventually couldn’t stand the dizziness.

“Ugh, ugh, eek, ugh, ugh!”

He held onto the wall and collapsed, emptying his insides.

A cloudy gastric juice flowed out.

“Ugh, ugh, eek, ugh, huh, huh.”

For a while, I crouched with my back bent in half.

All I could do was drool and snot flow out.

Edeline retched and sobbed.

“Uh, ah, uh, ugh.”

Why. Why?

My heart feels like it’s going to break.

My eyes are so tense that I can’t see clearly. My head feels so dizzy.

Edelin couldn’t help but slump down on the floor, her body trembling like an aspen tree. She gasped intermittently and clutched her chest.

Is this what it feels like when your heart sinks? My chest feels hot like an active volcano, and my mind is blank, so I can’t think any further.

“Why, why are you like this. Ha, ugh. Ha, ugh, haa.”

I leaned against the wall.

I tried to use force in my hands.

My fingernails dug into the wallpaper.

He held onto the chair tightly, his back against the wallpaper with clear fingernail marks.

I tried to stand up using the chair as support.

It wasn’t easy because my legs and arms were trembling.

I collapsed again a couple of times because I couldn’t get my strength up.

But I didn’t give up, I froze and eventually laid down on the bed.

“Huh, phew.”

Why, why are you doing this?

I feel like my heart is being torn apart.

It feels like someone is grabbing my heart with their hands and tearing it apart.

“Haa, haa, haa, ha.”

I took a deep breath to calm my chest.

My heart was pounding loudly in my ears and my throat was pounding so hard I couldn’t come to my senses, but I tried to calm my trembling heart somehow.

But it’s no use.

No matter how hard I try, no matter how hard I breathe in and out, my heart doesn’t calm down.

Rather, my heart burned even more hotly.

That scene is so vivid.

I won’t forget.

“Ugh, ugh. Ugh.”

Knock. Knock.

Before I knew it, tears were falling from between my eyes.

I curled up and hugged my pillow, biting my lower lip hard to keep myself from crying. I bit so hard that blood flowed out from between my lips.

Edeline’s reflection in the window was that of a blonde woman, sad and with tears and a runny nose running down her face.

It was really ugly.

It was so ugly that I didn’t want to look at it.

“Ugh, ugh, ugh. I don’t like it… … Seojun… … please… … .”

I looked towards Seojun’s room and shed tears.

The dark room was filled only with the sound of her tiny sobbing voice.

I really tried my best to keep my mouth shut and muffle my cries so as not to disturb my sleeping clan members.

But my heart hurts.

It hurts so much, Seojun.

Why does it hurt so much?

This isn’t right.

Seojun’s image flashed through my mind again.

The ugly and beastly appearance of the entangled desires of men and women, but at the same time beautiful and sacred.

Seojun and Jihyun passionately explored each other, their breaths racing.

A man and a woman in the prime of their lives whispered passionate words of love.

Their room was filled with a sweltering heat.

The two of them shared their love.

Love.

“Huh, huh, ugh. Ugh.”

Edeline looked up at the ceiling, tears streaming down her face.

I felt so ashamed of myself for being so shocked like an idiot.

It’s pathetic, so pathetic.

“… … Seojun. Ugh, ugh.”

are you okay.

I’m fine.

I was just a little shocked when I saw it with my own eyes.

Tomorrow things will go back to normal.

I have to greet Seojun and the clan members with a bright smile tomorrow morning.

If you have tear stains, everyone will think you’re weird.

So, let’s go to sleep now.

Don’t think about it anymore.

“… … Black.”

Edeline sniffled and tried to sleep, wrapped up in the blanket.

Because I have to smile brightly like usual tomorrow morning.

I will continue to be sad and cry until today.

And if Seojun is happy, I am happy too.

If Seojun shares his love, it’s not a bad thing for me at all.

So, let’s go to sleep.

You forget it when you sleep.

… … as always.