SWNOVELXO Chapter 3: The Goddess Of Snakes
It got quite creepy after some point of time and their continous digging from deep within me.
This time they actually found my own crone but they weren't ready to let it be with me, needless to say that their first intention was to heal me and keep me alive. But, none of these serpents and snakes were able to do that because the more they kept implanting reptiles, they were simply somebody else.
Like, someone else's shadow, or a serpant to someone else's lifeline, and the truth was they never fit into me, this is something most people, like the higher authorities or tyrants couldnt understand, they could just never really understand me and neither could their serpants. And it gets more and more awkward when implant somebody that killed me.
But, the whole truth was, this time she was there, the serpant version of me, waiting to heal my body and soul, composed of the keys to how only my body and soul works ans how it would heal me, my way. How i was inside out. I wondered deep into the possibilities of this and realized that the deeply induced structures of oppression on the mind and body made it possible to create a version of me that were just like their species or was I always a serpent. I didn't understand it completely because I've had dreams of being big black wild cats before. And lately, I've been having snake and bird dreams.
Time flew by and many days, and months passed. Everyday was almost the same; having to experience my each moment of life being under the scrutiny of snakes. Their mentalities were common & ordinary, unlike mine. Most often, not all of them were serpents, some of them were just snakes, with multi-faceted mentality and two faced cognition which also made them appear conniving and sly. Like how people would call somebody a snake because they were two faced.
Somehow, one fine day, a lord from the snake house found this rainbow serpant who had my energy vitality in her vertebrae, he took her to his queen of snakes instead. This was quite the intricate mistake he made because as she found me and my sexual chakras in perfect alignment when they were having sex, she found envy in her heart and ripped me apart from my mouth.
Why should I think twice of serving anybody like that? Someone that cannot even heal me when in her snake form, first, but even use my female reproductive energy through a serpant for their selfish sexual healing purposes, and then simply take my serpent life for experiencing personal envy towards me. It wasn't my mistake for feeling things that they were doing. Why? How? I didn't choose this, they did.
When all my purity could have done was heal what these tyrant snakes broke inside of me, physically and spiritually. I contemplated deeply for days and days about why they were completely siphoned to something so demeaning, unhygienic and discreet. The mass public were lifted by this lust and their spirits were driven by the ignorance for anything else that was questionable by nature. They seemed blind to their future and ignorant about any consequences of flaws of harm and impurities in pure nature, they weren't awake, they were impaired and asleep, and it was a tough call because it takes much more than just spirituality or enlightenment to fully comprehend the purpose of pure conscience.
The forbidden knowledges of ancient times that somebody locked away, were slowly unfolding and it felt destructive and harmful to all. Maybe it was the goddess with snakes on her hair, the one that Athena turned into a Gorgon. I wasn't sure but I was sure, if it was her, the snakes and serpent humans would definitely be on her side, no matter how much stones and statues they become of themselves. A Goddess of snakes, and what was the key to the cure? Complete surrender and worship? Or just another test that needed to be understood.
It was getting crazier every day, the snakes began excavating my vagina this time and it all began by discovering the idea by making the exit through the human rectum, they dugged deeper into my ovaries and most often, the female did this. She was now, savoring cells that my ovary was producing especially during the ovulating cycle. She knew everything about my body and its mechamisms and that was the creepiest part about her. This left side ovary of mine was chewed and disrespected to the crux of their envy, envy that I was a fertile female, that I may give birth to a divine child, and they put my reproductive system under some kind of torment that they were able to extract the exoskeletal structures of my left ovary, and yes it is connected to the female vagina. I didn't understand at first, but it felt as though they were put under some kind of a vile and blinding spell, the snakes were on the hunt for something else, as though my own body wasn't mine.
The exoskeleton of my ovary now began feeling like a mode of object that they could simply disrespect and harm, like a hole for soft tissue penetration. As though I wasn't made from nature but simply an artificial & objectified female genital. Like I'm only the unconscious genital and that I lack emotions, consciousness and awareness because I had a cutting edge problem, my vagina was not normal to look at, when i was 19 my ex chewed my labia and ripped it off my vagina and the blood stopped flowing in it, so now, it somehow appears more darkened than my older vagina. This was the worst because everyone around me was a bully about it.
They planned it from scratch and even polished it to make it appear darker. I didn't notice until the snakes made sure that they let me know about the color of my vagina and it's unsuitability for their game in natural sexual selection. Things escalated and they took it too far, not just the mass public finally found out about how my vagina keeps properly painted at all times and that was a cause for their personified mentally satisfactory excuse to treat me as an experiment of abuse and Heresy. And this wasn't the worst, because humans were just subliminal. But something told me that alot of things crossed the line when the dogs, the snakes and the entire forestry system was on their side too. Even animals were ready to treat me like a piece of trash because humans started it, this pulled the entire animal bully system so they can all bully me together.
This snake did not respect me because alot of this had to do with how something looks and what people think of it. It was never their own abilities to have opinions or make decisions. It felt as though they were controlled by the stigmatized thought of someone's revolutional reproductive system. Atleast it wasn't theirs. They had no right to use my clitoris for their own satisfactory pleasure and claim it to be theirs. You may this is funny or it isnt being spoken on a serious note, but trust me this is the greyest area of my life and I couldn't have ever been more uninterested in intimacy or the obligations of validations to keep them impressed, and try harder for that matter.
I was too young for this and I was going through an awakening in an ignorant, slowly dying modern-tech-driven-world system, and i felt like this was happening much too early for my own good. Everything slowly started to look unnatural and phony and it surprised me that others didn't see it the way I did.