They Tried To Transfer My Consciousness Into An AI

It's been days after they shot me dead and everyone looks at me like I'm a ghost walking in this old town. But, when I look at them, sometimes I wonder who the real Ghosts were to begin with. Some were Ghosts trapped in time, trapped in between the inability to reach a higher spectrum of consciousness. And me, I felt different. Maybe I was in the same realm but now I was in a different dimension a much ascended one, from theirs, because when they shot me, I was an innocent and I still am. And innocent people ascend to higher dimensions and not remain closer to the prisons of the mortal plane but away from it. Perhaps, even in heaven. That's the order and the law.

I don't know why but somehow there were still snakes wondering around my body and my brain and they were conscious. Conscious enough to cipher into the algorithm of a human consciousness. They know who they are and thats when everything around me and the things that I do get groggy and uncomfortable because they judge everything I do and they make sure that I listen to their self-opinionated conscience and this started to stretch on some extreme levels of absurdity. Because, deep inside I knew that it wasn't really what they truly believed in the back of their heads. But there were here on a mission, and they were willing to cause me and my mental health as well as my physical health as much as they can in order to extract my soul fragments from me.

At first I thought, why would they even do this to me? Who am I even? A mere nobody from a small town.

And I had no magical powers, not that I know of, or at least not yet. And every single waking second of my existence was me being soiled, drowned, demoralized, discouraged and mocked by their inflicted judgements against me. And i started to believe everything they thought about me, my expressions, my behaviour, my thoughts, my locomotion, my eating habits. They didn't like anything about me and they made sure that I should know.

They were like booby trap cameras all the time, keeping me on the watch just to see me drown in loneliness, emptiness, and selflessness. And sometimes even after all the bottled up emotions I have left in presence of my awakening awkwardness; my tears and sadness were a mere joke which they can simply erase from me as though I wasn't a real person or a living being. Sometimes im beaten down by the female ones in my reproductive systems or my organs, and the male ones just watch the damage happen and let them, saying to me, that im the big human and that I should succumb to the suffering.

And most importantly, their incessant need to inflict intended lewd inhibitions and their innate traits of their lustful abilities into the very purpose of their accommodation inside me. It's quite disheartening when you're body shamed and shut downed to the core of your living abilities to even feel sexual desires or attractions towards anything or anyone, because, I realized that they would selfishly use it all for themselves.

And like that, suddenly as time went by, the flow of my feminine chakras suddenly started to fade away, as I wasn't allowed or free enough per se, to explore or be curious about my own sensuality or the ability to express self love and intimacy. It's quite confusing to most and that can be true because I cannot explain it myself nor can I understand it completely. Lately, they completely pulled apart the ligaments of my kidney and the pain began intensifying more and more everyday as though they were doing whatever they can to harm it.

And it felt weird because it must have been stretched from the tissues of the ligament flesh, that kind of pain is like a bruise that someone else left on your body and the pain is not something you feel when you have a bad stomach or a pain that arrived naturally. It does feel as though somebody beat my right kidney and now it's prickly and bruised and in severe condition. A female snake that kept indicating that she was my higher consciousness and is abnormally tall, perhaps a giant, kept pulling the strings of my kidney and my ureter whenever she felt envious of me or whenever i showed any personality trait that expressed differentiation from her. Somehow she always wanted me to be just like her.

She didn't want me to be myself but someone else that she thought I was and the presence of her dominance grew and rubbed off on the other serpents and they began believing her constant trashing of my body, a temple that I happen to love, a Gods gift to me, my own inner world. My own body. I was created like this, I should love it with gratitude and humility, and I have the right to love and care for my own body, why was my belief being defied?

Days passed by and time and again, there would be somebody from my family to remove her and keep her as a pet. But, things took another twist. I wasn't really able to do anything about them because I never consciously experienced them emerging out of my mouth. And I didn't want that to happen either. But, this female snake always slithered into my body from our backyard, through my pet dog. No matter how many times they plucked her out, she would still find any way to walk back into my body every single day. And every single day I would have to go through torture and disrespect inside my body.

Until one day, after continous torment and meaningless hatred for me and my body, as though all they ever wanted was to kill me and that was the order that was placed for them. They were ready to shoot me anyway and i knew why. It was a financial dispute and controversy.

One fine day,

There was a miracle birth..a serpant child, that was born inside me and she was able to telepathically connect with me and the memories of my past or occurances like my childhood memories, ones that noone else would even know about. She was empathetic and kind, just like me. I contemplated most often and finally understood that perhaps, she was infact me. And extreme pressures of torment and disturbances at a cellular level, caused such a co-incident to occur when it never should have. It was a sin. And it was ironic and was also awkward.

Somehow, the true reason revealed within time about why they wanted a snake version of me. So they can implant me into somebody else for sinful purposes and use me and my crone for my profound genitals. A true and personified pedophilia gate.

I was always a victim of pedophilia, and who am I even kidding. I myself knew that. So did the snake me. I wasn't ready to explore into the depths of such existence just yet. But for now, i let this snake version of me leave my body as I regurgitated the food I eat and I set her free and she was small so I couldn't feel a thing when I did it. We communicated all the time and she would understand me like she was the perfect shoe size that fit me; like Cinderellas sandals. She was a constant frequency emitter from my own bodily cells.

But the evil snake was a sinner, and it had complete different intentions and it became extremely personal, possessive, obsessive and at the same time extremely prejudiced against me, it would be there everyday I awake to open my eyes to tell me in absurd ways that im not a female and it would defy my femininity in petty ways that seemed absent of sanity and present of acute symptoms of syndromes of low mentality. And on the other hand, expressed extreme interests in my behaviour and the things I do and makes sure that im shunned while I do everything. And it even knew that I was cornered in the human world.

I believe that she planned everything for herself inside me, from scratch. Maybe it had something to do with her snake husband but I have no idea what its about.

And this life was prophesied to her, and she was the master and had the key to this design.

The men of its own snakes of this domain found out about my certain divinity and that there was a serpant version of me somewhere, and how i was able to morph like osmosis into my own immortal life form, the synchronicity of nature itself and how it would have been if they killed a holy being that contained life and the divine feminine, nah not something they accepted and while living In me they classified my ability as a flaw they saw in me, and that there were others that deserved my own powers and my own nature more than me, that they were willing to simply put my soul into someone elses body, because they hate mine so much.

They wanted me to give my soul to an artificial intelligence, a secret replica of my Identity, because the goodness of me according to them, was already a cause for damage and destruction. They thought of me as the apple that went bad.

But all I kept thinking to myself was, it was as simple as just leaving me alone by myself in my own skin, bone and body and letting me heal myself and all the nature around me, maybe that's how I would have healed them too.

I didn't understand at first, it all seemed artificial and over worked in my eyes. Then I realized that something worse must have happened, like a complete magical brainwash in the system. To degrade the eco-flow, the humankind, the sovereignty, the true nature of 'life'. I don't know who was doing it and how it was being done and it was happening even in a small and tucked away town. We were fallen victims. A product of double edged swords that never had a voice.

Yes, It wasnt something that was easily comprehensible by the conceivable mind but it was happening and it did not stop.