Maybe The Day He Died

I walked a long way on the roadside I still don't feel perfectly fine I guess I need hospital treatment but fuck it ,

only old guys goes to hospital on their last days

My legs hurt, My chest is still burning with all the water and I look like a homeless beggar dressed in clothes full of dust and a weird hairstyle.My phone isn't working as it's all wet now

I took out my sim card and memory card don't know why thinking maybe It will come handy later and throw away the phone I have no money, no food but wait where my wallet It has my cards and I could use em at an atm

Oh it's just in my side pocket, fully wet all the cash is now liquids and and fused together to form a thick note I wonder If it still is the value of that amount or useless or prolly double the value

Idk Took the card out looked for an atm but the problem is How can I go inside If i do the transaction prolly the cops will Knows that I'm still alive and I don't want things to turn out like that Should I cover my face with something, no I'm still wearing the same clothes I wore the night before can't Take the risk then what

Aghhh I guess I should ask someone to bring the cash from my account

But How can I trust someone?

How can someone trust me ?

I saw person entering the Atm He's wearing a suit and formal outfit prolly going to office, Should I ask him ?

No he's looks a bit Smart, kinda sharp and educated and no educated person will help a weird looking guy getting cash out of his own bank account just because he can't go in by himself

These educated people care too much for their social status and their fucked up moral believes which they tells others ,

Fuckkk I need a dumb person for this job Who's innocent and beleives my truth I saw a beggar but he's too uneducated for this he won't probably understand how to use an atm Then I saw an old guy get in I think he can help me I tried to look tider and presentable .

Approached the old Guy and I talked to him . Told him I got my salary coming today and have to take money to my home for the monthly expenses but I don't know how to operate the ATM so can he help me with that?

At first he looked at me , but after few thoughts he agreed In helping me. Finally!!!

I love old guys, they the best just show them any emotional drama and they will help u to even conquer the world

But jokes aside I love this old dude

He came up with all the cash and handed me over with the card and told me Hope u aren't doing something bad with all this money, I said trust me sir All I trying to do is end my life peacefully ...I took the card filled it my wallet , and showed my gratitude to the old man and started walking my way I went a lil far slowly something feels weird I feel suffocated ,I can't breathe properly am I poisoned ?? No wayy and after a while I collapsed, my head spinning, my vision's getting bluried and the next thing I know is I'm on the ground the world feels upside down , fuck this sunrays are just killing me all I see is dirt and some twigs ... So that's how I'm going to die I guess due to overdoing myself, I haven't eat anything from the previous afternoon, I had an Lethal accident, I drowned to death just few hours ago and here I'm walking and walking way past my physical limits

I don't think anyone will pick me up , Everyone will think I'm just a drunk beggar who's rotting on the road so it better to leave him die there instead of helping him.To be honest Humans love to ignore their Humanity and act as a stone cold hearted beast with no compassion for "livin' nor dead " who has no connection to them

So Goodbye earth it's nice to be born and waste my life in this planet filled with people who maybe cared about me and loved me I guess

It's such a shame I couldn't see all the beauty of this world but I'm still Greatful for whatever I've seen , been through and have in the end

Thankyou So Much everyone, Ik I was a mess my whole life but I don't regret a thing not a single one expect that promise...