Come Back

For the first time, I felt dirty about myself.

It doesn’t mean that I considered it clean until now. There was simply no occasion to compare or judge in such a way, whether dirty or clean.

Now that someone I like, someone I want to sleep with of my own free will, has come into my life, I see myself as dirty. I became chillingly aware that my only experience with intimacy had been forced encounters.

It was horrifying that I had developed such habits with Lee Haeseong, and the fact that those habits had become ingrained in me was terrifying. It was due to unavoidable coercion, and the fact that it was nothing but pain for her did not provide any comfort at this moment.

Suddenly, like a virgin who knows nothing about sex, Choi Hong-seo didn’t know what to do or how to do it.

Lee Hae-seong, who had cupped Choi Hong-seo’s silent face in both hands, kissed him deeply on the lips.

“And, today, I really want to do a lot for Hongseo.”

Not knowing what to say, I just buried my face between his neck. Like a child who, feeling sulky and mischievous, hides in the arms of the most trusted person when something upsetting happens.

Lee Haeseong simply hugged Choi Hongseok, who was lying on his stomach, tightly with both arms.

“Why is time dragging so much this time?”

“……”

“I wanted to meet you quickly.” So that’s why I went all the way to Yeongjongdo.

He embraced her with one arm, stroked her shoulder, caressed her hair, and kissed her ear as he confessed.

“If we find ourselves alone together again one night, I probably won’t be able to hold back…” I won’t be able to just leave you alone, I was thinking the same thing.

“……”

“It’ll be today.”

Like laying a sleeping child down, Lee Hae-sung carefully placed Choi Hong-seo, whom he had been holding, right next to him. He propped himself up on his elbow, raised his upper body halfway, and lay down closely beside him, looking down at Choi Hong-seo. The hand touching the face was more moist than usual.

“Even if I can avoid getting involved at all, once I start, I don’t think I can hold back.”

“……”

“Are you still okay?”

It wasn’t a boast or a joke; he was asking earnestly and kindly. Choi Hong-seo met his gaze and gently grasped his wrist.

“I’m your uncle’s boyfriend, so you don’t have to hold back.”

His slightly smiling face slowly approached and pressed its lips against mine. Like intimate beasts confirming each other, they repeatedly parted their lips, took each other in, and let go. Little by little, their lips parted and intertwined more deeply and passionately.

“Hmm…”

In a state where their lips were perfectly locked together, his tongue slid in. A low moan escaped from deep within Choi Hong-seo’s throat. It was much more intense than the kiss they shared in the car. Lustful, a bit explicit, and moving in a sticky manner… It was a kiss as foreplay.

His tongue melted Choi Hong-seo’s stiff tongue. Licking the underside, rubbing over the tongue, probing and twisting here and there, his tongue suddenly surged deeper, filling the mouth completely.

“Um…” Hmm, hmm.

Struggling to handle the onslaught of wet flesh, I gasped with my lips wide open, and he, right in front of me, watched every single reaction with his narrowed eyes. Unlike his usual sweet gaze, the intense look filled with suppressed desire made Choi Hong-seo’s entire body tingle. Even though she had tried everything to feel it, her body remained stiff, but he was making her tremble with just his gaze.

When Choi Hong-seo’s body, which had been tense, had somewhat melted with the kiss.

His right hand loosely wrapped around the back of his neck through the wide-open collar of his pajama top.

“Ugh, ugh…”

The fingertips softly brushing against my bare skin tickled, and without realizing it, I tightened my mouth, pressing against his tongue and moaning. Click, click. As I began to unbutton my pajamas, I felt a sense of urgency. To be precise, it was more like an unbearable itch. Choi Hong-seo wrapped her arms around his neck and bit her lip tightly.

All the buttons were undone, and he used the back of his hand to widely spread the hem of his shirt outward.

“……”

His tongue retreated inside his mouth. As if to confirm the mark he had left, he stared intently at Choi Hong-seo’s lips and kissed them several times.

And then his gaze turned further down.

His gaze lingered on the white chest revealed between the wide-open shirt.

To handle the intense choreography and tight schedule, building basic physical strength through exercise was essential. Moreover, the choreography practice itself became a workout. Thanks to that, Choi Hong-seo’s body was lean but not unattractive. For the sake of her clothes and dance lines, she always made sure to maintain her beautiful figure.

Even though they weren’t bulky, the well-trained, sleek muscles created shallow curves on the chest and lower abdomen, and the straight lines of the collarbone, shoulders, and narrow hips contrasted with the muscle’s curves. The raw freshness and the ripe maturity coexisted beautifully on the well-maintained physique.

Like feeling the texture of delicate fabric that easily gets scratched, he once again brushed his fingertips over the skin.

“Hmm.”

With her lips covered by the back of her hand, Choi Hong-seo clenched her jaw.

Not just the fingertips, but the first joint of the fingers, the second joint, and the entire palm pressed tightly against the chest. His hand moved as if it were sinking into the skin.

“Sigh, ha…” Huh…”

To the sound of Choi Hong-seo’s labored breathing, his chest and lower abdomen heaved rapidly. I couldn’t take my eyes off his thumb circling around the nipple.

“Huh!”

The moment he pinched her nipple hard with his thumb and index finger, Choi Hong-seo had to bite the back of her hand that was covering her mouth.

“Haah, sob!” Sigh.”

Every time he rubbed the nipple between his fingers, his waist twisted. The place being caressed was the nipple, but my groin kept tingling. Even though I hadn’t really started touching, I was embarrassed to show that I was getting aroused, and no matter how much I tried to hold back, my underwear was getting wetter and wetter.

He slowly lowered his head while continuously observing Choi Hong-seo’s reaction.

Smooch, smooch.

Kisses rained down on the nape of the neck, and the lips traced a large S-shape down to the chest.

“Ugh!” Hmph!

The moment his nipple was sucked into his lips, he couldn’t even exhale. Choi Hong-seo kicked his legs as if to push him away. The stiffened nipple, which had been tightly gathered between his fingers, was being rubbed against his tongue, sucked hard, and bitten, swelling even more.

“Ugh, hhh…”

Choi Hong-seo now covered his mouth with his palm instead of the back of his hand. Like a real virgin, he was being stimulated by every scene he showed him.

His face went down, further away. Even as his chest pounded and he gasped for breath, Choi Hong-seo looked for him with frightened eyes. His mouth was so dry that he had to swallow dry saliva to call him.

“Oh, where are you going…”

He looked up at me with his eyebrows raised as he went down kissing my lower abdomen. “This is driving me crazy,” he muttered, then grabbed Choi Hong-seo’s right hand with his left and kissed his fingertips.

“Where would I go leaving such a beautiful child behind? I won’t go.”

Next, he kissed me near my belly button.

“It’s Hongseo here too.”

Then, on the precarious edge where the pajama band begins.

“Here too.”

“Ugh, uh… ugh.”

After that, she kissed my fully erect penis over my pajamas.

“I’m with you, always.”

Choi Hong-seo unconsciously squeezed his hand. He squeezed Choi Hong-seo’s hand once with the same strength as if to reassure him, and then let go.

I hope you don’t let go of my hand. I hope you don’t go down any further…

Under Choi Hong-seo’s anxious gaze, Hae-seong slowly took off his pajamas and briefs so as not to be surprised. Even though he saw his already soaked underwear and his red, swollen penis, he did not tease or laugh. He just looked at him as if he was pressing down and licked his lips briefly with his tongue.

He placed a large pillow under Choi Hong-seo’s waist. The position of his buttocks became a little higher, and without hesitation, he lay down in front of Choi Hong-seo’s groin.

“No… no, there!”

“There?”

He calmly asked back while gently pressing Choi Hong-seo’s lower abdomen as he tried to raise his upper body.

“Gel, or if you don’t have gel, something like lotion… you can just use that to loosen it up!”

“No. I’ll open it only with what comes out of my body.”

He was resolute.

He pushed his thighs outward, which kept trying to close, and pushed his face right between her spread legs.

“If you look at a place like that, you’ll get cold.”

“I guess the baby forgot that I’m gay.”

“……”

“Even if you’re heterosexual, it’s the same. Hongseo’s anus is the most exciting genitalia for me. It doesn’t make sense to tell me not to lick or suck my lover’s genitalia.”

Still looking at Choi Hong-seo, he stuck out his tongue as if to show off and licked the top of her anus.

“So this isn’t Liming, this is Felaya.”

As soon as he finished speaking, this time his tongue rubbed over the hole as if it were supporting it. Choi Hong-seo got goosebumps.

“Just now, I… I didn’t let you do it… Heuk! Heuk!”

“Oh, Hongseo can’t do it. Today is my day to do it.”