Come Back

“Well, if you’re tired, that’s not good. It’s bad for your health, and bad for your beauty…”

He muttered some rambling words, which he wouldn’t usually say. Then, realizing there was no more avoiding the situation, he let out a long breath as if sighing. He threw the remote carelessly onto the sofa and, trying to act nonchalant, said:

“Shall we lie down then?”

After Hongseo indicated where to lie, Lee Hye-seong wandered around the room, making excuses, even after Hongseo had laid down with a pillow. He unnecessarily went to the bathroom, fetched a bottle of water from the small fridge beside the sofa, took a sip, and asked if Hongseo wanted some too. Hongseo shook his head while still lying down.

After briefly watching Hongseo lying quietly under the blanket on his bed, Lee Hye-seong put the water bottle back in the fridge and finally climbed onto the bed.

Once in bed, he turned off all the lights with the master switch on the bed’s headboard.

He lay on his side, facing Hongseo, and lightly shook Hongseo’s cheek as if teasing him.

“Are you satisfied now, Hongseo?”

The room was dimly lit with a faint nightlight, as he had left the blackout curtains slightly open. This allowed him to clearly see Hongseo’s facial features. Although the bed was quite large, they both lay at the edges of their pillows, as close as possible to each other. They were so close that their knees almost touched when they moved in the blanket.

Despite Lee Hye-seong’s playful expression, Hongseo did not smile.

In a small, almost whispering voice, like boys in a retreat sharing secret talks under the blanket, Hongseo spoke:

“I have something to tell you.”

His serious expression and tone made Lee Hye-seong’s face grow serious as well.

“Feel free to talk about anything.”

To reassure him, Lee Hye-seong gently brushed Hongseo’s cheek with the back of his hand.

“I might not feel much when we… do it.”

“……”

Hongseo’s first experience had been violent, and all the sex since then had been an act. He pretended to feel pleasure, sometimes acting shy as if embarrassed. He had done it to avoid insults or getting beaten, or to prevent complaints from coming back to the boss. He had tailored his reactions based on their preferences and the atmosphere.

He had never actually felt pleasure. Even when physically stimulated, he had reached climax, but the biological pleasure that usually comes with it had never been there. There was only the sting of skin and a feeling of emptiness. He had never maintained an erection during penetration, so, naturally, he had never climaxed from it either.

So, he had always assumed that his sensitivity was low.

But there was no falsehood in his desire for him. At the same time, he didn’t want to fake anything in bed with him. Even if his physical pleasure was somewhat dull, the emotional satisfaction would be full. After all, his kisses and moments with him had been truly enjoyable.

Not wanting to disappoint him or make him feel guilty, he chose to speak honestly first.

“So, it’s not because I don’t enjoy being with you… I really just want to be with you.”

“Okay, I understand. I won’t misunderstand.”

Lee Hye-seong reassured him with a soft smile.

“Thanks for telling me. Everyone’s different, and that’s okay. What’s important is that we want each other and share that connection.”

The hand that had been caressing his cheek now gently swept his hair away from his forehead. He carefully asked, as if checking:

“Is this something you’re forcing yourself to do because you don’t really like it…?”

Hongseo shook his head firmly. Then, grabbing Lee Hye-seong’s elbow, he looked him straight in the eye.

“Does it look like I’m doing this because I’m anxious?”

“…No.”

Perhaps, it was true that he was still anxious.

His complicated past remained, and with Lee Seok-yeong appearing, the situation might have even been more tense than before. But neither Lee Seok-yeong nor the boss mattered. Those things couldn’t reach them here in this bed.

Right now, he only wanted him.

Not out of lust, but as the natural next step of his emotions that had taken control of his heart.

He wanted to be with someone he loved, someone he could say he loved. Someone who saw him, a broken person, as a precious baby. He wanted to open himself and share everything with that person. That was all.

Hongseo reached for his neck, touching his skin gently, still whispering like it was a secret right in front of his face.

“By the way… Am I a baby?”

For a moment, Lee Hye-seong narrowed his eyes, trying to understand the meaning of his words. Then he burst into a soft laugh, shaking his head. His face, blushing from being caught, looked adorable.

“Oh… you saw me at the café, huh?”

But the moment he tried to look away, Lee Hye-seong’s face moved closer, rubbing his nose against Hongseo’s.

“You are. I actually want to take care of you, follow you around and help with everything.”

“……”

“Why? Don’t like it? Should I call you ‘Carrot Buyer’ instead? Does that sound better?”

He stepped back a little and observed Choi Hong-seo’s expression. Choi Hong-seo shook his head with an expression that was neither a smile nor a frown.

“No, don’t change it.” Very… I really like it.

Even while lying on my side, I stroked his endlessly broad shoulders. At the edge of his shoulder, I changed the direction of my hand to his thick deltoid, then to his elbow and forearm, and finally to his wrist… Slowly, I stroked his arm. And then, under the blanket, I grabbed his wrist with both hands.

What are they trying to do?

He was just quietly observing Choi Hong-seo’s face with an interested look.

With both hands, Choi Hong-seo grabbed his wrist and guided his hand towards her center. A place he would never dare to touch first.

His palm touched the bulging volume and the warm skin of the delicate flesh.

“……”

His eyes twitched briefly.

Choi Hong-seo slowly rubbed his genitals with his own hand. Every time he squirmed, the thin blanket covering his shoulders rustled.

From top to bottom, then back up again. Then, deep between the legs. I guided his hand. As the large hand, wide as his tall stature, came between her legs, her thighs parted.

“Umm…” Hmm.”

Choi Hong-seo shrugged his shoulders and narrowed his eyes.

He had been passively letting his hand rest, but then he applied pressure with his fingertips, stimulating the skin between the testicles and the anus.

Now he has started to move on his own.

The concave palm stimulated the entire genitals, stroking from bottom to top. It wasn’t just a simple rubbing motion. With the thick part of the palm underneath, it pressed against the testicles, then finally delicately stroked the penis with the fingers.

“Sniff, sniff.”

I wasn’t acting. Nevertheless, breath was escaping from Choi Hong-seo’s lips uncontrollably.

His gaze, which relentlessly followed every small reaction of Choi Hong-seo, was as sharp as if he were angry.

“Heu… sob…” Huh…”

Once again, as his hand slid smoothly between her legs, Choi Hong-seo was busy just holding his wrist and catching her breath.

His hot lips descended upon her eyelid.

“Are you okay?”

The voice of Lee Hae-sung, who asked with concern, was also tightly suppressed by something. In the midst of this, his hand was increasingly touching Choi Hong-seo’s genitals more intimately. Choi Hong-seo responded with a strange nod that was neither a yes nor a no.

His penis was already hardening in his hand. It was hard to breathe even with the countless kisses connecting his cheeks, the tip of his nose, the philtrum, and his lips. His kiss seemed to steal all the oxygen from my breath. My heart was pounding so hard it felt like it was constricting.

That place was a completely different world, a world that Choi Hong-seo did not know. Someone else’s hand touched his genitals, and instead of feeling disgust or indifference, he felt a tingling sensation. Ah, so this is real sexual arousal.

I barely managed to push his shoulder back by leaning my waist backward.

“Now… Now, I’ll take care of it for you.

Then, after swallowing dryly, he crawled straight into the blanket. He chuckled as he watched Choi Hong-seo lift the blanket and see where he was going.

“Um…” My baby is very bold.

Choi Hong-seo lay down between his legs. Up to that point, it was fine, but I couldn’t pull down his waistband as casually as I had done until now.

A little while ago, perhaps due to the act of touching Choi Hong-seo’s genitals, his groin was swollen. Based on its shape, it didn’t seem fully erect, but still, the overall volume was a bit… It seemed excessively large.

I tried to pull down the band of my pajamas, but my hand wouldn’t cooperate properly. It just slipped and fumbled over his skin. His fingertips brushed against it, tickling him, and he chuckled as he reached out and ruffled Choi Hong-seo’s hair.

“Is Hongseo going to do it?”

“Do you not like it, by any chance?”

He might not like it. Not every man could be said to like fellatio. I only just thought of that, so I lifted my head and looked up at him.

He laughed while shaking his head, still holding the blanket with one hand.

“No, no, that’s not it…” How could I dislike it when Hongseo is doing it for me? That’s not it…”

He, who had been lost in thought for a moment, seemed to think it wouldn’t work out, so he grabbed Choi Hong-seo’s wrist and pulled him up.

“Come here.” That’s Gigi. You shouldn’t touch Hongseo.

Even though he probably didn’t look delicate and pure, his penis, just out of the shower, couldn’t possibly be dirty. I understood what he meant, but it was still a bit upsetting to hear him express it that way. No matter how understanding he is.

“Not really… You just took a shower a little while ago.

“Yeah.” Not today, next time. It would be better if you could do it next time.

Hesitantly, Choi Hong-seo was led up by him and awkwardly lay on his chest. Lee Haesung brushed back his hair and kissed his forehead, nose bridge, philtrum, and lips several times.

“Let’s touch each other a lot and kiss a lot today.” “Okay?”

Sex where we touch each other a lot and kiss a lot.

Choi Hong-seo suddenly realized something as if struck by lightning. Every part of her face that he had kissed turned red. I was embarrassed. Unknowingly, I was trying to engage in service-oriented sex, as if I were entertaining.

Even if Lee Haesung didn’t know, Choi Hongseo himself knew. Why he suddenly tried to give a blowjob during their first time.