Beyond The Control

Chapter 55

“Just calm down a little. It won’t go in easily.”

“Why do you say it won’t work without even trying?”

Because the answer’s obvious even without trying.

“Do you happen to have any gel?”

“No.”

I wasn’t surprised by the lack of gel; I’d expected as much. Still, it seemed like there was no way I was going to die.  Racking my brain for a lubricant substitute, I spotted a sample lotion on the nightstand.  

Eurek! I immediately pressed it into Song Ji-hyeok’s hand.

“Use this.”

“…It’s for your face?”

“No. Use it as gel.”

Like I’d give him a skincare product in this situation, you idiot.

Even I thought it was ridiculous, and Song Ji-hyeok chuckled.  

But that was fleeting. He tapped the small bottle against his palm, then applied the white lotion to my rear, smearing it on liberally.

Even though that was my intention, I felt a little embarrassed. I felt his fingers probing inside me again. It felt a little tight, suggesting he’d inserted two fingers greedily.

I tried to ignore the sensations below and focus solely on the guiding, but the increasingly tight feeling and the smooth in-and-out motion were too intense.  

Especially when his fingers reached deep inside and brushed against a certain spot, I involuntarily flinched and let out a moan.

Soon, Song Ji-hyeok spread my legs wide. The moment I saw his menacingly erect dick between my legs, I felt a belated pang of regret.

‘I should have pulled it out by hand first.’

But it was too late. As if this was the goal, he rubbed the glans against my entrance several times before finally entering.

I unconsciously gripped the sheets, restless and agitated. My mouth was parched, and my temples throbbed. I knew intellectually that tension would make things difficult for both of us, but I couldn’t help the tightening.

The deeper Song Ji-hyeok pushed, the more my entrance stretched to its limit. It was a moment that never got easier, no matter how many times I experienced it.

Would there ever be a day when it became easy?  

Even if it wasn’t erect, I doubt that day would ever come.

“I’m going to move.”

His body was burning up, apparently.  

He started thrusting with only half of himself inside.  

He’d pull out just enough for the glans to barely slip out, then push back in, stretching me open again. 

 After repeating this several times, our crotches were pressed tightly together.

When Song Ji-hyeok bent his knees in that position, my hips rose, lifting my waist. He held my pelvis with both hands, his hips bucking as he began the real sex.

Even while my hips were raised and I was taking his movements, I somehow managed to keep my focus on the guiding. I didn’t understand the mechanics, but the guiding mechanism was surprisingly amazing. As the level of physical intimacy reached its peak, the fuzzy sensation I felt while guiding also reached its peak.

“Haah, hhut, heuk!”

Because my hips and waist were raised, my dick was bent towards my navel, clearly visible.  

The pre-cum oozed out, dripping down my stomach in droplets.

Song Ji-hyeok’s face was just above. He was frowning intensely, completely focused on sex.  He usually had a blank expression or a sneer, so seeing him with raw emotion was incredibly stimulating.

I don’t have what you’d call an “idol face” preference, and even if I did, I prefer a more rugged look like Gitae hyung’s.  

Song Ji-hyeok, on the other hand, is like a pretty boy idol; his face still looks young.

But down below, it was a different story.  

The contrast, sometimes enhanced by a low growl, sent shivers down my spine.

“Ah, hhut, hheut, eung!”

I bit my lower lip, but it didn’t last.  

I couldn’t help but open my mouth and moan.  

Song Ji-hyeok finally released my pelvis and leaned down to find my lips again.

As if waiting for it, I pulled his head closer and responded to the kiss. We tangled our tongues, shuddering with pleasure, when a sudden unwelcome sound interrupted us.

Beep- beep-

It was an alert from the device. It was a sound I couldn’t ignore, so I pushed Song Ji-hyeok away and searched for the device. The alert was coming from his waist.

“Check your device.”

“Later.”

I quickly stopped him from bending down again. I knew it was urgent, but ignoring it would only bother me.  

The sound continued, so I used one hand to check the device on his waist.

“It’s the team leader. Answer it.”

Song Ji-hyeok made a face, but eventually answered the call. I looked up at him as he straightened.

“Yes, I’m guiding right now.”

I couldn’t hear the team leader’s voice, but I easily guessed the reason for the call.  

He must have heard about Song Ji-hyeok’s condition and called out of concern.  

At that moment, our eyes met.  

His lips curled up slightly, and he started to thrust again.

‘No, no!’

I couldn’t scream, just floundering helplessly.  

Unlike me, Song Ji-hyeok was very calm.  

He continued talking to the team leader while gripping my dick with his left hand.

With his knees bent like before, he started rotating his hips like a rodeo. My junior was still held hostage in his hand.

Don’t do it! Don’t do it, you crazy bastard!

I desperately mouthed the words, but Song Ji-hyeok ignored me. He kneaded my sensitive scrotum, then moved up to roughly rub my glans.

The direct stimulation made me gasp, and I unconsciously tightened around him.  

Song Ji-hyeok winced slightly and quickly ended the call.

“Yes, I’ll call you tomorrow.”

He threw the device onto the bed carelessly. He pressed himself against me again and relentlessly pounded inside me.

“Ah, euh! Hheut, aaht!”

The intense movements made me gasp for breath. My erect dick rubbed against Song Ji-hyeok’s abdomen, leaking pre-cum.

He pressed his lips to my neck and nibbled on my tender skin.  

It was unbelievable that I felt a faint pleasure amidst the pain.

How much time passed? Song Ji-hyeok muttered a curse and grabbed my pelvis with both hands.  

He clenched his lower lip, apparently reaching his climax.

Sure enough, he started thrusting wildly, burying himself to the hilt before ejaculating.  

At that moment, I felt a significant amount of energy disperse.

Even while cumming, Song Ji-hyeok didn’t stop moving. He’d thrust sharply, and only after he finished cumming did he pull back.

“Huu…”

He seemed a little more relaxed, and he threw off his combat uniform.  

Looking at it, I realized that unlike me, whose lower body was completely bare, Song Ji-hyeok had only unzipped his pants.

Then he reached for my clothes. He roughly pulled off my sweat-soaked sweatshirt and began twisting my nipples.  

His playful touch quickly hardened my nipples.

“Don’t play around.”

“I’m not playing. You like it when I touch it here.”

I couldn’t deny it.  

At first, it was just ticklish, but at some point, it became sexually stimulating.  

Song Ji-hyeok removed his hand and lowered his head, sucking on my nipples like a child.  

He seemed to want to treat both equally, teasing them alternately with his tongue and lips before spreading my legs again and thrusting his hips.

There were several things I learned from the several sexual encounters involving guiding, and one of them was Song Ji-hyeok’s habit of staring at the joining point. He’d stare intently, making me embarrassed, while continuing to thrust, then pull back, causing me to lie on my stomach.

Of course, I cooperated, but seeing him move a grown man as he pleased showed just how strong my arms had become.  

It was the result of intensive training to keep my lower body and arms steady while using my skills.

And my muscles were well-developed all over.  

I thought my muscle mass was definitely not lacking, but every time he used his strength to lift me up while holding my waist, I was pushed slightly upwards.

“Ah, euht, hhut! Eung, hheut!”

The sound of our flesh slapping together was loud.  

The continuous friction felt like a fire burning below.  

Saliva dripped down, but I didn’t have time to wipe it away.  

Every time he reached a certain point deep inside, it felt like sparks were flying before my eyes.

At some point, the conversation disappeared again. The heat spreading like sweat, the hot breaths, and the sound of flesh rubbing together filled the bedroom.

“……!”

The second climax didn’t take long.  

The moment he thrust with all his might, my upper body collapsed, and I couldn’t even moan as I ejaculated.  

Song Ji-hyeok also stopped moving and spurted his semen inside me.

A moment later, I felt Song Ji-hyeok pull away, having been clinging to me like a dog.  

Even so, I was like a limp doll, unable to move.  

I gasped for breath, finally managing to move my head to check his face.