Chapter 1: chapter 1 the message
I believe in eternal love.
I believe in love that stretches across lifetimes.
I just don't believe it applies to me. Or that it ever would.
So when his message came—
"Babe, do you think we should meet and have dinner tomorrow?"—
I froze.
For a few seconds, I just stared dumbly at my phone.
Then the realization hit:
Oh my God. This is real.
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The Beginning
We first connected six years earlier, through a website meant for platonic relationships. It was quieter back then. The internet still felt somewhat… untouched. We became pen pals—though in the modern sense: emails, messages, the occasional voice recording.
I never once doubted he was genuine. Maybe it was the timing. Maybe because others I met on that site remained lifelong friends. Either way, I trusted him.
At the time he reappeared in my life, I had been single for nearly a year.
My previous boyfriend had left me cold, saying he'd never really seen me as a lover.
I accepted it. Moved on. My heart was broken, yes—but a small voice inside had always whispered:
"It won't last."
And so, I found peace.
Around that same time, Kaelen messaged me.
He said he was single too. Hadn't seen a woman in over a year.
I laughed and replied, "We've never even met. We don't know each other."
He disagreed.
"Who says that? We've known each other for six years. I know you."
Then came the flood of memories:
Summaries of our conversations, pictures I'd sent him over the years, even little details I'd forgotten myself.
And finally, his version of me—who he believed I was, after all this time.
It ended with a picture I'd completely forgotten: me in front of a mirror, crop top and mini shorts.
>"This is my favorite," he said.
I was touched. Or maybe I'm just easily persuaded.
Either way—I said yes.
The next morning, he messaged me:
>"Good morning, sayang*." *(darling)
I'm not a naturally warm person. People say I'm aloof. Quiet. Cold, even.
I'm an introvert by nature—someone who speaks well for work, but prefers silence in private.
And yet…
Though I found it cheesy, I liked it.
It made me smile.
I replied simply:
>"Good morning, Kaelen."
We kept that so-called long-distance relationship going for a few months.
Until one day, his message came:
>"Babe, do you think we should meet and have dinner tomorrow?"