You always knew(vol-1)

Ep16:(Vol-2)

As, I was just a child who didn't knew much about the big world and it's - - - - scary side..... I always thought that, parents are supposed to be cruel,,,,,, I always narrated myself " Myin :all people have parents like this." But the a question remained unanswered that : why people or parents or anyone is like that??

Just imagine for a moment," you're just a young toddler - - - - A 6|7 years old damn girl, who expect nothing from her parents but just a petite piece of love or care from her own parents.

You haven't experienced the outside world apart from that night when someone literally killed you and rapped you. But all her parents gave ever since she was born, was just pain, miserable life, hatred, guilt for being born"...

What would you feel about it? How do you even handle that? When your mind is just developing and trying to know things more accurately, you're just burned by millions of things,,,,,, and none of that bullshit is positive.

(Back to where we left, as Myin was moving towards the roof!)

It's thunderous, dark and scary night with raining cats and dogs out there.

On times like this people tend to sleep or be with someone, whom they're comfortable with.

my left hand on my right side of the rib where my father pounded his foot or leg earlier. I was climbing stairs limping.

As I reached the top floor, I glanced at the sky. No tears in my eyes, they were dry as a desert.

I walked a few more steps ahead, sat in the rain in the middle of the night. Crouching and staring at the sky while rain poured all over me. Shivering, all Alone, in pain....

Trying to find answers, what I did wrong? Then for the last time of my life and burst into tears, after that night I never shed a tear. Even when I wanted the most to cry just a moment again but tears never came. Just a hole left inside my heart, leaving me dead inside..... 🥺

I cried, screamed, consumed by the agony, hours passed in blur of the pain and rain, Hours passed in a blur of pain and rain, my sobs echoing through the darkness as I struggled to find relief from the torment that gripped me.

That night I felt like, the Sky was weeping and screaming with me in my misery.

As I spent hours laying lifeless-ly in agony of torment, torture and pain, one by one I began to forget all my fears, like fear of losing my parents or any humain being that I loved, fear of darkness, loneliness and a fear for myself from being left behind.....

That day, little Myin died...