Chapter 29: The Night We Chose
The firelight danced across the walls of the small cottage, flickering shadows over old wood and newly healed wounds. Outside, the wind stirred gently through the trees, rustling like whispers of ancestors too proud to rest. Inside, the only sounds were the slow, intentional breaths of two women trying to remember what peace felt like.
Zukhanyi stood by the window, arms folded, staring out at the horizon. Her silhouette was sharp against the dusk, the curve of her body softened by the oversized hoodie she wore — Naledi's hoodie. She pulled the fabric closer to her face, inhaling the faint scent of lemon and lavender soap.
Behind her, Naledi moved quietly. She had laid out two cups of mint tea and lit the small candle that sat on the edge of the table. Everything about her movements was slow, gentle — like she was trying not to startle the moment.
"We could leave," Naledi said softly.
Zukhanyi didn't turn around. "Leave where?"
"Anywhere. Mozambique. Lesotho. Botswana. We could disappear. Live small."
Silence fell.
Then Zukhanyi whispered, "Do you want to disappear?"
Naledi walked closer, arms wrapping around Zukhanyi's waist from behind. Her face pressed between Zukhanyi's shoulder blades.
"I want to live," Naledi said. "With you. Safely. Loudly. Softly. Whatever that looks like."
Zukhanyi turned slowly, facing her.
Their eyes met. Two stories. Two storms. One shared shelter.
"I don't want to run anymore," Zukhanyi said. "I want to build. I want to love. I want to be seen."
Naledi smiled. "Then we fight smart. But tonight…"
She leaned forward, lips grazing Zukhanyi's. "Tonight we rest."
The bed was covered in a simple cotton sheet. The window was cracked open just enough to let in the scent of the evening jasmine. Zukhanyi lay on her side, watching Naledi undress slowly — not with seduction, but with intention. Every button, every fold, every movement was like shedding armor.
When Naledi stood naked in front of her, she didn't pose. She just looked at her.
"Do you still want this?" Naledi asked. "After everything?"
Zukhanyi sat up, brushed her fingers across Naledi's collarbone, and whispered, "I never stopped."
Their kiss was quiet at first, like a question. Then an answer. Then a prayer.
Zukhanyi's hoodie fell to the floor. Their skin touched — warm, scarred, human. Not perfect. But perfect for each other.
They moved slowly, like dancers who had memorized each other's rhythm without ever rehearsing.
There were no fireworks.
Just fire.
No shouting.
Just shivering breaths.
And in that moment, they didn't belong to the world, to their trauma, to their fight — they belonged only to each other.
Later, they lay tangled in silence.
Naledi rested her head on Zukhanyi's chest, listening to the steady heartbeat beneath.
"I used to imagine this," Naledi whispered. "Back in the home. I used to dream that someone would hold me like this."
Zukhanyi kissed the top of her head. "I used to imagine surviving long enough to be held."
Naledi lifted her head. "You remember the night they found that letter I wrote to you?"
Zukhanyi chuckled softly. "You spelled my name wrong."
"I was ten!"
"You called me 'Zook-honey'."
They laughed together, the sound quiet but full.
"Miss Palesa made me scrub the dining hall floor with a toothbrush for that letter," Naledi said.
Zukhanyi looked at her. "And it was still the most beautiful thing anyone ever gave me."
They talked long into the night.
About the first time they kissed — behind the old storeroom, the air thick with the smell of soap and secrets.
About the time Naledi stole a chocolate bar and split it with Zukhanyi, even though they both got whipped for it.
About the time they made a pact: If they made it out alive, they'd find each other again.
And they had.
"I think someone's watching us," Naledi said suddenly.
Zukhanyi tensed. "Why?"
"I felt it earlier. That unease. Like a breath on the back of my neck."
Zukhanyi sat up, naked but unashamed. She reached for her phone, opened the secure surveillance app connected to the cameras outside the house.
The feed was normal.
But then… a shadow moved across the far edge.
Zukhanyi zoomed in.
A man. Black hoodie. Standing still for too long.
Then… gone.
She exhaled sharply.
Naledi sat up beside her. "They're testing us."
"No," Zukhanyi said. "They're watching to see how scared we are."
"And we're not," Naledi said, her hand finding Zukhanyi's again.
The next morning, they didn't dress quickly. They moved slowly, deliberately. Naledi made breakfast while humming.
Zukhanyi checked on the charcoal delivery, confirmed that three new vendors had signed up. The rural co-op had earned R48,000 in the last ten days. Demand was growing.
"You're changing lives," Naledi said, serving eggs and fried tomatoes. "Quietly. But powerfully."
"So are you," Zukhanyi replied.
They sat down to eat.
A soft ding broke the stillness.
An email.
From: [email protected]: STILL BURNINGMessage: "Even flames that love each other can burn each other alive."
Attached was a photo.
Of the house.
Taken last night.
From inside the fence.