Chapter 30: Chapter 35: Pinned Hearts
The studio hadn't changed.
Still smelled like muslin, ink, and peppermint tea.
Still had the uneven light in the corner by the back window where Ayden swore inspiration liked to hide. Still had the wall where Luca had accidentally bled on a sample and insisted it was a "symbol of devotion." The bloodstain was framed now. Like a joke. Like a wound turned into art.
Ayden stood in the doorway, suitcase still in hand, his shadow stretched long across the dusty hardwood.
Luca was already inside, barefoot, seated cross-legged on the floor with thread tangled between his fingers. He didn't look up right away.
He didn't have to.
"I thought you'd sleep before coming here," Luca murmured.
"I did," Ayden said, setting the bag down. "But I kept dreaming of zippers swallowing me whole."
Luca snorted, lips twitching. "Paris couture PTSD."
Ayden walked in slowly. "Maybe. Or maybe I just missed you in spaces that understood me."
Now Luca looked up.
And it hit them both, again, like the thousandth time: this was their place. No cameras. No press. No public.
Just fabric and feeling.
"I thought we could try starting a new concept," Luca said, gently pushing a moodboard across the floor toward Ayden. "Something just for us. No runway. No deadline."
Ayden knelt, scanning it.
Deep reds. Ripped linen. Silver thread. Film negatives. A newspaper clipping from a 1994 protest. A feather scorched at the tip. And in the center — a photo of them, backs turned, walking hand-in-hand through an empty Paris street.
"What's the theme?" Ayden asked softly.
Luca's voice barely carried. "Unwritten."
Ayden swallowed.
He understood. It wasn't just a project.
It was a question.
Are we still writing this story together?
They began to work in silence.
Cutting.
Pinning.
Sketching across a shared paper like two kids passing notes in class.
Ayden watched the way Luca's brows furrowed when he focused, how his lips tugged inward when he debated a stitch, how his hands, always so theatrical on camera, were suddenly gentle again — precise. Familiar.
Luca watched Ayden from the corners of his eyes, the soft crease between his brows when he designed, the way his fingers never hesitated when they touched cloth — only when they touched people.
He missed being one of the rare things Ayden touched without fear.
Three hours in, Ayden accidentally pricked himself on a pin.
"Shit."
He shook his hand, a tiny dot of red welling up.
Luca moved before Ayden could blink — grabbing a nearby tissue, reaching out.
But Ayden flinched.
Luca froze.
The silence was louder than before.
"I'm not afraid of you," Ayden said quickly.
"I didn't say you were."
Ayden looked down. "I just… didn't expect the instinct."
Luca's jaw clenched. He sat back.
"Maybe that's the problem," he said. "We keep treating each other like delicate fabric. Like one wrong touch and it'll all unravel."
Ayden looked up. "Isn't that what we are?"
"No," Luca said sharply. "We were never fragile, Ayden. We were messy. Loud. Impossible. But we survived. Fragile things don't survive."
Ayden's breath hitched.
And then: "So what are we now?"
Luca stood. Walked over.
Took Ayden's hand gently.
Looked at the pricked finger.
"You're bleeding," he said softly. "Again. For this. For me. For us. And I keep acting like you're going to disappear the moment I stop looking."
Ayden's voice cracked. "Because I've made you feel that way."
"No," Luca whispered. "Because I never believed you could love me out loud. Not until now."
Ayden stepped closer.
"You were wrong," he whispered. "Loving you in secret was safety. Loving you in public… that's what made me brave."
He leaned in.
Their foreheads touched.
Then lips.
Then hands.
No rush.
No posing.
Just them — velvet and chaos and thread and breath.
Later, curled up on the old studio couch, Ayden resting against Luca's chest, he whispered, "Do you think the world will let us keep doing this? Keep being this?"
Luca brushed his lips over Ayden's hair. "The world doesn't get to decide that."
Ayden chuckled softly. "It tries."
"Let it," Luca murmured. "We've already outlived their expectations. Let's go further. Let's become something they can't unsee."
Ayden looked up.
"Pinned hearts?"
"Unwritten seams."
"Flawed stitches."
"Still holding."
They smiled.
And for the first time in weeks, their story felt less like one about holding on — and more like one about building something new.
Together.