Chapter 533: What Was I Truly Made For
[HAWI]
"Come on, Hawi. We have tried everything. We need to get out of this shithole and find something better. Besides, who knows, we might find clues as to why Ruru did that when it was Jer who was supposed to murder the Russels.
Aren't you curious to know why we lost her to the mess?" Mbali asked and Hawi laughed humorlessly.
This was not what they usually do.
This was insane, but even she couldn't deny the spark of hope that lit up in her at the mention of the prettiest woman she had ever met.
Ruru was perfect and nothing was ever going to change that for Hawi. Ruru had been her lifeline and she had lost her, just like that. It wasn't the best of times and it would forever haunt Hawi, for as long as she lived.
"You think I haven't tried to figure shit out? Nothing makes sense anymore, Mbali. None of that ever got close enough to giving us what we needed. No one knows why Ruru sacrificed herself except for the moon goddess;
"...and that bitch is just too fucked up in the head to even consider giving us an explanation. She thinks that an eternity is just a game for her. If I could get my hands on the moon goddess's neck right now.
"I would grind it and mince that shit until she never got up," Hawi said and suddenly there was a harsh strike of lighting on their house.
There was a storm outside and Hawi knew that the woman above them was just not liking the fact that they were talking about her like that.
Well, she just had to deal with it because Hawi wasn't in the mood to please anyone; she had lost her Ruru and she wouldn't care if anything happened to them right now. She had lost everything one night and she was never going to recover from that. Continue reading on My Virtual Library Empire
She knew it too, so what was the point in trying, right?
"You know she hates it when you do that," Mbali laughed and Hawi joined in.
They had both gone crazy being away from home for the longest time, and it wasn't even getting any better for them. It was like they were in immortal pain and frankly, they both felt they deserved it.
"Well, I hated it when she took my mate from me and she didn't care, did she?" Hawi said angrily as she joined in the high again.
They were losing their minds and frankly. It was beginning to get scary, but then it wasn't like they cared about anything this time, right? If the woman wanted to go, she would just have to come up with better plans.
There is nothing for them to be holding onto here anymore after all.
"So, what do you say about the blend-in? I know it will piss her off more if we act like the very creatures she separated us from. It would be fun to break their bones and send them to her, don't you think?" Mbali asked sinisterly and for a moment, Hawi was shocked.
She hadn't expected that kind of anger from Mbali, but it was also understandable because, for years and years, the bitch above them had managed to make her suffer too by pairing her with one of the Russels.
That was the kind of shit that no one would wish even against their enemies, and yet the unhinged woman had done it to Mbali without thinking twice. Maybe this was truly the time for payback, right?
Hawi wanted to think that Mbali was tough to make her go with the plan, but deep down, even she knew that all of this was hard on Mbali too.
"A chance to send her pesky little shits to her? I wouldn't pass that up," Hawi said and Mbali stared at her like she was the one in disbelief this time.
She had expected that Hawi would be that kind of cooperative and frankly it scared her a little. This wasn't the kind of shit they dealt with daily, but then Hawi wasn't really normal and neither was Mbali anyway.
"Are you being real right now?" Mbali asked as she set aside the bottle in her hands.
"Very. We can be those pesky little shits and hide our scent so we don't attract war that we didn't intend to fight. Besides, Malika and I already did it one time to Ruru and her team," Hawi said, her voice getting lower as she thought back to her mate.
Oh, but Ruru was her bane and she only ever wanted her. That girl was everything to her and it was just crazy that the moon goddess hadn't given them an explanation for what had happened to her.
It hurt so much and no matter how hard Hawi tried to hide it, the pain was still there. She still missed her. She loved her and her heart as till calling out for her like the fresh breath of air that she had always been.
Oh, the things Hawi would do just to have Ruru back. Well, that was something she wouldn't even know because the goddess was a bitch to them.
"I know a place I can start working at. Some supernatural clubs where they only hire humans to serve them because they want to ensure everyone behaves. Most of the wolves and the other factions usually go there too.
"They are demeaning to the humans, but unlike us, they are scared of the moon goddess so they won't try to hurt the humans for fear of retribution for the bitch above us," Mbali said excitedly.
And Hawi's hatred earned the same excitement.
Going to a place where rules couldn't be broken because they didn't want chaos, and then they would be the chaos. That was the perfect idea and Hawi pulled Mbali's leg and hugged it like it was the only thing that made sense to them right now.
Mbali didn't object. How could she, when this was going to be the first time in all the years that they had been on this side of the realm that Hawi stepped out? She was excited, to say the least.
Seeing her boss accept the idea was like letting Hawi get a breath of fresh air too. It was not going to be easy, but Mbali was ready. She was going to do whatever it took to make sure that things were alright for Hawi.
This was what their chance at starting to live again looked like, even if it would be one that was filled with so much pain.
"Who do I get to be?" Hawi asked and Mbali laughed. They were currently in the dressing room and were scouring through the possible things they could wear or deal with.
Mbali had been ready for this from the very first day and Hawi had known it. She couldn't judge Mbali though, because this time, they were on the same page, and besides Mbali always wanted what was best for them anyway.
"We go there as men. Human men and our hair color will be brown—" Mbali began and Hawi burst out laughing at what Mbali was showing her. This wasn't expected to happen, but Mbali was just too adorable either way.
"That's blonde… not brown, Mbali. What will I do with you?" Hawi teased heartily.