Chapter 185
Chapter 185 Yurtha shook his head several times, unable to compose himself immediately. At this rate, we’re not going to be able to talk, she thought, pulling the tip of his chin into focus with her hand.His pupils dilated as his eyes slowly began to open. “… You.” “You? you don’t even recognize your sister?” “That’s a good lie…” Yurtha said in a voice that seemed to be almost overheard, ‘Scent…’ he murmured. There was also a mixture of harsh swear words. “What did you do to me? My head is weird…” “I may have touched your body, but I haven’t touched your head.” “Then why would I…” He wrinkled his brow and shut his mouth quietly. And he looked at me with eyes full of disbelief. It was funny to see a lot of vigilant eyes. “I wonder what Rosie did to you or Dylan.” What had I done to deserve both brothers looking at me like that? “I’m Rose, Yurtha.” “Such nonsense…” “Have you ever had any doubts while hanging out with the woman you firmly believe is your sister? I really doubt that this person is your sister.” “…….” “Even if she mimicked my behavior, it wouldn’t have been perfect.” “…….” “You really didn’t feel anything?” Yurtha had no answer.I wondered if there was something in my words. “No. There must have been one.” “… First of all, if you are a sister.” At that moment, his voice became terribly low. “If you were my sister, you wouldn’t do this to me.” Cold arsenic formed on his lips. “If you’re my sister, you wouldn’t have said something like this. She would have welcomed it.” “…….” “My sister wouldn’t have explained this to me kindly. I know her better than anyone.” In conclusion, I am doing what Yurtha said I wouldn’t do. I agree. As he says, if it weren’t for the special circumstances involving Rosie, I wouldn’t have gone out of my way to clear up his misunderstanding.Why go to the trouble when it’s going to take care of itself? “You speak as if you know me well.” “That’s because my sister… hates me.” I thought he didn’t know, but I was surprised that he was aware of the facts better than I thought. “She’ll probably hate me for the rest of her life, my sister.” “…….” “She’s going to hate me. forever.” His breathing was harsh, as if mixed with crying. It’s not an instant that I hated him, it’s been a long time, and I don’t understand why he can’t accept that fact. “I don’t even know why she hates me.” You’ve always done what you wanted to do without thinking about my feelings. “You don’t know… what that means to me.” His eyes flushed. “… I never wanted to be born as a Transcendent.” I remembered the grim expression on Yurtha’s face as a child, in the midst of my admiration for him. A look of sheer boredom with it all. “She… saved me from my pain.” The reason why Yurtha was so vicious as a child was probably because he didn’t want to go through painful days again. So there were times when I tried to understand him as much as possible and put up with it. “… I don’t want to be hated.” Yurtha pleaded with me after calling me a fake.It was a weakness I had never seen before. He didn’t seem to be in his right mind. “Yurtha, have you ever respected my feelings? You’ve always been so insistent on your own.” “…….” “If you at least respected me, you wouldn’t have done anything that I didn’t like. You didn’t care what I liked and what I didn’t like.” “… No, I don’t.” “No, I’m right. You always gave me the things you thought were valuable, and you always got rid of the things that bothered you, always saying you did it for me.” “… I thought you’d like it.” “Now you know that those words are useless.” After all, Yurtha had done nothing but do things I found horrible. “Yes. Actually, that’s pretty good. At the time, I thought I should avoid you, but I didn’t hate you as much as I do now.” “…….” “There’s something between us that can’t be fixed, Yurtha.” There is a deep reason why I can’t help but hate him for the rest of my life. I don’t need to tell you the rest of the story, but Yurtha knows. What I’m trying to say.He burst into tears. He had a look I had never seen before.The corners of his eyes were wet with red. “… I told you no.” “…….” “Because I didn’t kill her. I said no I can’t kill her!” He finally couldn’t hold it in and screamed.Are those words again? There was a time when I believed in Yurtha, who appealed to me as unfair. But now I realize that such behavior is nothing more than deception. “Isn’t it time to admit it?” My voice is stronger now.I remember the day clearly. What happened that night, in that room. Everything pointed to Yurtha doing it. “Do you think I thought you were the culprit from the beginning?” “…….” “I believed that no matter how crazy you were, you wouldn’t do something like that. I was so sure back then, but it was you.” But there was no one else. Someone else who could be the killer. At that time, the only people in the room were Celine and Yurtha. “… So I asked you. What happened?” I begged him to tell me.I clung to him desperately and begged. “And you? You just say no, but you don’t tell me anything. You didn’t even tell me why you went there.” “It’s… not me. Sister, I really…” “Look now. It’s the same as back then, stop it now. Isn’t it about time you told me the truth?” I’m tired of this blame game. “I really hate you.” “…….” “I despise you horribly.” Yurtha froze. The despair that floated over the pale skin was particularly prominent.But soon, a mischievous smile crept across his lips. “Ah….” The sighs soon turned into laughter. “Ahaha….” He cried and laughed. “… You are right.” “I killed her.” For a moment, I couldn’t properly react. “…….” “But the truth is. I didn’t kill her.” “Don’t play with words.” “Is it a play words, sister?” “… You are the worst.” It was worse than I thought, and even worse than that. I couldn’t even see what was so funny that he was giggling again. “Don’t laugh.” “…….” “Don’t laugh.” He didn’t seem to have any intention of suppressing the leaking laughter. His laughter was annoying. “Shall I tell you the truth, sister?” A cruel smile formed on his lips. “She committed suicide.” “… What?” “I didn’t kill her because she committed suicide. but yes, she borrowed my hand and committed suicide.” “…….” “So I killed her.” What is this bastard talking about now? “First she came to me and said she wanted to die, then she wanted me to kill her.” “……” “I hated her, but she was the woman you loved so much, and I knew the way you looked at her… how could I kill her, so I refused, and do you know what she did?” “… Don’t lie to me.” “She cast a spell on me, and told me to kill her, and when I woke up, it was over, and you saw it.” “… That’s not possible!” “This is the truth. It’s the truth you’ve been longing for!” That’s a lie. It was a lie. Suicide. Celine couldn’t have done it.Yurtha was trying to deceive me until the very end. But he was weeping over a joke he made on me. I would have been able to scream comfortably if he laughed like he did a while ago, but he cried silently. When I saw him, only tears were dripping down, I lost my energy. “Yurtha.” I barely called him with a more calm voice than before. “I hope we don’t see each other again in the future.” “… Sister.” “I’ll call Anri and ask him to release you.” I stepped back. I couldn’t handle this, couldn’t handle him. “… Sister, don’t go.” “…….” “Please don’t leave me.” “…….” “I was wrong, sister. I’m all wrong, so please…!” “I’m sorry.” With that, I rejected him.That had to be the end of our relationship.I couldn’t bring myself to see him again. “Ugh.” I tried to ignore the pleading Yurtha and walk away. “… Yurtha?” When I heard a coughing sound and turned my head, Yurtha was pouring out a lot of black blood.