Chapter 4: The Weight of Composure
The western courtyard of Casterly Rock basked in the mellow warmth of a late autumn sun. The occasion — a hawking demonstration and midday gathering of lesser Westerlands nobility — was modest by Lannister standards, but the company was sharp-eyed and well-dressed. Servants moved between clusters of banners and polished benches, bearing wine and spiced meats.
Lady Serena Lefford stood near the edge of the social cluster, speaking quietly with a steward. Her gown was crimson velvet with fine but modest gold trim. Not Lannister colors — but close enough to draw whispers.
From beneath a stone archway, Tywin Lannister watched everything. He was not seated, nor engaged in any polite game of conversation. He stood, as he often did, still as carved stone, observing. He wanted to see how she handled pressure. Not from him — but from them.
Tygett and Gerion were seated at a side table with a pair of squires. Tygett was speaking too loudly, trying too hard to sound older than his eleven years. Gerion, younger by far, was already distracted by the movement of hawks and capes in the breeze.
Lady Genna Frey, née Lannister, sat nearby in her chair, draped in a lion-red shawl. She wore a wedding ring, but her useless husband Emmon was far from the Rock — back at the Twins, where he belonged. Genna had returned alone for a season, which she did as often as she could and now regarded the scene with dry amusement.
It didn't take long for Serenas first test to arrive.
Lady Meredyth Banefort — rounded by age, wrapped in soft silks, ever seeking favor with whomever stood nearest power and armed with a voice that had never learned subtlety — tilted her cup and smiled.
"Well, well," she said, loud enough to draw attention. "What a charming picture our Lady Lefford makes. Not every guest rises to such prominence so quickly. I imagine it must be her natural grace… or perhaps a certain talent for capturing powerful attention. Quite the rise, isn't it?"
Soft laughter followed.
Serena turned slowly. Her expression composed, her voice cool.
"Some climb for favor, Lady Banefort. Others are dragged down by the weight of their own assumptions. It's always a question of what you bring with you."
A pause. A ripple of silence.
Genna smiled over her goblet, brows raised.
Before Lady Meredyth could conjure a reply, a loud, jovial voice rang from the arched entryway.
"Well, well!" Lord Tytos Lannister called out. "What a gathering of fine folk! Wine, ladies, hawks, and the sunshine on proud stone — just like old times!"
Heads turned.
He appeared at the far end of the courtyard, arms spread wide and smile too loose to be natural. His doublet was rumpled, his cloak crooked, and a steward hovered behind him, clearly trying—and failing—to steer him elsewhere.
"My good friends," Tytos announced, arms flung wide, as he stumbled closer. "I see the future of the Rock is bright indeed — hawking, laughter, beautiful women. A fine day! A very fine day!"
The laughter returned — but this time, it was mixed with discomfort.
Tytos waved at his guests. "My, how the Baneforts have fattened — prosperity does suit you!" He leaned forward with a chuckle. "And my darling Genna — still too clever by half. If only men liked thorns!"
Genna's wine glass stilled midair and her smile vanished.
Kevan shifted where he stood, his mouth a thin line. He set his cup down hard.
Then Tytos turned his gaze to Serena. "And what rose do we have here? Why, you're not Joanna, are you? No, no, she's off playing court games in King's Landing and you don't look like a lioness. A dove, perhaps. Hmm. You're the Lefford girl, aren't you? What's your name again? Sylva? Selyse?"
"Serena, my lord," she said with a flawless curtsy. "From the Golden Tooth."
"Ah, yes! Serena!" Tytos swayed slightly, then chuckled. "I knew your grandsire, you know. Had a nose like a battle ram, that one. You've a finer look to you — if a bit too sharp in the eye. You must watch that, girl. Sharp women cut deep when they smile."
A few chuckles. One outright laugh from a lesser knight near the back.
Serena stepped forward.
She curtsied — deep, graceful, without mockery.
"My apologies, Lord Tytos," Serena said gently. "It's not my intent to cut anything but cloth or parchment while I'm a guest at the Rock."
That earned a scattered laugh — Genna's among them — but it lacked mockery.
Tytos grinned, clearly missing the edge. "Hah! Good girl. I like you. Tywin — look here — this one smiles. You should try it sometime. Might stop you turning to stone."
He looked around at the guests, voice rising: "He's always brooding like his mother just died again. Gods, lad. Take a breath before you turn to stone."
The courtyard went still for a heartbeat.
Tywin did not move. His face could have been carved from the same rock beneath their feet and his jaw had tightened by the barest fraction, but he said nothing.
The steward took a step forward, uncertain.
Tywin's thoughts flashed cold: This would have consequences later.
Serena curtsied again. "Perhaps, my lord, you might honor us by showing the steward the hawk tower? The view from the eastern perch is lovely in the late sun — and I've heard you kept the best falconers in the West under your patronage."
Tytos blinked, momentarily confused. Then he lit up, flattered.
"Yes! Yes, of course I did. The hawks. Good wings on them, sharp eyes, like mine in my youth." He patted Serena's shoulder. "A good girl. I like a polite one."
He turned to the steward. "Well, what are you waiting for? Come. Let's see if any of those birds remember me."
The steward caught Serena's eye briefly, grateful, and gently guided Tytos toward the steps.
The moment he was gone, a breath seemed to leave the courtyard.
Tywin said nothing, but the smallest flicker crossed his face.
Serena stood where she was, unbothered, her hands folded before her. Her eyes met Lady Meredyth's again — without hostility, but without yielding either.
Lady Meredyth, face tight, opened her mouth.
But Gerion's voice piped up suddenly: "I liked what she said."
Everyone turned. Gerion blinked, then added with childlike sincerity: "Lady Serena. That was clever."
Tygett shot him a look, but said nothing and narrowed his eyes at Serena.
Tywin turned his head slightly and caught Genna's eye.
She raised her cup in silent approval, then sipped.
From the archway, Tywin watched and said nothing. The corner of his jaw shifted — just barely.
But his gaze lingered longer than it had before.
The hawk demonstration resumed as if nothing had happened, but the mood had shifted — just slightly.
Some of the older lords murmured about Tytos's decline behind the safety of their goblets. Genna traded dry remarks with a scowling Lady Meredyth, while Kevan spoke quietly with a knight from Kayce. Tywin remained still beneath the archway, his gaze now fixed on two figures moving at the edge of the crowd.
Serena was speaking with Gerion.
The boy — only six, with red-gold hair still too unruly for a lordling — looked up at her with unfiltered interest.
"Were you scared?" he asked. "When Father started talking like that?"
Serena knelt a little to be at eye level with him.
"No," she said gently. "He was being loud. Loudness doesn't frighten me."
Gerion looked thoughtful at that. "Some grown-ups get angry when people laugh at them. But you didn't."
Serena smiled. "Laughter isn't always meant to wound. And even if it is — it only stings if you let it. But laughter isn't always appropriate."
Gerion blinked. "You talk like you read a lot."
"I do," she replied, eyes warm. "Books are the best company in uncertain places."
From several steps away, Tygett approached.
At eleven, he was tall for his age, and trying hard to grow into the role of a young knight. He looked at Serena with guarded calculation.
"You handled Lady Meredyth well," he said, as if it were a compliment dragged out of him. "And Father."
Serena inclined her head. "It wasn't my place to challenge them."
Tygett studied her. "But you could've."
"Perhaps." A pause. "But the lion roars only when it needs to. Anything more softens the effect of it and is just noise."
That made Tygett tilt his head. He didn't smile, but his stance relaxed slightly.
Gerion tugged at his sleeve. "She talks like Tywin."
Tygett scoffed. "She talks like someone who knows the cost of saying the wrong thing."
"I think she's clever," Gerion insisted.
Serena smiled but said nothing.
She knew better than to push. With boys like these — especially Lannister boys — respect was won slowly, never asked for.
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After the sun set Tywin stood at the long window of his solar, arms folded behind his back. The Rock's western face caught the last light of day, gold bleeding into gray.
Below, the courtyard was empty now. The guests had withdrawn to their chambers or returned to their keeps. His siblings were gone from sight. But Serena Lefford lingered in his thoughts.
He had expected her to maintain her dignity.
He had not expected her to seize control of a room.
Not through arrogance. Not through charm. But through the one tool most nobles forgot how to wield: composure.
She had neither simpered nor snapped. She had countered a venomous court lady without appealing to his name, and she had steered his father — his father — away from further disgrace without shedding her dignity.
And then there were his brothers.
Gerion's attachment was innocent, but not meaningless. The boy was all instinct and emotion — if he had sensed something false in her, he would have pulled away. Instead, he leaned closer.
Tygett was harder. But Tygett had watched her. Measured her. He would not say anything yet, but Tywin recognized the look in his eyes. Restrained curiosity.
Tywin moved toward the desk, where a report from Tolen sat unopened.
Instead, he opened a drawer and drew out the parchment he had begun a week past.
No title.
No seal.
Just a first line:
Let it be known, from this day hence, that House Lefford stands under the personal protection and favor of the Lord of Casterly Rock…
He stared at it for a moment.
Then placed it back inside.
He was not ready to commit. Not yet. But the scales were shifting.
Joanna had once made the court whisper with laughter and silk.
Serena had walked into a room of hyenas and made them blink first.
There was no comparison.
Only consequence.
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The fire in Genna's solar burned low, casting a golden flicker across books, cushions, and embroidery frames left idle for the evening. She had sent her maid away half an hour ago. When Tywin entered, she didn't rise and continued reading a letter.
"You're late," she said, without looking up.
"I wasn't aware I had an appointment."
Genna gave a small, satisfied smirk. "You never do. But you come anyway. That's always been your way."
Tywin closed the door behind him, the latch catching with a soft click. He stood near the hearth, silent.
"Mm." She set the letter aside, her eyes bright despite the hour. "So. You've been watching her."
Tywin said nothing.
Genna smirked slightly. "I'm not blind, brother. You had me weigh her, and now you're measuring me."
"I'm weighing everything."
She tilted her head. "You mean everyone."
Still silence.
"She handled herself well," he finally said.
Genna tilted her goblet lazily and glanced at him. "Which one? Lady Meredyth, who nearly choked on her smugness, or Father, who thought Serena was Joanna come back from the capital?"
Tywin didn't respond. He rarely did when sarcasm was offered freely.
Genna sighed, sat up straighter and pulled her shawl tighter around her shoulders. " Serena Lefford is clever, composed, quick and observant. And yes she handled herself well today. Better than some I've seen twice her age. Even Father, in all his… glory, didn't shake her."
After a moment Genna went on. „She didn't flinch. Not from Lady Meredyth's tongue, not from Father's fumbling, not even from your gaze, which she knew was there. She speaks carefully — and more importantly, she listens. And unlike most highborn girls, she doesn't try to charm her way through a room."
"She's cautious and knows she is being tested."
"No. She is careful and composed. Caution is cheap," Genna replied. "Composure under fire — that's harder to find. And even harder to teach."
A pause.
"But yes, she is aware of the scrutiny — and she is passing. However she's measuring us as much as we're measuring her and she's already gotten to Gerion," she added, voice more thoughtful now. "That's no small thing."
That earned the faintest motion from Tywin's brow. "I noticed."
"And Tygett," Genna went on. "He's curious. Which means he doesn't see her as beneath us."
"He shouldn't," Tywin said flatly.
"Oh, he won't. Not if you keep her in their sight, in their lives."
Another pause.
Genna leaned forward, elbows on her knees, fingers twined together. "You're thinking of marrying her."
Tywin said nothing.
"Don't bother pretending otherwise. You're testing her like you test new retainers. You've watched how she manages people. You've read the reports. And more importantly — " she tilted her head " — you've stopped looking like you're waiting for someone else."
He had trained himself never to act from impulse. But Serena made calculation feel like hesitation.
Tywin's jaw shifted but his gaze didn't waver. "That's not your concern."
Genna smiled. "When it concerns the future Lady of the Rock, I'd say it very much is."
Her voice softened, curiosity replacing irony. "So what happened?"
He didn't answer and she studied him for a moment.
"I remember when you spoke of Joanna. How you looked at her.", Genna continued carefully. " You never said the words, but you didn't have to. We all knew. If Father hadn't dragged his feet, if Aerys hadn't — well, you'd have married her by now."
The air changed, but Tywin said nothing, although the set of his shoulders tensed, almost imperceptibly.
"You've been waiting," she went on. "Years, really. For Joanna. For the timing. For whatever plan you kept locked in that head of yours. You've always been deliberate. Careful. But you've also always been certain." Her voice lowered. "You weren't uncertain about Joanna. But now — suddenly — you're testing a Lefford girl as if she might be the next Lady of the Rock."
She studied him.
"What changed? Why Serena?"
When the silence stretched, she added, almost hesitantly, "Did something happen? Between you and Joanna? Did she say or do something?"
Tywin's gaze remained fixed on the fire.
His voice, when it came, was quiet and sharp. "Something always happens."
Genna's brows lifted. "That's not an answer."
"It's the only one I'll give."
She studied him for another long moment. "You're not the type to fall out of love because of distance or duty. So either something broke — or you did."
His head turned slightly, but his eyes remained fixed on the hearth.
"You don't have to tell me," Genna said at last. "But I'm not a fool, Tywin. And I'm not a child anymore. If you're shifting your future, I — we really — deserve to know what kind of storm is coming."
He met her eyes then. Slowly. Deliberately.
"What I decide," he said, "will not bring a storm."
Genna held his gaze for a long moment.
"Everything you do brings a storm," she said softly. "That's the point."
A silence settled between them.
Then Genna leaned back, her voice lighter. "Well. For what it's worth, I think Serena's more than clever. She knows how to make people listen. Gerion adores her already. Tygett hasn't called her useless, and that's practically affection coming from him. And she held her ground with Meredyth and Father in the same breath. That's — not nothing."
Tywin gave the barest nod.
"You've always believed you could control everything. People. Outcomes. Even time." Her voice softened. "Not everything happens the way you want it to. But you are not alone Tywin. We can help you. But only if you tell us what is going on."
He stiffened, just slightly.
Genna's tone didn't change. "I don't know what Joanna did, but I know you're afraid that whatever it is she did, Serena might do the same. That she'll change something in you — or worse, make you want to be changed."
"I'm not afraid," Tywin said, low and cold. „Tread very carefully."
Genna smiled again. Not triumphantly — just knowingly.
"You're my brother, Tywin. — I. Know. You. — You might think that you're invulnerable. That you think you wear armor under your skin. But sometimes it's just scar tissue. If you choose her, you'd better be sure. Not just that she can carry the Rock, but that you can let her see what lies under your masks."
He said nothing.
Genna drained the last of her wine and set the goblet aside.
"She's not perfect. But she's sharp. She's brave. And she doesn't simper. If you're looking for someone who'll stand beside you in the shadows, not just at feasts—she may be the best chance you'll ever get."
Genna rose, moving toward him. "If you're serious about Serena — and you are, even if you won't say it yet — then be honest with yourself about why. Don't make her bear the weight of someone else's ghost."
Still he didn't speak.
Genna stopped a pace away from him, softer now. "She's not Joanna. She never will be. But she might be something else. Something stronger. If you let her."
Tywin finally turned his head.
His voice was calm. "She hasn't earned that yet."
"Maybe not," Genna said. "But she's earning something. Even Gerion sees it. And Tygett's watching her the way boys watch swords they're not sure they can lift."
A faint twitch at the corner of Tywin's mouth. The closest thing to a smile he'd shown all day.
Genna gave a half-smile back. "Just think carefully, brother. You're not marrying a cloak to keep out the cold. You're choosing the woman who'll help raise your house from what Father left behind."
She stepped back, returning to her chair.
"Don't build your future on resentment. You're too smart to make that mistake. But not, I think, too proud."
Tywin turned from the fire, cloak shifting around his shoulders.
"You've made your opinion known."
"Yes," Genna said. "And I'll keep making it until you stop looking at that girl like she's a blade you can't decide whether to sharpen or bury."
Genna studied him once more. "Just… be sure. That's all I'm saying. Don't choose her just because Joanna became… something else. Don't turn Serena into a replacement for someone who no longer fits."
Tywin's gaze sharpened, but Genna stood before he could speak again.
"I'm going to bed," she said breezily. "Enjoy your brooding."
She paused at the doorway, then added, "You could do worse, Tywin. And I suspect you know it."
Tywin's jaw tightened, but he said nothing more.
Then she was gone, leaving only the firelight and the quiet weight of spoken and unspoken truths behind her.
He stood still for a few minutes longer in the silence left behind, before he left the room with the same deliberate steps he'd entered it with.
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The letter arrived at dawn the next day.
The servant delivered it with no comment, but Serena noted the glance — the kind a man gives when he knows what he carries is weighted beyond ink and parchment.
She thanked him, closed the door, and sat at her desk. The wax was stamped with the sigil of House Lefford—the Golden Tooth, sharp and gleaming.
She broke it open with a steady thumb.
Her father's hand was unmistakable—sharp, slanted, as if the ink had been carved rather than written.
She read in silence, her mouth tightened into a flat line.