Chapter 6: Liam's Memories of Julian
The past lingered like a shadow, always there, always waiting. Liam's thoughts drifted back to Julian, to the fiery spirit that had once pulled him in with a force he couldn't resist.
Now, in the dimly lit room with Ethan and Maya, memories surfaced unbidden. Julian's laugh, bright and infectious, her fearless eyes challenging the world. He remembered whispered promises under starlit skies, promises that now felt hollow, like they'd belonged to someone else. A dull ache settled in his chest as he thought of that midnight summer, two years ago, when they'd shared stolen kisses and hushed conversations about dreams and fears.
Ethan watched him intently, eyes narrowed, as if he could sense Liam slipping away into another world. "What do you mean, she was different?" he asked, his voice low and edged with suspicion.
Liam took a breath, his voice coming out in a whisper. "Passionate, fiery... and broken." The words hung between them, heavy and laden with regret.
Maya's expression softened. "You loved her," she said quietly, her eyes searching Liam's face for confirmation.
He looked away. "I thought I did," he replied, the words tasting bitter. He had thought he loved her, and maybe he had, in a way. But Julian's love was intense, a storm that threatened to drown them both. Their relationship had left scars, invisible but deep.
Ethan's jaw tightened. "Maybe I wronged her too," he murmured, more to himself than anyone else. His guilt was palpable, a crack in his otherwise unbreakable facade. The events of last year lingered between them, unspoken yet potent, like poison.
Suddenly, Liam's phone buzzed, breaking the silence. The message was from an unknown number. He glanced down, his heart pounding as he read the words: *"Remember me, Liam?"*
His throat tightened. He whispered her name as if saying it might summon her from the shadows. "Julian?"
Maya's eyes widened, a hint of fear flickering in them. Ethan's face grew pale, his lips pressed into a thin line.
"What does she want?" Ethan asked, the tension in his voice mirroring the fear gnawing at Liam's insides.
Liam forced himself to sound resolute. "I'll handle it," he said, but the words felt fragile, like they might shatter at any moment. Doubts crept in, doubts about facing Julian, about the wounds they'd left open. He hadn't seen her since that night, since the last birthday party where things had spiraled so terribly out of control.
Could he face her again, the girl who knew his secrets, who had seen him at his most vulnerable and most cruel? He thought about their past, their passionate arguments, the way her touch had set his skin on fire. And he remembered the look on her face that night, the shattered, haunting look that had told him everything was over.
"Liam?" Ethan's voice cut through his thoughts, grounding him back in the present.
Liam glanced at Ethan, then at Maya, his mind made up. "I'll talk to her," he said, and he meant it.
Maya's gaze softened. "Be careful," she murmured, her worry evident.
He nodded, his heart thudding as he stepped out into the night, the cold air stinging his skin. Julian's next message came through almost instantly: *"Meet me at the old warehouse at midnight. -J"*
The old warehouse. Memories of their high school hangouts and secrets they'd shared rushed back to him, the echo of laughter in forgotten corners, the thrill of being young and reckless. But that place, like their friendship, had been abandoned, a relic of a past they'd tried to leave behind.
As the clock ticked closer to midnight, Liam's hands tightened around the steering wheel. With each passing second, he could feel the weight of Julian's ghost pressing down on him, her presence woven into the fabric of his memories. He drove in silence, the road stretching endlessly in front of him, his headlights cutting through the dark as he replayed fragments of their relationship in his mind: their laughter, her radiant smile, the way she'd held his hand as if he was her lifeline.
When he arrived, the warehouse loomed against the night sky, a forgotten skeleton cloaked in shadows. His headlights illuminated the entrance for a brief moment before he killed the engine, stepping out into the silence. A heavy fog clung to the air, thick and suffocating.
Julian stood just inside the open door, her silhouette partially hidden in shadow. Her face was veiled by the darkness, but her eyes glimmered in the faint moonlight, piercing and intense. He could hardly breathe as he approached, the memories crashing down on him like waves.
"Liam," she whispered, her voice soft yet accusing.
He swallowed, his voice strained. "Julian... why are you here?"
She took a step forward, her face catching the moonlight. There was a pain etched into her expression, a deep hurt that twisted her features. "You know why," she said bitterly, her voice barely containing the anger simmering beneath.
Liam felt a pang of guilt, the weight of the past pressing on him. "Is it... about us?"
Her eyes flashed, hurt turning to fury. "About us?" she repeated, her tone mocking. "You left me shattered, Liam. You walked away like I was nothing." Her words cut through him, each one a reminder of the part he'd played in their broken past.
In a sudden movement, Julian's arms wrapped around his waist, pulling him close. Her grip was fierce, almost desperate, and for a brief moment, he let himself melt into her embrace, feeling the ghosts of their past wrap around him. But then, as he held her, his mind betrayed him, and an image of Aria's bright smile, her gentle laughter, flashed through his mind. The guilt hit him hard, a reminder that he was no longer the boy who'd loved Julian with reckless abandon.
He pulled away gently, his heart aching. "Julian..." he whispered, struggling to find the right words.
Her eyes searched his face, confusion and hurt flashing across her features. She looked at him, like she was searching for the boy she'd once loved, but he was no longer there.
Without another word, Liam turned and walked out, each step heavier than the last. His heart pounded as he reached his car, desperate to leave the memories and pain behind. He jumped in, started the engine, and sped down the empty road, the warehouse shrinking in his rearview mirror.
As he drove, the silence was deafening, his mind a whirlwind of emotions. He saw Aria's face in his mind, the memory of her laughter mingling with Julian's haunted eyes. The two images tangled together, confusing and overwhelming him.
"Why Aria?" he muttered, his grip tightening on the steering wheel. He didn't know why her face kept flashing before him, why her gentle smile brought him a sense of calm even as he left Julian standing alone in the darkness.
The road stretched before him, endless and empty, and he let his thoughts swirl, trying to make sense of the storm inside him. He pushed the car faster, as if outrunning the memories that clung to him.
But he knew he couldn't escape them. Julian's pain, her words, her accusations—they were wounds he'd tried to forget but never really healed. He thought of the boy who had died, of the birthday party that had shattered everything, and of Julian's whispered threat, as if she held a power over him that he couldn't shake.
When he finally arrived back home, he parked and sat in the silence of the car, his heart still racing. He felt like he was caught in a tug-of-war between the past and present, Julian's pain and Aria's warmth. But one thing was certain: Julian wasn't done with him yet, and the past wouldn't let him go so easily.
As he stepped out of the car, he glanced at his phone, half-expecting another message. The screen stayed dark, but he could feel the weight of Julian's gaze, a silent promise that this was only the beginning.