The Bullies Eat Me Up

"Fuck..."

Yoo In-ha keeps rubbing her forehead, looking exhausted.

"Why? Didn't sleep?"

"A little..."

She's crashing at Juha's place for now.

Money and food are issues, but...

Being alone makes her anxious, like she can't handle it.

Keeps having bad dreams too...

"Sleeping on the floor? Bring your bed. You got a car."

"Car's wrecked."

"Oh."

Juha scratches her cheek, yawning.

Guess there's no choice. Stack some blankets or something...

"Fuck... had a shitty dream."

"What dream?"

"Bad one."

Bad dream?

Juha blinks.

She mentioned a dream about getting jumped yesterday too.

"By Joonhyung?"

"No, fuck, what's that bullshit? That asshole. Why would Joonhyung jump me?"

"Tch."

Wouldn't a dream of Joonhyung banging her be funnier?

Bet it'd be hilarious.

"Fuck, so shitty..."

Yoo In-ha flops back, pulling the blanket over.

Fucking awful dream...

Couldn't pay her debts, so she got gangbanged in it.

'Damn it.'

Hairy chests and stomachs...

Weird-ass smells...

Just thinking about it makes her skin crawl.

"Ugh—" Yoo In-ha shudders, huffing.

"So stop saying weird shit. Your dumb talk keeps showing up in my dreams, fucker."

"Hmm..."

Too far?

Was just teasing...

Guess her mental's pretty shaky today...

"Won't do it, won't do it."

"Ugh..."

Yoo In-ha closes her eyes, sighing.

Not really Juha's fault...

I'm the one who fucked up...

"But I'll talk about Joonhyung. His dreams are better, right?"

"Fuck no..."

Haha, fuck...

Yoo In-ha curses but laughs.

Fucking serious, you bitch... why you trying to be funny...

"Fuck, so ridiculous..."

"Joonhyung dreams are better, huh? Your lips are curling up. You into him or what?"

"Stop talking shit..."

Shouldn't have come, fuck...

Wanna go home...

Yoo In-ha laughs, turning away.

What a dumbass, thinking Juha would comfort her...

"Gonna shower."

"Yeah..."

Yoo In-ha sighs, closing her eyes again.

Joonhyung... Joonhyung...

Fuck, Juha, you bitch...

*Ugh...*

Joonhyung...

Never even dreamed about him.

No reason to.

Him jumping me? Funny to think about.

I'd smack his head and gut-punch him a few times, done. Doesn't even show up in dreams.

In a dream, I'd beat his ass... imagining him charging like a dog and getting wrecked is kinda funny.

"Hmm..."

Sex with Joonhyung.

Fuck, my brain just stops.

Can't imagine it.

*Huff... huff... hng...*

Fuck, tried imagining it, and it's instantly awful.

Don't even wanna think about penetration...

Just picturing him panting and moving on top—

I'd headbutt him and beat him till he can't breathe. Die! Get choked out!

*Joonhyung... feels good? You like it?*

Agh, fuck!

Imagining him shaking his hips, drooling—fucking gross.

If his drool hit my face...

I'd grab his balls and crush them with my bare hands.

*Ugh...*

Still better than that hairy gangster asshole?

Compared to that disgusting chest and stomach hair...

Joonhyung's... better? Ugh, fuck...

*Fuck...*

Juha's making me think shitty thoughts...

Being around her fills my head with crap...

Funny, but fuck...

*Sip...*

How'd Juha do it?

Is her stomach made of steel, or is she just brainless?

Can't imagine going all the way.

"Hmm..."

Is it his looks or just his whole existence?

Honestly, not his looks.

I sometimes imagine doing it with an ugly guy.

Like, "You're lucky, be grateful." That vibe.

But Joonhyung...

*Sip...*

Just too pathetic? Or just... gross.

Cross-dressed Joonhyung...

Even his girly face doesn't help.

Feels worse—girly face, but shaking hips? Fucking creepy.

*Ugh...*

Sucking dick, maybe I could manage.

Don't look at the face, just treat it like a stick and go hard...

But penetration? No way, fuck...

"Fuck..."

Coming here's making me more tired...

Yoo In-ha stands shakily, eyes hollow.

Gotta go to school, but I just wanna lie down...

"Sigh."

Juha steps out, shaking off water.

My eyes go to her chest. Damn, nice nipples.

"Feel like they got bigger?"

"What, mine?"

"Yeah."

Yoo In-ha hugs her knees, propping her chin.

Fucking magical tits...

"Probably 'cause of my period."

"Mine don't grow during that time."

"Drink more milk."

Fuck...

Always with the milk bullshit.

Big-tit girls never drank milk, but they always bring it up. Pisses me off.

"Ugh—"

If I had that body, I'd rule the world.

Yoo In-ha stares at Juha.

How'd she do it with Joonhyung?

Can't wrap my head around that thought process...

"What time's school? Not going?"

"Dunno."

Don't wanna go, fuck...

Yoo In-ha flops back, blinking.

Gotta decide soon.

Can't keep delaying...

Says I start paying next month, but that means I need money ready now.

Heard it takes time for income to come in...

Gotta start right away if I'm doing it.

Can start a new channel or piggyback on Juha's.

Decided to try a couple on Juha's and see the response.

Good thing Juha's lending me a ton of her earnings...

*Ugh...*

Am I overthinking?

Juha did it...

Maybe it's not a big deal once you try?

Her words from yesterday come back.

"You'll meet dozens of people in life...

Might as well do it with Joonhyung.

It's not like he leaves a mark."

*Fuck...*

Problem is it leaves a mark in my head...

But it kinda makes sense...

Life's long, maybe it's not a big deal. Or maybe it is...

"Ugh—"

Being with Juha's rubbing off on me...

"Yo, your phone's buzzing. KakaoTalk."

"Who?"

No one messages this early.

Juha squints, lifting the phone.

"Joonhyung sent you something."

...

That damn Joonhyung...

Ugh...

"What's it say?"

"Come look."

Sigh...

Yoo In-ha crawls over, leaning on Juha's back.

Her cool, crisp scent hits hard.

Would rather fuck Juha...

That'd be way better.

"Why not just do it with you?

Better than him."

"What's that bullshit?"

Juha shoves her off, looking disgusted.

Yoo In-ha gapes, flustered.

"How do you do it with a girl? Weird-ass talk."

...

So it's not weird with Joonhyung?

Fuck, seriously...

Yoo In-ha sighs, grabbing her phone. Juha turns, asking, "What'd Joonhyung say?"

"Haven't opened it yet..."

---

Ugh... women's legal issues...

Women's help center...

Why the fuck am I looking up Yoo In-ha's problems?

"Women's help center..."

There's a youth women's help center too.

So many of these...

Seems like they help with women's legal issues.

"Ugh..."

Headache.

Looks like there's a lot of support for women.

Legal advice is basically always available...

Case studies show they help with a ton of stuff.

Couldn't Yoo In-ha get help here?

I send her a bunch of center website links on KakaoTalk.

But thinking about it...

With her brain, she probably won't get it.

Fuck, do I have to do everything for her?

My fucking life...

Festival day three.

Cross-dressing got shot down again.

Student council's hesitating.

Don't wanna start a fire, they say...

Heard if it's controversial all festival, it's a problem.

But the last day, they might quietly allow it.

Typical school bullshit...

So just the first and last day for cross-dressing?

Fuck, all that for two days?

Not doing it all four days is nice, though...

"Still fun, right? Have a drink."

"You looked pretty. Have a drink."

...

That weird speech pattern's back.

They stopped using it, but now everyone's hooked again...

Fine...

Was a good experience, I guess.

But why not make me look hot instead?

There's makeup to make guys handsome, right?

After the festival, I'm hitting a salon. My bangs are poking my nose...

[Yoo In-ha: How's it work?]

[Yoo In-ha: Just call them?]

[Yoo In-ha: Yo, come to Juha's place.]

...

Knew it.

Might as well drag her to the women's center myself.

But why Juha's place again?

Allowance cut, so she's crashing there?

...No way, right?

[Juha: Yo, Joonhyung.]

[Juha: Buy condoms on the way.]

...Huh?

Condoms? Why?

What... what's the plan? You don't use condoms...

Something feels off. What's this?

[Why condoms?]

[Juha: lol]

What... what's that?

Just two letters, but it feels ominous.

What's the plan?

[Juha: Just buy some.]

[Juha: You know where, right?]

Like I wouldn't...

Convenience store, probably. Never bought them, but...

They're together, right?

What're they talking about? Fucking scary...