Remaried Empress

"Your Majesty, the Grand Duke Lilteang has sent you a gift of silk from a foreign land."

The ladies-in-waiting had finished preparing me for the day earlier than usual, so I sat with them as I drank my breakfast coffee. In the meanwhile, Prince Liltaiang had sent a servant bearing a gift.

I looked up from my coffee cup and examine the item on the servant's outstretched hands. It was a gorgeous blue silk cloth that shone like the scales of a cutlassfish.

I sighed and put down my coffee. The silk looked beautiful and expensive, but it was hard to accept it purely considering the intentions of the sender.

Prince Liltiang was Sovieshu's uncle, and two years older than his nephew. Although he had no desire to be the emperor, he regularly bribed me and asked me for favors since I became the empress. If I accepted the gift, there was certain to be difficult demands attached to it.

"Thank you, but tell him that I cannot accept it because it would cause a misunderstanding."

This had happened many times before, and the servant smiled awkwardly as if he expected it too. He murmured a respectful a "Yes" and stepped back.

"The gentleman hasn't gotten tired yet."

When the door closed, Countess Eliza spoke her mind and the others burst into laughter. The atmosphere was so peaceful again.

Quite unexpectedly, a second visitor was announced. I went to the central palace after breakfast every morning, so few visitors came here in the early hours. But two people in one morning? I allowed admittance of the visitor, although I remained curious.

Fortunately, the second visitor was not a servant of a noble who offered bribes, but an official who came to coordinate the day's agenda. It was not a difficult task, and after exchanging a few words he left.

To my surprise, a third visitor appeared.

This time, it was Rashta, who I thought I would rarely meet face-to-face.

"Rashta? Really?"

I looked back at the guard in surprise. He bowed his head and answered "Yes" with a look of contempt. Countess Eliza clicked her tongue again.

"Why does she dare came here?"

The guard did not know; he only stood by the door and announced the arrival visitors. However, it seemed like he felt responsible telling me the news, and he had an embarrassed expression on his face. Countess Eliza turned to me anxiously.

"Will you receive her, Your Highness?"

"Well..."

Frankly, I did not want to meet her at all. Why should I be obligated to see someone that would only hurt my feelings? Someday, I may be able to laugh and talk with Sovieshu even if he has many beautiful concubines by his side. That time wasn't now, however, and it was still difficult for me to treat Sovieshu's lover in an easy manner.

However...

"Let her in."

Countess Eliza cried out in surprise.

"Your Majesty!"

I picked up the handle of the half-full cup of coffee. I did not want to see her, but Rashta was just a concubine, and Sovieshu's first love...was it love? The first woman he loved. Sovieshu had been chilly towards me since she first appeared, and I did not want to fight with him again. Even if I could not love him passionately, I did not want to be hated by the Emperor. I could tolerate just this one visit.

"This our second time meeting, Your Majesty. I am Rashta."

I didn't know if she was pretending to neither know nor care about the incident Laura, but Rashta greeted me with a bright smile as soon as she came in.

Countess Eliza did not hide her displeasure and sat back in stony silence, while I schooled my facial muscles into something as blank as possible. Fortunately, I had a great deal of practice in hiding my emotions in less than ideal situations.

" ...Unlike before, I am sure you are his concubine. Congratulations."

"Thank you!"

I gave a mechanical greeting...what was I supposed to say now? I thought over it for a moment and decided to go straight to the point.

"What brings you here?"

"What brings me here?"

"?"

"You and I are like sisters now, Your Majesty. Family."

Countess Eliza was caught by surprise and choked on her cold coffee. She placed her hand in front of her mouth as she coughed and glared at Rashta. I was equally bewildered. What did I just hear? Sisters? Family?

"Family?"

"Because we have the same husband. "

My smooth face almost cracked. I fought to keep down a twitching nerve. The concubine contract was literally a contract, and they were not recognized as part of the Imperial Family. During the contract a concubine could receive a favorable amount of wealth, but if the contract was not extended, she had to leave the Imperial Palace. The children born by the concubine were not considered princes or princesses, even if they were fathered by the emperor.

Yet now the girl considers us family just because we had the same husband? There were so many errors in that statement that I didn't even know where to start. As I tamed my thoughts, Rashta gathered both of her hands together.

"May I call you sister?"

The air chilled around me. I pressed my lips down. This was the limit of my generosity.

"No."

Rashta's expression dropped. She blinked her eyes and stared at me as if in fright. As if she never anticipated answer like this. That was more amazing to me. She practically said, "Yes, let's be sisters. I took away your husband, but can we get along?"

"Is it because you don't like Rashta?"

Her large, doe-like eyes began to well with tears.

"It's not a matter about hating you."

Of course I hated her.

"You may have become the Emperor's concubine, but are not my sister."

I tried to explain this difficult truth with a smile, but Rashta only seemed to cry more. She must have thought I was ridiculing her. Smiling didn't work, so I wiped it away and decided to end our meeting there.

"Leave."

After Rashta left, everyone in the room looked around in shock.

"Indeed...I really don't know what to say about her."

Countess Eliza was dumbfounded. And so were the other ladies-in-waiting. Most of them had never met an emperor's concubine before, let alone one that called on the empress. With a frown, I turned to the oldest lady-in-waiting.

"Is that what a concubine is like?"

Although I had been in and out of the Imperial Palace since I was young, I had never met any of the previous emperor's concubines while being educated in court. I hadn't been old enough to debut in society yet, and so I had nothing to do with the concubines of the late emperor.

"Concubines rarely see the empress. It would only hurt each other's feelings, and the concubines don't want to be disliked by her."

"..."

Maybe Sovieshu liked a character like Rashta. Countess Eliza sighed.

"She will need lady-in-waiting sooner or later. The Emperor says she is a commoner, but I am afraid she is not like a commoner at all. I wonder if any young woman would want to be the lady-in-waiting of the concubine..."

"When I visited her, she told me I was a concubine, but not her sister. Is that how it's supposed to be, Baron Lant? Or does the Empress hate me?"

After the contract signing ceremony was over, it was Baron Lant that managed most of Rashta's affairs. He visited her today without any particular purpose, and was surprised when he heard this unexpected tale.

"You visited the Empress?"

"Yes...she sent a gift to Rashta. I thought I should go and greet her if she sent a gift..."

Baron Lant groaned and pinched his forehead. Rashta tilted her head.

"What is it? Did Rashta do something wrong?"

"Worse than that..."

"?"

"The positions of Miss Rashta and the Empress are in opposition of each other."

"Why? They both serve the same husband."

Is that what Rashta said to the Empress! Baronet Lant was momentarily dizzy. However, Rashta's dark, huge eyes convinced him she acted out of innocence. One did not hold children accountable like adults. Rashta was more ignorant of aristocratic society than even aristocratic children, and so he had to show some consideration. But even so...

"Rashta, did anyone stop you when you said you were going to visit the Empress?"

"Cherily and Kisu?"

"Who are they?"

"Rashta's maids. The Emperor assigned them."

"Other than those servant girls...do you have a lady-in-waiting?"

Rashta tilted her head again.

"No?"

Baron Lant stood up from his seat with a determined look. On that note, he went back to Emperor Sovieshu and reported on his visit with Rashta.

"Your Majesty. Rashta is now your concubine, but she is ignorant of aristocratic society. She has her maids, but she is also in need of a lady-in-waiting."

Another secretary listening from the side commented with, "Would a noblewoman would want to serve a commoner like Rashta?"

"Rashta is not the first commoner to become a concubine."

Baron Lant snapped back at the secretary, then turned to plead again with the Emperor.

"You should at least give her a lady-in-waiting to guide her in aristocratic society."

Sovieshu made a sound of agreement.

"It was something I had already been thinking about, Baron Lant."

"Yes, Your Majesty."

"Find a lady-in-waiting that will be responsible for helping Rashta."

"Yes, Your Majesty."

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I was strolling through the gardens at the western palace, when I saw a large, handsome bird perched on a huge flower, picking its feathers.

"What a strange bird."

The ladies-in-waiting hadn't noticed it, as they were busy chattering on the futility of Sovieshu's secretaries trying to find a lady-in-waiting for Rashta.

I approached it carefully by myself. When I reached out my hand, the bird quickly hopped on. It shook its wings and nuzzled its beak against the back of my hand, as if accustomed to humans.

'Was this bird raised by nobles?'

As I stroked its small head, I noticed a small piece of paper tied on its foot. I opened it, and found a handwritten note in small script.

– I'm a foreign guest who will arrive at New Year's Day. Wrote this after drinking.

I let out a laugh, and the ladies-in-waiting came over to see what had happened.

"Oh, that's new."

"Pretty."

"What a handsome bird. What is it called?"

"I know it's a bird that's difficult to tame...isn't it used for hunting?"

When I showed them the letter, the ladies-in-waiting grinned and encouraged me to write back. I smiled broadly. Was this really from a drunk foreigner? There will be many foreign ambassadors arriving here for New Year's Day, so it wouldn't be unusual...

Usually the birds flew towards a bird pagoda that gave off a unique scent that attracted them. It was amazing how this bird flew all this way. I took out a small pocket pen that I always carried with me, and another lady-in-waiting retrieved a piece of paper from nearby.

– A drunken bird flies back. If it finds the right way, it will be better off than its master.

The ladies craned their heads to watch me write the letter and burst out in laughter again. I tucked away the pen, watered the bird, then tied my note onto its leg. The bird nuzzled its beak against my hand again and flew away.

"How adorable."

"That bird seems to like the Empress."

"Yes, isn't it amazing that it only goes to the Empress?"

When I returned to my room after listening to the ladies chatter about birds, I found one of Sovieshu's secretaries waiting for me.

"What's going on?"

It looked like he had been waiting for a while, and he answered immediately.

"The Emperor has summoned you."

The ladies' faces hardened. As well as mine. The pleasure of seeing the handsome bird disappeared, and my heart became stiff. Before, I never minded when Sovieshu called for me, but now I couldn't help but think "What else is going on?"

"...I understand."

Rashta was now a concubine, and I turned away her attempts to be more friendly with me than was necessary. That was it. Shouldn't it be the end?

'Is he going to criticize me for not calling her my sister...? No. No matter how much he thinks of her, it's not to that degree.'

Sovieshu had seen his mother as he grew up, and knew how empresses and concubines were like.

"Please wait."

After entering my room, I took off my walking dress and changed into a more formal one. Fortunately, I did not run across Rashta again when I followed the secretary to the Emperor's room.

I walked in, and Sovieshu offered me a cup of tea and immediately entered into conversation.

"While concubines don't require a lady-in-waiting as much as the empress, they should still have one or two to attend to them. I'm will give Rashta one or two as well."

"So I've heard. I see your secretaries are searching around."

"...Yet after a few days, no noblewomen have come forward."

"Is that so?"

"I think they are not coming forward because the Empress, the palace's owner, is not coming forward. So can the Empress herself find a lady-in-waiting for Rashta?"