Chapter 6: A Pause in the Game
Samantha stared blankly at the blinking cursor on her screen. The illustration deadline loomed, but her mind refused to cooperate. Her usually vibrant strokes felt forced, mechanical. She leaned back in her chair and rubbed her temples, silently willing her thoughts to focus.
But they wouldn't. Because her thoughts kept going back to Luke.
For weeks now, their story had been unfolding like something out of a dream. Spontaneous meetups, deep conversations, lingering glances. The world outside slowed down when he was near his words stitched into her day like a secret melody. She had allowed herself to believe in it. In him. In them.
Until yesterday.
It had started innocently enough. She'd shown up at their usual café, her sketchbook tucked under her arm and a new story to share. But Luke was already there seated across from a woman she didn't recognize. They were laughing. Her hand was on his wrist.
Samantha had frozen.
He hadn't noticed her at first, not until she shifted her weight and the bell above the door jingled. His eyes met hers and then widened slightly. He stood abruptly, said something to the woman, then made his way toward her.
"Hey, Sam," he said, too quickly. "This isn't what it looks like."
That phrase so cliché, so poorly timed hit her like a slap. Her gut twisted. "Oh, really?" she asked, trying to sound casual. "Because it kind of looks like you're on a date."
"No," he said, shaking his head. "She's just a friend from well, from before. She's back in town for a bit."
"You looked… comfortable."
Luke paused. "We've known each other a long time."
She nodded, her smile brittle. "Right."
And that was it. She turned and left before he could say anything else. The ache in her chest had been unexpected, sharp, and oddly familiar.
Now, sitting alone in her apartment, she couldn't decide if she'd overreacted or if she was just scared. Scared that she'd let herself fall too easily. Scared that Luke might have another life one she didn't know about, one that included women who laughed a little too closely and touched his arm like they still belonged there.
Her phone buzzed.
Luke: Please talk to me. It wasn't a date. Can I come over?
She stared at the message.
Part of her wanted to say yes. To let him explain. But another part the one that remembered heartbreak, betrayal, and being left behind was louder tonight.
She turned the phone over and let the silence reclaim her room.
Luke paced back and forth in his apartment, running a hand through his hair for the fifth time in ten minutes. He hated how things had gone. He hated that she'd walked away before he could explain.
Claire had been his friend, once something more, a long time ago. But that flame had died out years back extinguished without bitterness, just mutual understanding. Seeing her again had stirred nostalgia, nothing more. But of course, from the outside, it must've looked bad. He should've been more careful. More considerate.
And now, he feared he'd broken something fragile something that had barely begun to bloom.
He typed another message, then deleted it. Again and again.
How do you tell someone that they mean more to you than you've had time to say? How do you stop a misunderstanding from becoming a wall?
Three days passed.
No messages. No café visits. No silly drawings left on napkins or texts about muffins.
Samantha threw herself into work, trying to erase the echo of Luke's absence with deadlines and charcoal sketches. But every drawing had his face in it. Every silence, his voice.
She hated how much space he took up in her mind.
On the fourth day, a package arrived at her doorstep. No return label. No name. Just her name written in careful script.
Inside, she found a sketchbook.
On the first page was a simple drawing of her, sitting at their favorite café table, head tilted with a half-smile. Above it, a note: "I miss you like crazy. I'm still learning how to be good at this. But I know I want to try with you. Luke"
Her heart squeezed.
She turned the page. Another sketch this time of Luke, nervously holding a muffin with "Sorry" written in icing.
She couldn't help but laugh.
It was silly. Sweet. Honest.
And it was him.
That evening, she walked to the café. Not to meet him, not necessarily. Just to feel close to the place where it had all started.
But there he was.
Sitting by the window, a muffin in front of him, notebook in hand.
As if he'd been waiting every day since.
She stood frozen for a moment, unsure. But then he looked up and their eyes met.
He stood slowly, cautious, hopeful. "Hi," he said, his voice softer than she remembered.
"Hi," she replied.
He took a breath. "I didn't mean to hurt you. I should've introduced Claire, explained… I just panicked."
"I know," she said. "I overreacted. It wasn't just about her. It was… everything. I've been hurt before, and I guess I jumped to conclusions to protect myself."
Luke stepped closer. "You don't have to protect yourself from me, Sam. But I get it. I'll show you, not just say it. I want this for real."
She looked at him. Really looked.
The apology was in his eyes. The affection. The sincerity.
She reached into her bag and pulled out the sketchbook. "You're lucky I like muffins," she said with a smile.
His relief was immediate. He laughed. "I brought a backup apology muffin. Just in case."
"I'll take it," she said, walking to the table.
As they sat, something settled between them not just the tension, but also the unspoken promise that they'd try. That they'd learn each other's bruises and be gentle with them.
Not every love story was flawless. But the real ones? They were messy, honest, and full of second chances.
And sometimes, all it took was a muffin, a sketchbook, and a little bit of courage to press play again.