Playful love

Chapter 4: Secrets and Shared Dreams



Three weeks had passed since their first date. The café visits continued, but they felt different now softer. Warmer. Less like a game and more like home.

Samantha noticed it in the smallest details. How Luke now always sat on her right, because he'd remembered she liked the light coming in from the left for sketching. How he texted her lines of poetry at odd hours sometimes his, sometimes stolen from Rumi or Neruda. And how he called just to say, "I saw a dog wearing sunglasses today, and I had to tell someone."

They hadn't defined it. No titles. No heavy talks. But the shift was unmistakable.

One Friday evening, Samantha invited Luke over to her studio apartment. It smelled of vanilla, cinnamon, and watercolors. Luke stepped in like he was entering a library careful, reverent, eyes wide.

"I've imagined this place," he said, setting down the takeout bag he'd brought. "But it's even more… Sam."

She arched a brow. "What does that mean?"

He pointed. "You have a plant wearing a scarf."

"It gets cold near the window!"

Luke smiled. "Of course it does."

They ate Thai food on the floor, sitting cross-legged on an old woven rug. Her sketchbooks were piled in one corner, her laptop in another. The place was small, but it felt expansive with Luke in it as if his presence made every inch feel more alive.

After dinner, they sipped tea from mismatched mugs. Sam offered him one with a faded sloth on it and the words Not Today.

Luke turned it slowly in his hand. "This is deeply relatable."

"I thought of you," she said, grinning.

Then came a silence. Comfortable, at first. Then thicker. He was looking around again at the pinned illustrations on her corkboard, the rows of books lining the shelves, the doodles on her wall calendar.

"What?" she asked.

He hesitated. "Can I ask something… real?"

She nodded.

He pointed to a watercolor portrait near her window a soft, slightly abstract image of a girl sitting on a rooftop at dusk, her hair blowing in the wind. "That one. She looks like you. Is it?"

Sam took a breath. "Yeah. It is. I painted it two years ago. When I almost left the city."

His eyes softened. "Why didn't you?"

She looked away. "Fear. Hope. Both."

He stayed quiet, waiting.

"I had just gotten out of something complicated. Not quite a relationship, not quite a friendship. The kind that leaves bruises but no labels. I was exhausted. I thought maybe moving back to my hometown would make it easier to breathe again."

"But you stayed."

She nodded. "Because I realized I'd rather be lonely in a place I loved than safe in a place that no longer fit me."

Luke reached out, his hand covering hers. "That's brave."

She looked up, surprised. "Most people call it reckless."

"Only the ones who've never had to rebuild themselves," he said softly.

Another silence. This time warmer.

Then he added, "I almost moved too. Last year. I got an offer to work on a travel documentary team. They wanted someone to write and film stories across South America. It was a dream gig."

Sam blinked. "That sounds incredible. Why didn't you take it?"

"I didn't know, at the time," he said. "I told myself it was because of my brother he was going through something, and I didn't want to leave him. But now, I think it's because… I was scared I'd be running away instead of toward something."

She gave a soft smile. "Maybe we're both bad at escaping."

"Or maybe," he said, "we just needed to stay long enough to find something worth staying for."

Her chest fluttered. His words weren't flashy, but they landed like thunder. She wasn't used to being spoken to like that gently, honestly, like her soul was being seen and not just her smile.

"Can I show you something?" she asked.

He nodded, and she stood, walking to her closet. From the top shelf, she pulled out a large leather-bound journal. It was worn, edges softened from years of use.

"I've never shown this to anyone," she said, handing it over.

He opened it slowly. Inside were page after page of character sketches, story snippets, concept notes an entire children's book in progress.

"You're writing your own book?" he asked, amazed.

"I've illustrated for others for years. But I've always wanted to write and illustrate one myself. I just… never had the courage."

He flipped a few more pages, pausing at one of a fox and a badger sitting under a mushroom umbrella.

"This is brilliant," he said, genuinely. "You have to finish it."

She laughed, but it was nervous. "What if no one likes it?"

"Then I'll buy every copy myself and gift them to strangers until it becomes a cult classic," he replied without missing a beat.

Sam chuckled. "That's a very Luke answer."

"Sam," he said, closing the book and meeting her eyes. "You don't need anyone's permission to tell your story."

His sincerity made her want to cry. Or kiss him. Or both.

"You always say the right thing," she murmured.

"No, I just say what I feel. You're the one who makes it sound like truth."

The tea had gone cold, the rain had started, and the city was humming quietly outside her window.

She moved closer. "Can I tell you something else?"

"Anything."

"I used to think love had to be dramatic," she whispered. "Big gestures. Grand pain. Intensity so loud it drowns everything else."

Luke tilted his head. "And now?"

"Now I think maybe it's this," she said. "Warm tea, shared stories, and someone who reminds you to finish your dreams."

His hand brushed her cheek. "Then I'm definitely in trouble."

Their kiss was different this time not the eager spark of something new, but the steady burn of something real. When they pulled away, Luke rested his forehead against hers.

"I have a secret dream too," he said.

She grinned. "Do tell."

"I want to write a book of poems," he said. "Tiny ones. About love and awkwardness and moonlight and pancakes."

She laughed. "That's the most Luke thing I've ever heard."

"And you," he added, "are in every single one of them."

Her heart caught in her throat. She leaned in again, whispering against his lips.

"Then you better start writing. Because I'm not going anywhere."


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