Chapter 7: The Awkward Truce and a Digital Message
The rest of the Cultural Festival passed in a blur of surreal, agonizing tension. Our truce, born of mutual shock, was put to the immediate test. We didn't speak. We didn't make eye contact. We became masters of avoidance, using the crowded festival as a shield.
The war, however, required communication.
"Daiki," I said, my voice low. "Go to the Poetry Cafe. Find out how many customers they've served in the last hour. Do not, under any circumstances, speak to Hoshino. Talk to the other one. The vice-president."
"A spy mission! You got it, boss!" he'd said, saluting before bumbling off.
Across the hall, I could only imagine a similar scene was playing out. A few minutes later, Yuna Fujiwara appeared at our doorway, her smile strained as she addressed one of my classmates. "Excuse me, could you possibly tell me where your class sourced your disposable cups? Hoshino-san was curious about the supplier."
It was absurd. We were two generals commanding our armies from opposing hills, using our bewildered friends as messengers, all to avoid a single, five-second interaction. Yuna and Daiki kept exchanging confused, suspicious glances. They knew something had shifted between us. The fiery, head-on rivalry had been replaced by a cold, meticulous avoidance that was, in its own way, far more intense. We were two magnets flipped to the same polarity, repelling each other with a powerful, invisible force.
When the festival finally ended and the closing ceremony was over, I didn't wait to help clean up. I muttered an excuse to Daiki, grabbed my bag, and fled.
My bedroom, usually a sanctuary of organized chaos, felt like a cage. I didn't bother turning on the lights. I just collapsed onto my bed, the phantom noise of the festival still ringing in my ears. I threw an arm over my eyes, but the image was seared onto the back of my eyelids: Akari Hoshino's face, pale with horrified realization.
Aria.
The elegant, passionate, and fiercely intelligent writer I had admired from afar for over a year... was the rigid, terrifying, and flawlessly perfect Student Council President.
A groan escaped my lips. It was a sound of pure, unadulterated humiliation.
Every single time I had complained to Aria about the "Ice Queen's" tyranny, I had been complaining directly to the Ice Queen. Every piece of witty, sympathetic advice she had given me for dealing with my nemesis was her giving me advice on how to handle herself. Our entire online relationship, the one place I felt truly understood, was a colossal, cosmic farce. I had been venting about a woman to her own face, and she had been nodding along.
I felt like the biggest fool in human history.
The pristine order of my room did nothing to soothe the maelstrom in my mind. I sat on the edge of my perfectly made bed, my posture, for once, anything but straight. My hands were clasped in my lap to stop them from shaking.
Kite.
The pragmatic, witty, and surprisingly supportive author whose structural genius I depended on... was Renji Tanaka. The lazy, sarcastic boy who I considered the ultimate waste of human potential.
The memory of our arguments burned in my mind. Our debate in the hallway over Stardust Sonata wasn't a literary discussion; it was a creator's dispute. He wasn't just being a cynic; he was defending his "Kite" philosophy of marketability and plot. I wasn't just being a snob; I was defending my "Aria" philosophy of prose and soul. We had laid our creative identities bare to each other, armed with the passionate conviction that the other person was a stranger who just didn't understand.
The humiliation was a physical thing, a hot flush that spread from my neck to my cheeks. He knew. He knew the secret, passionate side of me I hid from everyone. He had seen the "real" me, long before I had ever seen him. He had read my most vulnerable thoughts, my most heartfelt descriptions, my most romantic prose.
And I had called him a delinquent. A detriment to the school. A lazy degenerate.
The floor felt like it could swallow me whole.
Inevitably, my laptop called to me. The screen lit up my dark room. I stared at the NexusWrite icon for a long time before my cursor, seemingly of its own volition, clicked on it.
The platform loaded. And my heart stopped.
At the top of my contacts list, the small circle next to his name was glowing green.
[Kite] is online.
He was there. Waiting. Or maybe he was just as paralyzed as I was. What do you say? What can you possibly say? Hello, arch-nemesis, I trust you had a pleasant day of mutual psychological destruction? Shall we brainstorm the next chapter of our heart-wrenching romance novel?
The blinking cursor in our chat window was a silent mockery. The silence stretched, thick and suffocating. A minute. Five minutes. Ten. It was a digital standoff, a new kind of cold war fought with unspoken words. My fingers hovered over the keyboard, useless.
Then, three dots appeared. Kite is typing...
They vanished. Then appeared again. He was hesitating, just as I was. Finally, a message popped into the chat. It was short. It was blunt. It was impersonal.
[Kite]: We have a deadline. Chapter 9 is due to our editor on Wednesday.
I stared at the words. He hadn't mentioned the festival. He hadn't mentioned the reveal. He had sidestepped the entire emotional, chaotic minefield and pointed directly at the one thing that still bound us together. Our work. Our responsibility.
They were the most pragmatic, unfeeling, and strangely comforting words I could have imagined. They were a lifeline. A reminder that beneath the layers of "Renji" and "Akari," we were still "Zero." And Zero had a job to do.
It grounded me. The frantic spinning of my thoughts slowed. My duty, my professionalism... that was something I could hold onto.
My fingers, no longer trembling, moved to my own keyboard. I typed a reply that matched his tone perfectly. A simple acknowledgment of our new, terribly awkward reality.
[Aria]: I know.