I really don't want to be a disaster

"Buzzing—"

Yi Lin's thinking was pale and colorless.At this moment, he felt that his condition could be called "Yirin Wumi".

He couldn't accurately describe this feeling with appropriate words.

At the beginning, when Yi Lin thought that the endless darkness was just a piece of pure darkness, there was no disturbance in his heart.

But when Yi Lin discovered that the boundless shadow was actually an octopus queen.

Only then did he deeply realize his own insignificance.

If that monster is the sky, then Yi Lin is a speck of dust creeping under the sky.

If that monster is the deep sea, then Yi Lin is a paramecium in the deep sea.

If we say that monster is the vast universe, then Yi Lin is like the dust swaying with the strong wind on a certain galaxy or a certain planet in the universe.

Floating in the world, a drop in the ocean, perhaps refers to this feeling.

At that moment, various illusions appeared in front of Yi Lin's eyes.

Yes.

He knew it was an illusion—

Molly's long grave;

Ling Yiyi was covered in blood;

the world is devastated;

His head is alone in the dunes;

Covered with ugly bloodthirsty bugs;

A friend devoured by countless tentacles;

Parents who never existed but were torn to pieces;

All kinds of phantoms, in a moment, a moment, a moment, compressed in a time point of an infinitesimal concept, rushed into Yi Lin's brain like a bomb.

boom!

then,

Blasted.

Yi Lin was paralyzed all over.

Limbs trembling.

Hug together.

Yi Lin sank into the abyss, the light in front of him disappeared, and he was gradually buried in the boundless darkness, never seeing the light of day.

Is it a curse that makes Yi Lin feel all kinds of illusions?Is it a mental attack?Is it some kind of energy?

No.

It's not such a superficial thing.

fear.

correct.

This feeling is a long-lost fear.

Yi Lin's body... No, at this moment, he doesn't have a body.

It should be said that he is falling into the endless abyss in the form of a spiritual state, like a soul.

But no matter how deep and how far he fell, the darkness in the distance and the little green light still remained unchanged.It seems that this feeling is also understandable, because the size of the monster has reached a certain level.Even if Yi Lin fell a thousand, ten thousand, or a hundred thousand meters, to that octopus monster, it was just the distance from the sexy upper eyelashes to the melancholy lower eyelashes, without much change.

"Are you surprised, are you surprised?"

suddenly.

In Yi Lin's ear, "his" voice rang out for no reason.

It's... Muto Irin!

he came!

boom!

The pitch-black slime condensed into the shape of two guns in Muto Irin's hands.

The cold and ruthless bullet pierced Yi Lin's heart.

On Yi Lin's forehead, [Resentment] After enduring a "death", a crack opened silently, and black blood flowed out from the crack.

【Ten bodies of death】!

Even though Yi Lin was in the special posture of "spiritual state", he had already activated the equipment skill [Ten Dead Body] on [Resentment] before that. The ability of [Ten Dead Body] is a life-defying skill that can withstand ten "death" attacks and forcefully maintain the life value at the last trace.

If [Bloodthirsty Calamity] is currently the last hole card for output, then [Ten Dead Bodies] is Yi Lin's last hole card for survival.

click.

The dead skin on the forehead cracked again.

But in an instant, the gap on [Grudge] healed strangely, intact as before, as if it had never been broken.

Muto Irin looked at her hands in surprise.

He originally wanted to fire a second shot.

But, I can't do it anymore.

In an instant, he understood why.

"Sure enough, there is only one chance."

Muto Irin looked rather regretful.

The fear in Yi Lin's heart disappeared.

To be precise, it is absorbed by the dead skin.

At that moment, the "fear"... or "despair" that arose in Yi Lin's heart was enough to give [Resentment] a full meal. [Complaint] The cards are very good, advanced or not, I will not consult Yi Lin's opinion in advance at all.This is also one of the disadvantages of parasitic equipment. Although it coexists with the host, to some extent, it is far less easy to control than ordinary equipment.

This is a double-edged sword.

But now, this double-edged sword was slashed at the enemy.

"There is only one chance." Yi Lin's falling speed slowed down, and she was suspended in the dark sea water.He picked the smooth and cool [Resentment] on his forehead, thoughtfully: "That is to say, you know the meaning of your existence, you can only completely expose the fear in your heart when I am completely exposed to it and stared at by it. Only when you drown out all other emotions and obsessions can you replace them."

"Yes."

Muto Irin was outspoken.

"So, you've been aiming for this moment from the beginning, you've calculated to this moment."

"Yes, but why do you ask knowingly?"

"Because I feel comfortable hearing you admit it yourself. It's cool."

"...Don't forget, I am you, and you are me."

"But it won't be soon." Yi Lin sighed softly.

"It's no shame to lose to yourself."

"I feel ashamed."

"Oh?"

"That means that I have lost to the past and cannot go to the future."

"..."

"Why?" Seeing that Muto Yilin fell silent, Yi Lin asked back.

"Aren't you very clear?" Muto Yilin looked into Yilin's eyes, and his eyes returned to normal.In this endless abyss, at this moment, the two of them coincidentally saw the reflection of themselves in each other's eyes with a calm face.Muto Irin was silent for a moment, shook her head with a smile, and asked:

"If it were you, you always thought that your world was vast and vast. But suddenly one day, for a moment, for a moment, you really opened your eyes, and when you discovered that the so-called 'world' in your impression , but it’s just a cage, and you’re inside the cage, a puppet covered in silk and being manipulated, what do you do?”

this problem.

Muto Yilin once asked Xu Anjing and Li Changge.

At that time, Xu Jingjing's answer was: going crazy?

The same question was placed in front of Yi Lin.

But actually.

Whether it is a human or a ghost, they have the same mind, and they both know the answer.

just ask out,

It will look a little more compelling.

Yi Lin didn't hesitate: "I will find a way to break open the cage, or destroy the cage. This kind of 'world', it doesn't matter."

"Yeah." Muto Yilin smiled happily, and gave her a thumbs up: "As expected of me. Since you left the 'Ten Deaths' till the end, I already guessed the ending."

"But you fired anyway."

"If you don't try it, you won't give up, right?"

"Yes."

"Yes."

The two said at the same time.

"at last,"

"It's time to end."

"It's time to end."

Muto Yilin and Yilin moved in unison, and said the same sentence in the same tone.

There is no tacit understanding, he is Yi Lin, and Yi Lin is him.

However, when Yi Lin's "ghost" has Yi Lin's complete mind, he knows the wider world beyond the world, he opens his eyes, and then produces something different from Yi Lin's real self... ambition.He longed to be true, longed to transcend this world, longed to get out of the control of "it", he calculated everything, but unfortunately, in the end, he failed.

Expected, reasonable failure.

As Yi Lin said: He will not lose to his past self.

Unless that one opens it by himself.

Yi Lin ignored Muto Yilin and swam up like a tadpole.

"last of the last,"

Muto Yilin's voice came into Yilin's ears behind Yilin:

"After abandoning all emotions, fetters, reluctance, and memories, I clearly came up with an answer that you don't want to face up to."

"..."

"Ling Yiyi, there is a problem."

"..."

Yi Lin rolled her eyes.

The mood is inexplicably a little heavy.

He ignored Muto Irin no longer.

There is no goodbye.

No wave.

There is no turning back.

This feeling is very strange.

Not long ago, a person who looked exactly like himself was fighting to replace him.But at the end of the trial, Yi Lin was a bit reluctant.Maybe it's because the only person who understands him best is himself, Muto Yirin can even get rid of any distracting thoughts and see more things that Yirin doesn't want to face.

Perfect.

Yi Lin couldn't help giving herself a thumbs up and a thumbs up.