I Lost My Memory and Had Too Many S-Class Girlfriends

226 – Side Story: Drink Moderately!

Dusk dawn.

“… … Ha. … … Heh … … Ha.”

Half-unbuttoned clothes.

A slightly dazed and helpless expression.

Eyes that wander without any light.

“… … Phew. … … Huh. … … Ugh.”

A beautiful woman is breathing heavily on a bed with moonlight streaming in through the window.

Her light pink hair, reminiscent of silk, was disheveled here and there and was stained with an unknown thick liquid.

The woman was either conscious or unconscious, and she just kept letting out gasps of air.

“… … Ugh. … … Eung.”

A line of saliva falls between her plump lips.

He exhaled continuously without closing his lips.

Her large breasts move up and down intermittently as she exhales.

The breasts are so large that even an adult male cannot hold them all in one hand.

Its appearance reminded me of seasonal fruit flesh.

It looked so delicious that I wanted to take a bite.

So much so that any man would gulp.

Her breasts are already voluptuous and aggressive, and her clothes are even loose.

Could that be what is peeking out between the disheveled front bangs?

“… … Now… … Gmaaan… … Stop… … Give it to me… … Yooo.”

Was it then?

The woman muttered with a dazed face.

An expression of exhaustion, as if one had been working for a long time.

The only thing the woman could do now was to stare blankly at the ceiling.

‘Sigh. Shit.’

I looked down at the woman lying there with an exhausted face and sighed deeply.

He sat down on the bedside table, staring up at the ceiling with a blank expression, and sighed deeply again.

That is understandable, because the current situation is extremely dire.

‘What the hell is going on?’

Got it.

It’s really fucked up.

‘How did it happen… … like this… …?’

I glanced at the woman’s face in a dazed state.

The name of the woman with the beautiful appearance and light pink hair is Jumina.

She is Yerin’s best friend and the newest and brightest member of our clan.

‘… … Ha. This is driving me crazy.’

Alcohol is the nemesis, the nemesis.

I never thought I’d get drunk and cause an accident.

And of all people, it was none other than Mina!

‘F*ck… … .’

I cursed in my mind.

I don’t remember, but I think I was drunk and had a stupid accident.

***

After successfully completing the conquest of the tower.

They suggested a small after-party to celebrate the conquest of the tower.

I, too, was psychologically very relieved after all the headaches I had been suffering from for a long time were resolved, so I gladly accepted their offer.

So I headed to my house with all kinds of food and drinks prepared.

The only people who attended this after-party were me, Jihyun, Seoyoon, Hwaryeon, Yerin, and Mina.

Although there were many people who participated in the tower conquest, the tower conquest celebration party was actually just a pretext, and our main goal was to just have fun amongst ourselves.

Oh, and the reason why Mina came is because she is a member of our clan and also guarded the empty spot while we were conquering the tower.

And I felt guilty that I had finally brought him to the clan, but I was so busy for a few months that I couldn’t take care of him much.

Also, Mina is a close younger sister and a friend of Yerin.

It’s not awkward at all to join in on our play.

Of course, Mina quietly refused, saying she didn’t want to get in between us without notice, but I couldn’t stand seeing her trying to hide her bitter expression any longer, so I ended up forcing her to participate.

If I leave you out again this time, you’ll feel a little left out.

Mina is also human, so she might feel a little disappointed.

Ah, that’s right.

Now that I think about it, there was definitely one person who felt left out, right?

It was Lee Sol, one of the highest executives of Heuksando.

Isul suddenly came to me and started causing a ruckus.

– What? You said only the lovers of the young masters are participating~?! What about that girl named Mina?!

– Are you bullying me? I want to drink too! I want to drink!

– Huh? Hwaryeon, come join me too! Are you just ignoring me because I’m old?

– You only want to play with young people! Why! Why are you leaving me out~!

… … I still can’t forget the riot that was not a riot.

In particular, I was a little shocked because in the middle, Isul started talking nonsense like, “Master! You promised, didn’t you! When are you going to make the sister rice bowl… … What the heck?! “

I can’t imagine what kind of trouble would have happened if Cha So-yeon, who couldn’t stand to watch, hadn’t dragged Lee Sol away with a slightly pitiful expression.

Oh my. That guy is really.

Why are you acting like you’re drunk when you haven’t even had a drink?

I remember him as a very sharp and charismatic person before his regression. Now, I see that his image has been secretly ruined.

Anyway, after Isul’s ruckus, everyone gathered in the living room and had a drinking party.

We had a great time playing simple drinking games and talking about things we usually couldn’t talk about because we didn’t have time or were busy with work.

If it were normal, I wouldn’t have gotten drunk after drinking a few bottles of alcohol, but since I hadn’t had any for a while, my tolerance was lower than I thought.

Of course, you can easily blow off some steam by using your powers, but on a day like today, you can’t just take away the fun with a power like that.

So I continued to sip my glass, feeling the moderately pleasant, tangy taste.

They also were the type of people who didn’t usually drink enough to get drunk, but after completing the tower raid and defeating Edelin, they were so relaxed that they ended up drinking too much.

Especially in the case of Jihyun and Hwaryeon, they went so far as to make a big deal out of alcohol.

I don’t know why they ended up making such a big deal, but they both looked at each other with smug expressions and said things like “Hot! What’s wrong, Hwaryeon, are you this much of a giver?” and “Don’t make me laugh, Lee Jihyun, you’re the one who’s lost your mind?” and drank their drinks without giving an inch, until they both collapsed in shock.

Yerin and Seoyoon drank alcohol while chatting with each other. Yerin got drunk first and started to swear, saying, “Sister~ My breasts will grow, right~? Hiccup! Right? Mina always says her breasts are big! Hiccup!” Seoyoon said, “Oh, I’m sure you will, Yerin,” and drank with a troubled expression before falling asleep.

Lastly, in my case, I think I drank with Mina… … .

At some point, I suddenly lost consciousness.

No matter how much I think about it, I can’t remember what happened last night.

Fuck.

‘I should have drank less alcohol.’

Blackout.

It means the film is broken.

Damn, I never thought I’d drink to the point of blacking out like this. Normally, I would never drink this much.

I think I was too relaxed. Damn.

No, no. Well, okay.

It’s not a big deal until the film breaks.

Sometimes, when you drink alcohol, you may black out.

Yeah, that could be the case.

‘I had an accident, I had an accident!’

What the hell are you going to do with this!

‘If the kids see this scene… … Damn it. They’re going to have a hard time taking it out on me.’

There are too many traces left behind to just laugh awkwardly and say, ‘Haha, what the heck, we just slept in the same bed, right? Phew~.’

A flushed face, white liquid, messy clothes, bloodstains… … .

My eyes are dizzy.

I can’t think of a way to fix it.

The thought that I’m fucked up keeps going around in my head.

There is no excuse. It is my fault. It is not a simple matter that can be dismissed as a mistake made while drunk.

The relationship between Mina and I is strictly that of a close younger sibling and older brother.

Of course, I know that Mina has some feelings for me, but there is no human being in the world who would calmly accept that I did something like this while drunk.

Also, I obviously have girlfriends.

Not one, two, but four.

How will they react when they find out about this?

There is no need to think about it in detail.

No, I don’t even want to think about it… … .

‘Calm down, Han Seo-jun, calm down.’

Yeah, let’s not rush things.

You’ve been through a lot so far, right?

Don’t panic over something like this when you’ve already gone back.

‘Whew… … First, let’s take a look at what the kids are doing.’

I used my clairvoyance (Rank: C+) ability to look outside the room, calming my dizzy thoughts.

Luckily, they were still in dreamland, still drunk.

I could truly say that I was fortunate.

‘Okay, then after I clear out the place, I’ll use my teleportation ability to go with Mina for now… … Oh, that’s right. I used up all my teleportation ability, right?’

After quickly clearing up the traces, I teleported to a safe place with Mina and tried to hear the whole story of what happened last night, but I realized too late that my teleportation ability had completely run out.

If I had known this would happen, I would have charged my teleportation ability in advance.

I mentally went through all the abilities I had absorbed so far, but none of them were helpful in resolving this situation.

‘I can’t help it. In that case, for now… … .’

When you are wrapped up in that kind of worry and worrying.

“……ah.”

“!”

Mina’s eyes met mine.

“… … Huh? Oppa?”

Half drunk.

Half asleep.

Mina looks up at me with a dazed expression.

“Oh. Mina.”

I never thought I’d wake up at this timing.

I swallowed dry saliva.

Mina needed to calm down quickly first.

I don’t know exactly what happened last night, but if Mina was drunk, her memory would be hazy.

But if you ever find yourself in the same bed as me, there’s a very good chance you’ll scream.

“Uh… …Why are you in my room… …?”

Am I still not in my right mind?

He is mistaken for being in his own room.

It seems like he’s having trouble grasping the current situation due to his hangover and lack of sleep.

“No? This isn’t my room… … Huh?”

“Minaya, calm down. Can you listen to what I have to say?”

“What is this, huh? Oppa?”

Mina carefully examines her son-in-law.

I instinctively raise my upper body and realize that my top is unbuttoned.

The blanket covering her upper body suddenly falls down, startling her and hiding her upper body by tightly hugging the blanket. Mina looks flustered with a look of bewilderment.

“Oh, Oppa! What the heck, what the heck is going on… …! Why am I in bed with Oppa?!”

“Minaya, calm down, okay?”

“What is this? No? Huh? Uh, ha, ahhh?!”

The moment Mina, who was flustered by the mess around her, her clothes, and her own body condition, was about to reflexively raise her voice, I quickly used my Soundproofing (Rank: B+) ability to block Mina’s voice from spreading outside.

“Oh, oh, oh, bro! What, what’s going on… … ?!”

“That’s… … Haa, no, sorry.”

I was about to make a long and agonizing excuse, but I bit my lower lip hard and expressed my apology first.

I didn’t want to avoid the situation with excuses and justifications.

“Honestly, I have nothing to say.”

“… … .”

As I lowered my head with a serious expression, Mina also gradually looked at me with calming eyes.

“I won’t make excuses. It was my fault.”

“Oh, brother?”

It’s my fault.

Yeah, it was my fault.

Most likely, I was drunk and attacked Mina.

Surely there’s no way Mina would do something weird to me when I was drunk?

Mina isn’t some kind of girl.

“But you know, I don’t really remember what happened last night. Oh, I’m not trying to gloss over it just because I don’t remember. I just need to know for sure what happened last night. So, Mina.”

“… … Ah, yes.”

“Do you remember what happened last night?”

“… … .”

Mina pursed her lips for a moment.

He groans for a moment, clutching the blanket tightly.

Then, all of a sudden, he blinks his eyes and his face turns bright red.

I guess I’m remembering what happened last night. What on earth did I do? I feel a little scared.

Hey, you didn’t do it forcefully, did you?

No, if that were the case, you would have been more wary of me.

Judging from the fact that you’re quietly listening to me, I guess you didn’t do anything too bad. Should I say that’s fortunate?

“That, that is… … .”

“therefore?”

Mina shows a hesitant expression, biting her lower lip slightly for a moment.

He makes a hesitant expression as he glances at me.

Then, suddenly, he cautiously opens his mouth.

“My brother tried to go into the room while he was drunk… … .”

Oh. Now that I think about it, I guess that’s what happened?

“But you kept staggering… … so I helped you up.”

“okay?”

“yes.”

Mina nodded cautiously.

“I guided my brother to his room while holding him… … and he fell down on the bed while holding onto me… … .”

“huh.”

“I, I, I think you mistook me for someone else.”

Mina didn’t know what to do, her face flushed like a persimmon.

It seems quite embarrassing to even tell this story.

But she keeps moving her lips without stopping.

“I think you mistook me for unnie Ji-hyun… … Ji, calling unnie Ji-hyun’s name… … my, my chest.”

“Ah, um.”

I furrowed my brows in frustration.

“I, I was flustered and struggled… … Then, my brother hugged me tightly and wouldn’t let go… … Then he whispered in my ear that he loved me and started taking off my clothes… … .”

“No, you can stop talking now. Mina.”

I bowed my head.

I really have no words.

He was drunk and mistook Mina for Jihyun, so he did something strange.

But then, isn’t it true that it was forced?

Seriously, I don’t have the face to see Mina.

What the fuck.

“Phew… … .”

I looked up at the ceiling for a moment.

“Then… … I can’t help it.”

He then took a pistol out of his desk drawer.

It was a self-defense pistol used in ancient times to hunt monsters.

“Oppa? Why are you suddenly holding a gun… … ?”

“Oh, it’s nothing.”

After glancing at Mina once, he laughs in vain.

“I just wanted to put it in my mouth and pull the trigger.”

“yes yes?!”

“I did something bad to you, I’m sorry. Oh, an apology alone won’t satisfy me. Don’t worry, I’ll pay the price.”

“Oh, brother!”

With those words, I put the gun back in and placed my finger on the trigger.

Then Mina quickly grabs my hand tightly with a startled expression on her face.

“Stop it, brother! What, what are you doing!”

“… … People like me deserve to die.”

“Don’t do that! Seriously! Give it to me!”

I glanced at Mina and watched her condition.

Mina tried to snatch the gun from me with a puzzled expression.

It wasn’t the kind of reaction you’d expect from someone who was forced to do something like that while drunk.

I felt less wariness and hostility toward me than I thought.

“Brother!”

Suddenly Mina shut her eyes tightly and shouted loudly.

“Oh, it’s not just your fault!”

While I was tilting my head, he reached out like a ray of light and snatched the gun away.

Oh, but Mina, you didn’t really mean to die, so there’s no need to hide the gun behind your back with such a serious expression.

“I, I could have resisted if I wanted to… … Should I say I didn’t resist properly… … .”

He glances at me from time to time and shakes his shoulders.

“I could have escaped if I had used my powers. But I was also quite drunk… … and the circumstances were what they were… … and I think I just absentmindedly went with the flow… … .”

Mina glances sideways, wiggling her fingers.

Surely, if we used Mina’s high-speed movement ability, we would have been able to escape easily.

However, Mina mentioned that she obediently surrendered herself to my touch. Doesn’t that mean that a mutual agreement was reached?

Phew, that’s a relief.

At least it wasn’t forced.

At least he didn’t do anything beastly.

“So, you don’t have to blame yourself too much, oppa. I, I did something wrong too.”

“Minaya… … .”

Mina clutched the comforter tightly.

“… … I’m sorry, oppa. Am I being too selfish? You’re dating other people too.”

Bow your head for a moment.

A bitter expression suddenly comes to mind.

Mina licks her lips without meeting his gaze.

“But when the situation actually became like that, I guess I got greedy. I thought that if I had a relationship with you like this… … you would have no choice but to accept me.”

“… … .”

“I’m really, really sorry. To you and to everyone else.”

“… … .”

“I was definitely drunk. Oh, no. I won’t blame the alcohol. Just like you did.”

“… … .”

He slowly raises his head and looks me in the eye.

“It’s just… … I was so selfish… … .”

He laughs bitterly, as if he’s about to cry.

“So, I worked so hard today… … Ugh.”

For a moment, Mina frowned.

I feel like I have some pain in my lower abdomen.

I reflexively turned my gaze towards Mina’s lower body.

It was hard to see because it was covered by the blanket, but there was a faint bloodstain on the bed. Hmm. Bloodstain. It seems that Mina was a virgin. Hunters usually exercise a lot, so they often get torn while training.

Did I take Mina’s first?

This is really. It feels strange, strange.

But wait a minute.

You used a condom, right?

“Minaya, did you happen to use a condom last night… .”

“Oh? That, I guess I never used it… … .”

“Yeah, I guess so.”

There’s no way I would have used a condom every time I had s*x while drunk.

‘… … Even though the probability of pregnancy for someone with special abilities is low, we can’t let our guard down.’

Normally, the more powerful the ability user, the lower the chance of pregnancy, but Mina’s ability was at best a C or B.

If I had done this wrong, I might have actually gotten pregnant.

If so, then I… … .

“… … .”

“… … .”

In that moment, the two of us became one.

For a moment, the heavy air pressed down on our shoulders.

Suddenly Mina opened her mouth with an awkward expression.

“Don’t worry, Oppa. Today is not a dangerous day.”

“……okay?”

“Yes. And even if I do get pregnant, it won’t hurt you. It’s my fault too. Just… … I’ll raise her well, so don’t worry too much… … .”

“I’ll take responsibility, Mina.”

“Huh? Huh?”

“You mean, aren’t you making me look like trash?”

“Oh, no, oppa has other lovers… … .”

“Well, what can I do? I’ll have to try and persuade her by begging her.”

I think Jihyun would be the most upset if she found out about this.

“Anyway, Mina. Even if you’re not pregnant, I’ll take responsibility. Don’t say things like that.”

“Yes? No, you don’t have to do that… … .”

“I took the girl I had saved up until that age and ate her, but it was a bit much… … Haa… … .”

“ah.”

Mina blushed and played with the ends of her hair.

“Of course, in this day and age, it might be a bit strange to talk about responsibility and such just because you slept with someone once, but at least you’re not that kind of person, Mina.”

“… … .”

Mina, who has such beauty, has never dated a man.

Perhaps, for Mina, her first man has a significant meaning.

But to take away Mina’s first experience while drunk. Haa. Even if Mina didn’t put up a proper resistance, it’s entirely my fault for holding onto her and falling onto the bed.

If I hadn’t harassed Mina in the first place, mistaking her for Jihyun, this wouldn’t have happened.

“So, Mina.”

“yes yes!”

When her name was quietly called, Mina quickly answered with a slightly nervous expression.

“What do you want to do?”

“Me, huh?”

“Yeah. Now that we’ve come to this, let me ask you something proper. What do you want to happen to me?”

I vividly remembered the various things I had talked about with Mina on the rooftop of the clan house a while ago.

At the time, it was swept under the rug, but that can’t be done now.

“As you know, I have had many lovers.”

“yes…….”

“I’m in a position where I can’t just care about you. Are you okay with that?”

“Brother.”

Mina began to hum in a trembling voice, her lips pursed.

“Actually, I feel really sorry to Yerin, to my brother, and to everyone else for having these feelings.”

Given Mina’s upright and honest personality, it must have been very painful for her to have a crush on a man who already had a lover.

“So how many times did I try to give up? How many times did I try to give up?”

Mina stared at me with a pitiful and bitter expression.

“I absolutely… couldn’t do it.”

Mina bites her lower lip.

Suddenly, he raises his head.

Eyes filled with countless emotions.

Two eyes look straight at me.

“That, that is, Oppa! I, I don’t know if I should dare to do this, but this time, I want to be selfish and say… … .”

The moment when Mina was about to burst out with the emotions she had been holding back inside her heart.

Detected presence through the sensor (Rank: A).

There’s someone standing outside the door.

Who the hell is it?

But now is not the time to think about each and every thing.

“Minaya, just a moment.”

“ah?”

I quickly used my Invisibility (Rank: A) ability to hide Mina’s body and the traces of last night.

I wanted to hide my body, but I still lack the skill to do so, so it was difficult to enter a state of hiding with other people.

“Minaya, I think there’s someone outside. Please stay here for a moment.”

“Huh? Oh, yes, brother.”

Mina shook her shoulders a little nervously, but soon nodded as if she understood.

“~Hiccup, teacher?”

Squeak.

A girl with gray hair who opened the door.

It was Ryu Ye-rin, one of my lovers.

Yerin smiled brightly.

He staggered around, holding a bottle of alcohol in one hand.

He hiccuped repeatedly with his face flushed red.

“~You’re here, teacher~? You weren’t in the living room… …hiccup, I had to look for you~.”

He walks towards me with uneasy steps, laughing hesitantly.

The front of the clothes is very disheveled.

Her pure white left collarbone and her black bra strap were visible.

The skirt was also slanted and hung down to the thighs.

A very drunk face and hazy eyes that seem to be wandering in a dream.

It seemed like I had lost a lot of my cognitive and language skills due to being under the influence of alcohol.

As Yerin approached the bed with her eyes wide open and a ‘hehehe~’ laugh, I swallowed hard inside.

I used my invisibility to hide Mina’s body, but I couldn’t hide my uneasy feelings.

Because it might not work on people with sensitive senses like Yerin.

‘But Yerin is quite drunk right now. She won’t be able to see through the invisibility ability.’

I pray earnestly that this will happen.

“Sir, have you seen Mina by any chance, hiccup?”

“No. I didn’t see it either.”

“Ahhh~ Really? Hiccup.”

Yerin stumbles but walks straight toward me, one step at a time.

“Didn’t you just go out for a bit to sober up and get some fresh air?”

“Oh~? Is that so~?”

“More than that, Yerin. I’m taking off my clothes.”

“Huh? Do you know~? What, teacher, why are you taking off your clothes~?”

“I just took it off because I was a little hot while sleeping. Anyway, can you please go out? I’ll change my clothes. And you, please put on your clothes properly too.”

I spoke while covering my body with the blanket, and Yerin came close to me without wiping off the giggle on her face.

“Teacher, can I take a look at your body?”

“Stop talking nonsense and get out.”

“Eek, it’s so chilly~.”

“Yerin.”

“No~! I can’t be a bother to you anymore, teacher~ hiccup~”

As I said it a few more times, Yerin turned her body to the other side as if she had no choice.

I walked slowly to the door.

And then rattle.

huh?

Are you locking the door?

“But, teacher.”

Yerin, who had locked the door, slowly tilted her head back and looked at me.

The two bright red eyes are slowly burning.

The dark-shaded eyes absorb light.

“You really don’t know where Mina is?”

“I said I don’t know.”

“Oh, I see.”

Yerin bows her head deeply.

After a while, he starts to shake his shoulders as if trying to hold back laughter.

As I look at the trembling shoulders, a feeling of unease begins to grow.

That reaction.

no way.

“Then that girl over there isn’t Mina?”

“you?”

He smiles brightly and takes a kitchen knife out of his sleeve.

The series of movements was so fast and natural that even I couldn’t react quickly.

Even though she was hiding her body with her invisibility, Yerin threw the kitchen knife towards Mina as if nothing had happened.

Hey, hey!

No, you’re really throwing it?

“Trespassing? Then die.”

“Hee, heek?!”

A fast-swiping cleaver.

Mina swallowed her breath with a frightened expression.

It’s a reaction as if he didn’t know that he would really throw a kitchen knife.

“Yerin, wait a minute.”

I quickly reached out and struck the cleaver away.

Considering that it seemed to have a subtle magical power, it could have been quite dangerous if it had been hit directly.

Of course, judging by the fact that he rushed towards Mina’s cheek, it didn’t seem like he had any real intention of hurting her, but even so, I didn’t think he would really throw it.

“Huh? Teacher, why are you saving the intruder? It looks like he has the ability to hide himself.”

Yerin smiled faintly and took out the knife.

It was a look of murderousness in her eyes that did not match her smiling face.

“It’s dangerous, so come this way, sir.”

Yerin is asking me.

Are you going to continue?

“……ha.”

I took a deep breath and turned off my invisibility.

Then, Mina’s appearance and the traces of last night were clearly revealed.

“Yerin, I’m sorry I lied to you. I know you know, but the truth is… … .”

“It’s okay, teacher. You don’t have to tell me everything.”

He cuts me off with a kind smile.

In contrast to his smiling face, his eyes and voice are cold.

But I could tell that the coldness was aimed at Mina, not me. Mina just kept hiccupping.

“I knew this would happen someday, but I never thought it would be today.”

He muttered to himself for a moment as if he felt bitter, then soon turned his gaze towards Mina.

“My best friend Mina?”

“Ugh!”

“Ahaha. Wow. This is quite the feat. To lust after your friend’s lover while he’s drunk and asleep. Hmm. It hurts my heart to say this.”

“I, I’m sorry Erin. But like I said last time, you’re okay with me dating oppa… … .”

“Minaya~ Excuse me, could you shut up?”

As Yerin, who was holding the knife so tightly that it seemed like it would break, tried to walk towards Mina, I quickly tried to stop her.

“Yerin, I’m sorry. It’s all my fault. It’s all my fault, so don’t be like that to Mina.”

“What are you talking about? It’s not your fault, teacher.”

Yerin shook her head.

“It’s all the fault of that pink-haired beast who tempted the teacher with her lecherous breasts.”

“Ugh, it’s not obscene… … .”

“Whew. The ancestors were right. They always told us to stay away from pink-haired beasts.”

“Where did you hear that… … .”

“Shut up, you little punk.”

Yerin snorted.

And then he looks at my chest with an ominous gaze.

“Is that really your chest? Did you seduce the teacher with your chest?”

“Ah, aaah! Ah, it hurts! Yerin! It was my fault… …!”

“What are those breasts! Are you bragging about having big breasts right now?!”

“What are you talking about all of a sudden?!”

Yerin suddenly ran in and grabbed Mina’s chest tightly and started making a fuss, and Mina was busy running away with her eyebrows furrowed.

I quietly watched the scene and pressed my temples.

Even Yerin’s reaction was like this, so I was really at a loss as to how I should explain Mina to them.

How do I explain this to Jihyun in particular?

They’re definitely trying to kill me.

‘… … If I make a mistake, I might get beaten to death by Jihyun.’

It seems like my memorial day is not far away.