Chapter 44: Rhaena Targaryen VI
"Your grace, your grace?" she heard and slowly came awake,
moving involuntarily and regretting it immediately, a dull pain
between her legs bringing a hiss from her lips.
"You grace, we have a bath prepared for you, you must get up, his
grace Prince Daemon has requested you and your husband's
presence to break your fast with him."
She levered herself upwards, eliciting more pain but she refused to
let it show or make a noise, throwing off the covers the cool air of the
room chilled her, the fire was in the process of being cleaned by a
maid and would no doubt be relit later on, but for now the winter cold
gripped the room.
A viscous stickiness glued her legs together and there was some
blood on her nightdress and she felt….dirty, that's what she felt, dirty.
A bath sounded like just what she needed right now.
"Your Grace, you also need to rise and be ready to break your fast"
one of the maids announced, obviously addressing Hugh, but she
did not turn her head to look at the man she had married.
Instead, she had gotten down off the bed and allowed herself to be
led through into an adjoining chamber that held a bath and a privy.
The bath was filled with steaming hot water, which wreathing the
room in mist like tendrils, and a charcoal brazier glowed a merry
orange in the corner.
She needed to make water, so she retired to the privy, raising up her
nightgown she did her business, wincing slightly at the pain, before
she exited the privy, washing her hands in the offered bowl of hot
water.
"A mirror, a hand mirror" she croaked, her voice roughened still from
sleep, holding out her hand until one of the maids handed her a
small mirror.
Used to being naked with maids and ladies in waiting she tugged her
nightdress up over her head and flung it away from her, glad to be rid
of it, and used the mirror to examine her intimate parts.
They looked raw and puffy, an exploratory finger confirmed that they
were also slightly sore to the touch, and she had to struggle not to
cry as a lump expanded in her throat and threatened to choke her.
"Your grace" came the soft words of an older maid "it is time for your
bath, please?"
"Why?" she asked, to the older maid who had spoken, but she knew
her question was to every older woman who had hidden the truth
form her, and probably from every other girl on their wedding night!
"Why did you not warn me, why, why did you not tell me! WHY!" she
said, her voice rising to a harsh, sobbing screech.
"It is a woman's burden to bear the lusts of her husband, as so it is
written, so it is ordained" came a calm voice from behind her,
whirling around she saw her Septa enter the room.
"You have blood and seed upon your womanhood, you are no longer
a maid flowered but a woman wed, your husband and you have
done you duty by the gods in consummating your marriage" the
Septa announced, turning to leave.
"I, I did not say you could leave!" she spat, anger giving her the
strength to command the woman.
The Septa turned to face her and evenly replied "you do not
command me your Grace, only the Seven who are One do. And to
answer your question as to why? Lust is a sin child, men are cursed
by it, but women are blessed by the Seven to avoid these lusts, the
pain you are experiencing is to remind you that lust is a sin" and with
that she turned from her and strode out the door.
"Bitch!" she spat after the Septa, not caring if the woman heard her
or not, not caring of the indrawn gasps of breath from the maids or
the ladies in waiting.
She let herself be led to her bath, sinking into its enveloping heat,
not even wincing when it touched the sensitive skin between her
legs. She ducked her head fully under and counted to ten before she
surfaced again, her hair plastered to her face, uncaring of how she
looked. She did this a few more times before she allowed herself to
be washed and bathed.
She tried to keep her mind free of thoughts but she could not, the
pain and the….violation of last night kept on surfacing, despite her
best efforts. Hugh, he, he had been….kind at first, even tender, his
kisses and caresses had caused her to shiver and moan as strange
sensations had coursed through her body. But, but the act itself, the
size of him, of his manhood as it had entered her, the sharp pain, the
feeling of being split open, of his weight atop her, his strength
pinning her to the bed, the panic of not being able to escape.
Afterwards she was dried and dressed, a practical woolen gown with
a silk over gown, high at the neck and with a woolen cloak draped
around her for extra warmth. The underdress was a vibrant red, the
overdress was black, with embroidered red dragons scattered over
its surface, the cloak was also black, but was lined with scarlet silk.
Her hair was done up in a simpler style than yesterday, two plaits
that were then wound around her head. A modest gold chain at her
throat with a ruby pendant that was shaped like a dragon completed
her outfit. Warm, fur lined slippers were placed on her feet and she
was ready to face what the day would bring.
Leaving the bathroom Hugh was standing there already dressed in
the same garb he had worn last night, gauche and disrespectful of
him she sniffed. She wondered if he had even bothered to bathe,
coming closer to him she caught a faint whiff of some a soap
commonly used in the Red Keep and she did not know if she was
pleased or disappointed that he had at least washed.
They strode in silence to the Kings chambers in Maegor's holdfast,
the corridors and passageways freezing and echoing, outside a thin
wind howled, kicking up some of the snow that had fell heavily during
the night.
She knew Hugh wanted to talk, wanted to say something, but she
refused to give him any opportunity to do so, studiously ignoring him
and his attempts to catch her eye.
Admitted into the Kings private chambers, which her father had
appropriated as his own they were led to his private dining chamber,
where a table was set for them to break their fast and a merry fire
burned in the hearth, warming the room to an acceptable
temperature.
Her father was already seated and eating, both of them paid their
respects to him and he bid them be seated, waving his hand with
absentminded disdain.
Hugh took her cloak from around her shoulders and pulled out her
chair for her to sit, a stab of pain shooting up her as she sat, and she
was unable to keep a slight grimace from her face.
Her father grinned at that, more of a sneer to her mind and she
hated him for it, hated what it represented.
"Ahh, I see your husband did do his duty by you, not that I expected
him not to!" her father announced as he let out a cruel, twisted laugh.
"Good, good, I'm glad to see that my family has the good sense to
obey my will" Daemon continued, all semblance of false joviality
gone from his voice.
Neither her nor Hugh replied to her father, instead simply sitting still
in their chairs.
"Well, enough of that! Eat, we are a family now and family should
often take meals together, it strengthens to bond between them!"
With that Daemon indicated that they could eat, Hugh gave her a
querying look and she nodded, he pointed to the various dishes and
foods on the table, she indicated yay or nay with her head.
Once he had provided for her he did the same for himself, choosing
fried eggs, fried potatoes, sausages and bacon, along with a small
loaf of bread. To drink he chose a pot of a strange smelling brew.
"Wakebean your grace?" he asked her father, indicating the pot he
had just placed his hand upon.
"Aye Hugh, wakebean, I acquired as taste for it in Essos, you know
of this drink?"
"Erh aye, I had it once on Dragonstone."
"Is that so" replied her father, his tone of voice betraying that he
clearly did not believe Hugh.
Hugh took the pot and poured himself a cup of the dark, almost black
liquid, which looked like some of the Yi-Ti teas that she remembered
from the Eyrie, but it smelt totally different.
Hugh added some honey to the drink and then tucked into his meal,
letting the beverage cool slightly before he drank it. As Hugh ate her
stomach roiled at the sight, her plate had some cheese, bread and a
single slice of ham, all she could stomach she knew.
"Eat up, daughter mine" came the words of her father, filled with
what she knew was false concern.
She ate the food on her plate slowly, methodically, not really tasting
any of it, Hugh beside her demolished what was on his plate and
was sipping at the wakebean brew somewhat tentatively.
None of them seemed to be in the mood for conversation so the
silence stretched out until she had to dig the fingers of her right hand
into the palm of her left hand under the table to stop her screaming
out.
"Prince Hugh?" her father asked in a tone that indicated he was
either blithely unaware or uncaring of the tension in the room.
"Yes your Grace" her husband replied, his voice strained despite
what she could see was his efforts to keep it calm and measured.
"I would have words with my daughter alone, if you as her husband
would permit it?" her father asked, his face twisted into what on
anyone else and in any other situation would look like a friendly grin.
But to her it looked like the mask of some evil fiend, seeking to trick
and beguile those around him to his true nature.
"Of course your Grace" Hugh replied, his face neutral but she could
see warring emotions in his eyes.
He stood up and gave her father and her a bow before he left the
room, she quailed at his absence suddenly, feeling very alone and
very afraid.
"I see both of you were smart enough to obey my instructions, that is
good" came her father's voice, low and sibilant with power and
unspoken threats, and she shivered despite the heat of the room.
"You, you are inconvenienced by the bedding, I can tell, but it is of
little matter, you will heal within a day or two. This is common
enough girl, for you are tiny and Hugh, well Hugh is a big lad now, is
he not?" her father smiled at her, looking for all the world like a
concerned father but all she saw was a disgusting, leering lecher.
His smile dropped from his face instantly, shocking her as much by
its absence as its previous presence "I need Hugh girl, I need him
loyal to me and to House Targaryen, and you will make sure he stays
loyal, do you understand girl?"
"I, father, I mean…"
"You will ensure he stays loyal daughter mine, and do you know how
you will ensure that, hrmmmm?"
She did not reply, but felt color come to her cheeks and ice grip her
heart with the realization of what her father was saying, what he was
asking.
"You will make him fall in love with you girl, he is already halfway
there, honorable fool that he is, he probably thinks you are some
maiden in need of rescuing out of the tales! And do you know how
you will make him fall in love with you girl?"
She could not reply, any words she had were stuck in her throat.
"You will let him fuck that little tight silver haired cunny of yours night
and day girl, you will not let that big oaf rest a day without his pillar
getting wet from your insides, do you hear me?"
"I, father. I'm, I.." she stuttered until her father cut her off.
"Yes, yes, you are in pain, your cunt is no doubt sore from its first
encounter with Hugh's pillar" he waved his hand as if to dismiss her
concerns, dismiss all that had happened to her in the last few hours.
"The pain will fade my dear, of that you can be certain, but if you are
reluctant to fuck dear Hugh until you recover… then remember what
I said about using your mouth? Well, you can ask your husband
tonight about it, I am sure he will be more than willing to instruct you,
only this time there is no need to tell him I command you in this,
understood?"