Double Jade's fate

The next few days, Tang Li avoid Yan Rui in camp. She doesn't have her meals at the dining tent. Man Chun have to pick up her meals and deliver to her tent. 

"Man Chun, what is this?" She point to the bamboo container. 

"AH general, BaiLi Yan Rui had boil this over a day for you. He said to speed up on healing your injures."

Tang Li at that point, feels like her soul is going to slip away. She wave him off and Man Chu left. She stare at the meal given to her. She wonder if she should drink it all up what is in the bamboo. After all Yan Rui never poison her nor she had diarrhoea for the past few days. After she finish up her meal, she drink up the bamboo drink. It's refreshing. She wish she have more of it. Later in the day, while working on the paper stacking at her desk, Man Chun brings in some pastry and another bamboo container. She wave him off again. She pretend she did not want to eat nor drink. After awhile she stretch and walk about in her own tent. She sigh and walk up to drink it up. Again there isn't any more left. That evening after the meal she play card games with the soldiers. Not very far, Yan Rui is busy washing the pots and pans with the cooks. While playing card game, she is watching him too. She see that he is busy and perspiring. She even can hear his laughter with the cooks. She hope that he is not telling stories of him and her. She got nervous that she keep playing the wrong cards. 

That night she go into the tent and remove her outer garments. She is preparing to take a bath when she hear someone clearing the throat. She turn around to see troublemaker is standing behind her cabinet that her clean clothes are in. She feel that she is boiling in anger again But she remind herself to breath in and out. 

"What do you want?"

"What do you always say that when we meet?"

"What do you want?"

"Fine. what do i want..." He walk near her and she pull her inner garment tight . 

"Are you nervous?"

"Is that all you want to ask, no. You can leave now. I need to take a ba..."

Suddenly he sweep in and kiss her deeply. When he release her, his arm is still around her waist. As he is taller than her, he look into her eyes. She got confused at what is going on. 

"You have big beautiful eyes Tang Li."

For the first time, someone look in her eyes and someone says that her eyes are beautiful. She blush at that moment. He smile. 

"You are pretty even without makeup, do you know that?"

He whisper softy. Her mouth twitch as if she wants to smile but she knows that she shouldn't do that. She swallow back that emotion. 

"I suggest you leave now. Before i get Man Chun to drag you out." 

"Let him drag me... as long as i kiss you again." 

He kiss her deeply again. after awhile he look back at her. She looks like she is drowning and trying to catch her breath. He comb her hair back with his rough fingers and whisper. 

"I will make you more of those drink that you like. I will do everything to make you happy, my general Tang." 

He kiss her on the cheeks and let her go. He smile and walk out of her private bath area. 

Training is never easy with her. She show them the way to swing the spear and to throw with accuracy. It's not easy as the spear comes with weight. Most of the recruits are having trouble only three happen to able to handle the weight, Yan Rui is one of them. His months of train and handling the big wok when cooking helps him to develop his muscles. Although his physical appearance had change bit, his habit of talking non stop is still here. He enjoys a good conversation with anyone. 

The eve of the Luar New Year arrives. Most of the soldiers are sent back home. Except for a few who are standing guard. The snow had set in last month. It's cold and freezing but Tang Li is all alone in her tent. She is not sure if she should go home. going home, she will be reminded of Xian Wen. She always return to the the Tang Mansion and later to his mansion. They will celebrate the Lunar new year together in the palace. They are never apart. They drink till they are drunk and sleep together anywhere that is comfortable. These few years without him, there is no celebrations. She begin to drink alone. Talk to herself and laugh too. Till she hears the foot step she look up to see Xian Wen. She call him and he comes over to sit beside her. He kiss her and her mind goes blank.

That night she is catching her breath. Even thought she is on the bed. She finds her legs are wide open again. Tang Li is enjoying the feeling that is rushing inside her. She is moaning and twisting. She ask for more thrusting. He goes pounding her hard like never done before. Outside the wind howls hard while she moans in delight. He whisper softy by her ears. "I will take responsible for you." He kiss her deeply and release himself inside. While her water leaking out all over them. She touch the muscular body and her try to get her mind to be awake. Her unfocused eyes refused to help her and the night slip through with her groaning and moaning. In the morning she find herself still in bed moaning. She is holding him tightly to her as he pounds hard. She hears the slapping of skin to skin again. It turn her on. Yan Rui is perspiring from head to toe. He is full of energy and wants to have her. Tang Li cannot believe her eyes that she is sleeping with him again. This nineteen years old boy is giving her the pleasure that she never feel before. 

"I am coming inside again."

"No Don't i will .."

"We have done it thought the night. If you get pregnant. I will marry you."

He groans loudly in her ears and she release all the water she is trying to hold back. When he is done. He sit back like the first time. He stroke his member and show her how big is it. For Tang Li who see it on the second time. Wonder what she needs to do. She only knows that her water is leaking non stop and the bed is soaking wet.