Double Jade's fate

Slowly he open his eyes. The moonlight is shining from the back thus he can't see the face. The familiar smell fills the room. Xian Wen knows it's her. He watch the silhouette moves closer to him and she is slowly stripping her clothes off. By the time she walk to him, she is naked for him to view her. She sit on the chair in front of his bed and open her legs slowly for to view. It's been so long that he had seen her in just her skin. His member had harden and he try to calm himself down. Sitting there not moving is not a solution. She got up and sit down next to him . She put her hands on his pants and feel his member. He try to chant the scripture but he is perspiring. His shaven head is fill with sweat beads. Without talking, she lick his earlobe like many years ago he did to her. His heart is starting to race. She even lick his sweat beads that are rolling down his face. His chanting got softer and weaker. Xian Wen close his eyes and chant to himself however she had roll down the top of his pants. With his member out she lick and suck it. When she touch his balls and suck them too he deepen his breath, His mind try to control his thoughts now. When she stop he open his eyes and look at her, he can't help but to kiss her gently. He can't control himself and through out the night the couple did what they miss those years. This time she is wide awake and she know what she is doing. Xian Wen is happy and regretful at the same time. Before the sun raises, he had her dress up and sent her back to her quarters. 

For the next three months, Lady Su keep going to his quarter and sleep with him. They acted like they never have separated. Even without his hair, she still like him. "Do you remember anything?" She touch his eyebrows

"No i don't but i know i have a beautiful wife at home."

"Are you angry at me?"

"Never. What you did is the only way you and those around you can live."

"If i did not lost the child in the first place, everything will be different."

"There is always a reason why things happen. Maybe this is how we all learn to grow up and not think for ourselves."

"Did you know i give birth? I have three children now."

"Three???!!!"He sit up. Lady Su got up and look at his face. 

"Yes i give birth to a boy and another set of twins. They are a boy and a girl." 

He feel disappointed and ask the birth dates of the children. In his mind he calculated the date of when the twins might be conceived. It have to be the day he finally leave the palace. So he managed to father three children with her. He smile and she ask why is he smirking. He look at her large full chest "No wonder they are so large now. So full of milk." In her mind suddenly she feel like she is back in those days when she is just married to him. She hug him tightly and smell his scent. "I will come here again to find you. We can't be together but at least i know where to find you. Each time i see you, i want you." 

After three months of prayers, The dowager and Lady Su have to leave the royal temple. As they descent the temple, the dowager and Lady Su look at Xian Wen for the last time. They say their goodbyes for now. Xian Wen watch as the royal carriage move slowly away towards the capital. He long to follow them but he can't. He have to wait for another heavenly opportunity from the sky to allow him to see her just once more. At night alone in his bedroom, he is left with the beautiful image of his wife. This is the untangle fate that he had with her. From now to the end of their lives, 

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