Beyond the Break

I arrived at Jordan's place and saw him getting out of his car.

I crept up behind him and used my hands to cover his face. Ugh Amelia? How did you know it was me?

You smell different from other girls.

Is that a compliment? Something like that

What are you doing here? Well I was bored at home and decided to come look at your face.This is strange but come in.

Are you the only one at home? Yeah my Dad travels a lot. Okay then, what should we do?

I have no idea. How about we watch TV? Okay then.

I guess luck wasn't on my side Cause the movie was erotic. Uhm Jordan? I think you should change the channel.

He changed it and the movie was also the same thing as the first one.

With each seconds passing by, I was getting more and more aroused and the worst part was Jordan was sitting right beside me.

I shifted closer to him and placed my hand on his thigh. Amelia.... what? Your hand? What's wrong with it? I asked playing dumb.

In a swift move he grabbed my face and kissed me

His hands going to my waist pulling me closer but he suddenly pulled away

Lily we should stop.

But I don't want to I mumbled connecting my lips to his again. He pulled me closer and closer until there was no space between us.

I bit his lips softly enjoying every bit.He pulled away again and this time I didn't try to kiss him again.

I felt kind of hurt without a reason. I have to go I said picking my bag. I'll drop you. My voice cracked a bit

No need I can get home by myself. Are you mad at me?

No am I not I just… never mind I said and left

I arrived at home to see Kelly dressing up. Where are you going? Oh I am going to Liam's place.

Huh who is that? The guy I told you about.

I don't recall you telling me anything about a guy.

I told you last week. Anyways ill be be back by eight. Okay bye.

I flopped on the bed and thought about everything. The kiss made me remember Damien and I just felt sad.

Jordan was a good guy and I liked him but Damien left a scar on my heart.

I don't know how I fell asleep but I woke up to my phone vibrating. I checked it and saw a message from Jordan asking if I was okay.

I didn't reply and turned off my phone. Just then Kelly came in looking a bit weird. Hey are you okay? Yeah I am fine she said checking her lips in front of the mirror.

It looks pretty swollen but it's okay she mumbled rubbing her lip. What happened did you get into a fight? What did you mean fight? We kissed.

Only kiss? Tell me everything that happened.

Are you serious lily? Yes I am. Okay we kissed and did some naughty things. Like what? You don't have to know. Girl you should be careful.

If you get pregnant… did I tell you I slept with him? Anyways I won't give my body to him just like that I am not a slut.

Just be careful. Yeah I will don't lecture me. What about you and Jordan? We only kissed and did nothing else.

Why? Is he scared of doing the deed? I don't know but he keeps pulling away.

Maybe he is afraid it will lead to something else. But I also don't want to sleep with him I just want him to…..chill girl I understand.

Maybe you should tell him

Tell him what? That he shouldn't hold back. No I won't. Okay fine whatever. What did you cook? I just woke up and I am hungry too lets eat out.

I don't want to go to Jordan's place. Why? I don't want to see him right now.

Is there something you aren't telling me? Nothing I just don't want to see him right now. Let's order then. What do you want to eat? I don't know maybe burger.

I turned on my phone and saw loads of text from Jordan. I gave short reply and turned off my phone again knowing he may call me. Kelly noticed and asked me about it but I told her it was nothing.