I often ask myself in silence—why was I born into this world?
I have no home to return to. No family waiting for me. No name I can call with love. All I can do is watch from a distance, watching you laugh, grow, feel safe… and I envy that.
You have homes. You have people who love you. You have a place in this world. And me? I’m just a shadow on the side of the road—always alone, always quietly hoping.
I want to be like you—free, loved, embraced by a warm fate. But I can’t. I’m trapped in a destiny that feels like it was cursed from the start. As if this world is telling me: “You don’t deserve it.”
People tell me, “Don’t give up. Life must go on.” But do you even know how heavy every step feels to me? Do you really understand what I have to carry? Don’t tell me how to live—because this life I’m living… doesn’t even feel like mine.
I have no identity. I have to stay cautious, hide, run. Always alert, as if every corner holds a threat. It’s not fair. It’s never been fair.
They lied. They said life could get better, but look at me… my life has been broken from the very beginning. And somehow, I’m still being punished. What did I do wrong?
I want to change everything. I want to believe in hope. But… what if hope never comes? What if the future was never meant for me?
I’m tired. I want to stop. I want to die. But i cant. Now, I only want one thing."
"A peaceful soul."
Soulpeace.
Soulpeace novel is a popular light novel covering Fantasy genres. Written by the Author RAFIDAL . Read Soulpeace novel online for free.