Doki Doki: A God's Life In A World He Didn't Want To Be In

Chapter 12: Do you have a hibe mind



Hikari looked at her. "Your eyes are red, what does it mean".

Monika looked at as she spoke. "Because I am connected to the other Monika and the OG Monika".

Hikari looked at her as he spoke. "So a hibe mind, quick question does the Monika of this world knows".

Monika smirked looking at him. "No I am just a split personality of this world's Monika, who is just a modal student Training to be a wizard and joined the tob Wizard Guild".

Hikari souls move as he looked at her. "Ok then free her".

Monika just titled her head, as she had a creepy smiles. "Is someone still in love with her".

Hikari narrows his eyes as he looked at her. "No that was the old Hikari not me, and even in my past life I never like you".

Monika's smirk faltered for a moment, and her eyes narrowed as she studied Hikari. The air around them seemed to grow colder, as if her mood had shifted. "Is that so?" she said, her tone now sharper, laced with a hint of amusement. "I suppose I shouldn't be surprised. You never were one to wear your feelings on your sleeve."

Hikari's gaze remained steady, his posture unchanged. "I've changed. The Hikari you knew is long gone. I'm not interested in whatever games you think I'm playing. I want answers, not your cryptic little riddles."

Monika's smile returned, but it was colder this time, devoid of the warmth that once might have accompanied it. "You may not be interested in games, but this world is full of them, Hikari. Whether you like it or not, you're part of this game now, and so am I."

Hikari's soul hovered for a moment, contemplating her words. "So, you're just a split personality, a fragment of the other Monika? And you want me to free her, just like that?"

Monika chuckled darkly. "Freeing me? That's not the same as freeing her. She's still here, in a way, trapped inside this version of me. But I think you're getting ahead of yourself. Do you really think it's that simple?"

Hikari's eyes remained focused, his expression emotionless. "Maybe not simple, but if she's still there, I'll find a way to bring her out. I'm not here to leave things half-finished. Either way, I'm not interested in your games, Monika."

Monika's laughter was soft but carried an eerie undertone. "You think you can fix everything? You're not the first to try, Hikari. But trust me, you'll need more than resolve to fix this. You'll need something that you don't even realize you have yet."

Hikari stayed silent for a long moment, processing what she said. There was something about her words that struck him, a subtle layer of truth beneath the surface. "Then tell me what I need. I'll make sure I'm ready."

Monika took a step closer, her gaze locking onto his, her expression unreadable. "You'll know when the time comes. But just remember, Hikari," she said with a slow smile, "I'm not the enemy here. You are."

Hikari frowned, feeling an unsettling twist in his chest. Her words didn't sit right with him, but he refused to show any weakness. "We'll see about that," he muttered under his breath, before he turned and began floating back toward his body.

Monika's voice followed him, her tone light but carrying a weight. "Just don't forget, Hikari. You're part of this story, just like everyone else. And nothing ever goes as planned."

Hikari's soul merged back into his body, and as his eyes opened once again in the classroom, he couldn't shake the feeling that something far deeper was at play. Whatever Monika's true motives were, he wasn't sure, but he knew one thing for certain: he wasn't going to sit idly by and let whatever game she was playing unfold without him.

With a sigh, he leaned back in his chair, trying to push the thoughts of Monika and her cryptic words out of his mind, but deep down, he knew he wouldn't be able to avoid this for long. The game was just beginning, and whether he liked it or not, he had already made his first move.

Monika then blinked, her eyes and back to her Green eyes, as she touched her head. "Where am I". She looked around and picked up her stups. "I blavked out again and came here, I really should see a Doctor".

She didn't remember anything, her conversation with Hikari, her seeing Hikari soul or a split personality, to her it was like she went to sleep, in her mind she thought she was tired like always so she felt a sleep, yes to her it was nap

Monika blinked several times, her green eyes flickering with confusion as she rubbed her temples. Her mind felt foggy, as if something important had just slipped through her fingers. She glanced around the room, recognizing the familiar surroundings but still feeling disoriented. The faint hum of magic in the air didn't help—it was a subtle thing that only those with a sensitive touch could feel, but to Monika, it felt like the entire world was off-balance.

She sighed, gathering her things as she stood up. "I must be more tired than I thought," she muttered, shaking her head slightly. The conversation she thought she had—was that real? Or was it just some strange dream? "Maybe I just need some rest... again."

As she collected her books and straightened her uniform, a small voice in the back of her mind wondered if there was something more. But the thought was fleeting, easily buried by the mundane task of simply making her way out of the classroom.

Still, a faint unease lingered. She couldn't shake the feeling that something was off. There was something about the way she'd woken up, the way the world around her felt slightly distorted, as though she wasn't fully in control. Something she couldn't put her finger on, but it was there—pressing at the edges of her awareness.

Monika paused at the door, briefly glancing back at the classroom one last time. "Maybe I should just talk to someone about it. Or get some sleep," she muttered again, dismissing the feeling as nothing more than exhaustion.

As she stepped out into the hallway, she couldn't help but feel as though someone—someone—was watching her. But when she turned to look, the hallway was empty, save for a few students passing by. The feeling passed as quickly as it had come, but Monika couldn't help but wonder if there was more going on beneath the surface of her consciousness than she was willing to admit.

Hikari went back to his house, as he lays on his bed as he then saw Leahcim, Hikari Eyss meet with the cat

Hikari just looked at the cat. "You again, what do you want".

Leahcim, the mysterious black cat with golden eyes, sat on Hikari's desk, its tail lazily swishing back and forth. The cat tilted its head, an almost human-like smirk playing on its feline face.

"I see you're as pleasant as ever, Hikari," Leahcim purred, its voice carrying that strange mix of sarcasm and amusement that Hikari had come to associate with it. "What I want? Oh, nothing much. Just checking in on you, my dear host. You've had quite the eventful day, haven't you?"

Hikari sighed, sitting up on his bed as he met the cat's unblinking gaze. "Eventful doesn't even begin to cover it," he muttered. "First Sayori, then Natsuki, and now Monika… You always show up when I'm at my limit. Why is that?"

Leahcim stretched, yawning dramatically before replying. "Maybe I just have impeccable timing. Or maybe..." Its golden eyes glinted mischievously. "I enjoy watching you squirm. You're far more entertaining than the average god playing mortal."

Hikari rolled his eyes, leaning back against the wall. "If you're here to mess with me, just get it over with. I'm too tired to play your games."

Leahcim leapt gracefully onto the bed, padding closer until it was sitting just inches from Hikari's face. "Oh, I'm not here to mess with you. Not today, at least. I'm here to remind you of something important."

"And what's that?" Hikari asked, narrowing his eyes.

The cat's expression grew unusually serious. "You're slipping, Hikari. You're starting to care again. About these people, this world. You act cold and detached, but I see through you. That little spark of humanity you keep trying to snuff out—it's still there."

Hikari frowned, looking away. "You're imagining things. I'm just doing what I need to survive in this messed-up world."

Leahcim chuckled, its tail flicking against his arm. "If that's what you want to believe, go ahead. But remember, Hikari: emotions, connections, and even weakness—they're what make life interesting. Ignore them all you want, but they'll find their way back to you eventually."

With that, the cat hopped off the bed and walked toward the window, its form shimmering as it prepared to vanish. "Oh, and one last thing," Leahcim said, glancing back over its shoulder. "You can't run from yourself forever. Sooner or later, the real you will catch up."

And with that, the cat disappeared, leaving Hikari alone with his thoughts—and the faintest sense of unease creeping into his mind.

Valerian then came out his pocket dimension. "Did something happen".

Hikari looked at the chibi dragon. "No noting Valerian".

Valerian stretched his small wings, tilting his chibi-sized head as he hovered in front of Hikari. "You look troubled," the little dragon said, his voice carrying a hint of concern. "Are you sure nothing happened? I may be small, but I can sense when something's off."

Hikari waved a hand dismissively, leaning back against the wall. "It's nothing, Valerian. Just that annoying cat I told you about showing up again. Same cryptic nonsense as always."

Valerian narrowed his eyes. "Leahcim, huh? That feline always seems to have its own agenda. Did it say anything useful this time?"

Hikari let out a dry chuckle. "If you call lecturing me about emotions and connections useful, then sure. Apparently, I'm 'slipping' and starting to care about this world and the people in it." His tone was dripping with sarcasm, but there was an undertone of something else—something he wasn't ready to admit.

The chibi dragon landed on Hikari's desk, sitting cross-legged like a miniature sage. "You know, Leahcim isn't wrong. You're different now, Hikari. Maybe not in the way you think, but you've changed since the day I was summoned."

Hikari frowned, his fingers drumming against the bed. "What is it with everyone today? First Natsuki, then Monika, and now you. Why is everyone so interested in what I feel or don't feel?"

Valerian smirked. "Because you're a puzzle, and people like solving puzzles. Even if you won't admit it, deep down, you're more than the cold, detached facade you wear. Otherwise, you wouldn't be so bothered by what that cat said."

Hikari scoffed, turning his head to look out the window. "You're reading too much into it. I'm just trying to make it through this mess of a world without losing my sanity."

The dragon floated closer, his expression softening. "Maybe that's true. But you can't fool me, Hikari. I'm your familiar. I know your heart better than anyone else."

For a moment, the room fell silent, the weight of Valerian's words hanging in the air. Hikari finally sighed, running a hand through his hair. "Fine. Maybe there's a part of me that... cares, just a little. But it doesn't change anything. This world is still a mess, and I have no intention of becoming its hero."

Valerian grinned, his sharp teeth glinting. "Fair enough. But don't forget, caring doesn't make you weak. It might just make you stronger."

Hikari rolled his eyes, though there was a faint smirk tugging at the corners of his lips. "You're starting to sound like Leahcim now. Don't let it go to your head."

The chibi dragon laughed, his wings fluttering as he returned to his pocket dimension. "Whatever you say, Hikari. But remember—there's more to life than just surviving."

As Valerian disappeared, Hikari leaned back, staring at the ceiling. He hated to admit it, but maybe—just maybe—they had a point.

Hikari lay there for a while, letting Valerian's words sink in. His eyes drifted to the ceiling, lost in thought. The quiet of his room was almost suffocating, a stark contrast to the whirlwind of emotions and events he had been dealing with lately.

"More to life than just surviving, huh?" he muttered under his breath. He scoffed, shaking his head. "Easy for you to say, Valerian. You're not the one stuck in this mess."

Despite his dismissive words, something in him stirred. He couldn't shake the nagging feeling that Valerian—and even Leahcim—might have a point. He wasn't sure if it was his old self's influence or this world's bizarre pull, but something was definitely changing.

Deciding he had enough brooding for one night, Hikari sat up and reached for the notebook on his desk. It was filled with random observations, sketches, and notes he'd made since arriving in this world. Flipping through the pages, he found himself stopping at a crude drawing of Leahcim, complete with exaggerated whiskers and an evil grin.

"Stupid cat," he muttered, though a small smile crept onto his face.

He grabbed his pen and started writing beneath the drawing:

*Things I know about this world:

1. Magic operates differently here. Levels and tiers seem arbitrary but significant.

2. Monika—split personality? Red eyes. Connected to something bigger.

3. Leahcim—knows more than it lets on. Cryptic but not outright hostile.

4. Sayori—can see souls. Why? Her eyes are a key.

5. Valerian—too smart for a chibi dragon. Possibly hiding something.*

6. Natsuki-is one of two people that can see through me

Hikari paused, tapping the pen against his chin. "Am I overthinking this? Or am I just trying to make sense of a world that doesn't make any sense?"

Before he could dwell on it further, a knock came at his door. He quickly closed the notebook and called out, "Who is it?"

"It's me, Yuri!" her voice chimed from the other side. "I brought you some snacks!"

Hikari sighed, his mask slipping back into place as he walked to the door. He opened it to find Yuri standing there with a tray of cookies and tea, She kinda blushing the Book girl just came to spend some time with him, her purple eyes looked at him.

"Hey, Hikari! You've been cooped up in your room all day. I thought you could use a break."

Hikari forced a smile. "Thanks, Yuri. You didn't have to do this."

She shrugged, stepping inside and setting the tray on his desk. "Of course I did! That's what friends are for, right?"

Friends. The word lingered in his mind as Yuri began to keep him company, to Her Hikari had just changed a bit, but he was still her friend. For a moment, he wondered if she could see through him too, like Natsuki. But as he watched her laugh and gesture animatedly, he realized she was just being herself.

Maybe that was enough.

As the evening wore on, Hikari found himself relaxing—if only a little. Maybe he didn't have all the answers, but for now, he could at least enjoy the moment. Even if it was fleeting.

To be continued

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