Chapter 12: Through Strained Eyes
Lux's breath misted faintly in the shaded grove, a soft, ephemeral cloud in the cool air, though the day itself hung warm and heavy. She sat, spine straight but trembling with an almost imperceptible tremor, her back pressed against the gnarled, ancient roots of a massive tree whose name she never bothered to learn. Thirty minutes. That was how long she'd held her nascent mana perception open, stretched to its absolute limit. A new record. And a profound mistake.
She blinked once. Then again. But her vision refused to cooperate, stubbornly betraying her. The world was a chaotic blur of fuzzy outlines, distorted colors, and shimmering threads of vibrant mana dancing behind her eyelids like vivid afterimages from staring too long at the blinding midday sun. The familiar emerald greens and earthy browns of the forest now swam with unseen energies, a terrifying, beautiful overload.
Pain lanced through her skull, hot and electric, a blinding flash that stole her breath. Her body instinctively curled in on itself, her hand clutching frantically at the side of her face as though trying to contain the immense pressure threatening to burst from within. Her senses screamed in protest, a cacophony of overload.
She'd pushed too far. Again. Driven by that relentless, draconic ambition.
This is what happens when ambition outpaces caution, a cold voice echoed in her mind. She knew it. Mother had warned her, not with words, but with that look—the one where her majestic mouth said nothing, but her silence tasted like an undeniable prophecy, thick with the weight of ancient wisdom.
Lux ground her teeth, a faint rasp, and waited for the searing agony to ebb. It didn't. Not entirely. But eventually, the overwhelming visual noise subsided enough for her sight to steady, coalescing into coherent shapes. Enough to limp forward. Enough to move, to act.
If perception had punished her with blinding pain, then her nascent understanding of alchemy, a quiet, intricate magic, would mend her.
The forest floor trembled subtly underfoot. Somewhere in the distant canopy, something massive stirred, a profound rustle of leaves and a deep, resonating thrum—but Lux paid it no mind. Not today. She had far more pressing, immediate concerns. Her vision was paramount.
Eyebright, its name a promise. Blueberries, plump and dark. Ginkgo, ancient and wise. And her own refined mana essence. That combination, she knew, would be enough.
She found the eyebright growing in the deep, damp shadows near a collapsed, moss-covered log. Its delicate white blossoms were veined with faint, intricate lines like bloodshot eyes—a fitting, almost ironic, detail. She harvested them gently, their petals like tissue paper.
The blueberries took longer—thieving birds, their cheerful chirps a distant annoyance, had beaten her to the ripest, most succulent clusters—but she patiently found what she needed, plucking them with care from hidden nooks. The ginkgo leaves, wide and exquisitely fan-shaped, glistened with the ethereal shimmer of early morning dew. She plucked them gently, with an almost reverent touch. Not a single tear marred the vibrant emerald green of their delicate surface.
By the time she returned to her crude camp, nestled deep within a thicket, the sun was starting to lean westward, casting long, golden shadows through the trees. Her small fire, a carefully managed collection of twigs, flickered to life with a single, controlled snap of her fingers, blooming into a cheerful orange and red.
She set her dented, scavenged pot over the flame and added fresh, clear water from her canteen. The eyebright went in first—its scent sharp, clean, astringent, filling the air with a medicinal perfume. Then the blueberries, crushed by hand, their dark, inky juice staining her fingertips a deep royal purple. Finally, the ginkgo—torn into slender ribbons and dropped into the brew like a blessing, their green essence steeping slowly.
The clear water in the pot turned slowly, transforming first to a pale violet, then deeper, thickening to a murky, almost opaque black. It simmered gently, a dark, bubbling cauldron of nascent healing. She watched the small bubbles rise and pop like tiny, glistening blisters on the surface. Her gaze was unblinking, unwavering, lost in the alchemical process.
Once the decoction cooled, its dark surface reflecting the fading light, Lux held up a small, salvaged vial containing her refined mana essence. Just a single drop shimmered within the glass like liquid moonlight, thick with weight and concentrated purpose. No raw, chaotic energy here—it had to be tempered, filtered, disciplined like she herself was slowly learning to be. It was the purest essence of her own honed life force.
The drop, glowing with a soft, internal luminescence, hit the surface of the dark brew. The entire mixture in the pot pulsed once with a subtle, contained light, a single, internal beat. Subtle. Controlled. A quiet affirmation.
She stirred clockwise, her finger tracing patterns in the dark liquid, murmuring a single word under her breath—not an incantation, not a spell of power, but a cherished memory. Something Mother used to say, her voice a comforting presence, when young eyes grew tired from deciphering ancient texts:
"Sight returns to the patient, never the proud."
She dipped her finger into the mixture and carefully touched it to her eyelids, just beneath the lower lash line. A wave of cool, immediate relief washed over her, an exquisite balm against the raw, throbbing pain. The sharp, searing burn dulled. The crushing headache lifted, a heavy weight evaporating from her skull.
She leaned forward, her movements still a little stiff, and stared into the reflection in her scavenged mug of cooling tea. Her eyes—still vibrant crimson, still a little sore around the edges—held clarity again. Not perfect, not yet. But the disorienting shimmer was gone. No longer blinded, she could truly see.
She blinked.
And this time, the forest didn't shimmer with an unbearable, painful light. It stood solid, real, its myriad greens and browns distinct, its shadows deep and welcoming. The world, now seen through eyes both strained and newly mended, revealed itself in perfect, unblemished detail.